dear dumb diary

24🐞 not very active on here anymore but i drop in sometimes :,)

[shimmerence]

my brain never feels like the same place for very long

[shimmerence]

strange that even while eating healthy and going for runs 4 times a week my relationship with food is still kind of fucked because sometimes instead of processing my emotions i just get really hungry about it. like at least i’m not using substances but what do you mean my reaction to stress is the desire to eat until i feel sick

[tvandfilm]

Kevin Can F*** Himself (2021-2022) New Tricks (S01E02)

[shimmerence]

i forgot posting into the void is free therapy sometimes

[shimmerence]

whenever i start to grieve for my past self + history of isolation i at least know there are other bitches in these corners of the internet feeling the same things.

turned 24 this month and ever since i was a teenager birthdays give me this feeling of lost time i’ll never get back. it is sooooo addicting to sit and mope about how things could have been.

[shimmerence]

seeing this made me realize it is in fact a bi-annual tradition for me to mope about lost time, happy 2026 🥳🥳🥳

[shimmerence]

white-knuckling my way through social anxiety & beating the anxious teenager in my brain over the head with the “NOBODY IS JUDGING YOU” Bc damn i forgot the wounds of loneliness make me an obsessive little bitch sometimes

[shimmerence]

gotta commemorate ending my 8 year relationship 🥳🥳🥳

[shimmerence]

needed somewhere to save this

[shimmerence]

been like 2 yrs since my drastic weight loss and despite having a healthy lifestyle the only mindset that has ever allowed me to successfully lose weight is the disordered one.

probably because even when i’m living “healthy” i still have binge episodes and hate my body. oh well.

i’m roughly 10 pounds above my lowest weight and idfk how to lose it again but maybe i’ll take things more seriously this fall, if only to counterbalance the next time i gain weight. if only to fit into the jeans that i bought last year.

[snoopyoftheday]

snoopy of the day

[kristina100000]

dont cry my crazy bunny girl... i will look for you in everything that surrounds me this august

[shimmerence]

wanting to go make friends again after years of social isolation is painful af i wanna slot into an alternate timeline where i never wasted so much time alone

[shimmerence]

gotta stay humble i’m one lost pair of headphones away from being connected to my phone by a wire all the time

[loveridden1999]

your 20s are all about being stuck in the time loop

[shimmerence]

whenever i start to grieve for my past self + history of isolation i at least know there are other bitches in these corners of the internet feeling the same things.

turned 24 this month and ever since i was a teenager birthdays give me this feeling of lost time i’ll never get back. it is sooooo addicting to sit and mope about how things could have been.

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

if hello kitty was real we would be bestfriends

[dadgirlwalking]

me n u or u n hello kitty ?

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

me and you

[shimmerence]

maybe i will start using tumblr again

[shimmerence]

just kidding who keeps habits these days i am an all or nothing girlie