[Shinsua]

I stream weekly, Tuesdays at 7pm PST

[shinsua]

I'm avoiding work I could easily finish if I focused again...

[shinsua]

yerp

[shinsua]

Pharaophic

[louivi]

🎨 Reference

[minmocat]

numel seems like it'd be really heavy. like it'd jump off your countertop and crack the tile

this was a request! if you'd like to send in a request, shoot me a $5 donation on ko-fi with the name of a pokemon or animal crossing villager of your choice & i'll draw it!

[shinsua]

Everyone's emotions are different

The shape is different even if the feeling is the same

Stop trying to compare

[shinsua]

I can't help that you feel less whole of a person for not having these feelings

...

Not a direct reply to anything, honestly, but it's something I feel should be recited to those that break down others because they can't relate to certain ideas or actions

[shinsua]

as much as I enjoy "ooh new thing!"

sns really does move way too god damn fast

[shinsua]

hey everybody wazzup they killed bsky

[shinsua]

uuuuuuuuuugh I am so burnt out

[shinsua]

I just want to be making something that I like

It feels weird to think there are people that would do nothing if they could continue to live comfortably

I guess there's something to the dream of doing nothing but reading, playing, diving into things...

But I think that's different. Somewhere in me. It's different. It's learning.

I'm just sick of feeling like a slug. Doing nothing, truly. Unhappiable. Frustrated in every way. Mad at everything and nothing simultaneously.

Why... Why now, huh

[shinsua]

I don't even have the energy to complain coherently right now

I just feel bad about not getting work done in any capacity

it's making me feel sorry for myself, and I truly, truly hate that

the feeling will fade, but for now, bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegh

[shinsua]

I haven't been working on innSua much the past few days,

but I have also completely lost track of the past two weeks.

It feels like a month has dripped by (partly true), and I have nothing to show for it (partly truer).

Still going to maintain a mini-hiatus... Use usual stream time as time for working on stream things.

[sdmax300]

I did draw this when it was relevent but i forgot to post it here on the day

Happy birthday @shinsua

[henemimi]

“He only feeds during the full moon.”

[Where the creature ends and the trees begin is incomprehensible. Its movements echo like bones snapping punctuated by entrails squelching.]

“You only need to worry if you get on my bad side, okay?”

[shinsua]

I need to do more of what I want... make room for what I want...

have fun with the things you have fun with, ya know

blegh

I know that, but I gotta say it again and again, huh

edit: show some efforrrrrttttt

[shinsua]

witch and diary show is good so far, but this week's episode got me thinking about childhood friends

I left all mine behind, in a way?

One kind of polluted the water and it split us all apart.

I made friends online, but there's a difference in having someone your own age and being nearby

I don't think I've ever had that. I don't know how many have. How many still talk. But I feel like I really missed out.

Were my early friendships really sort of numerous and shallow? The hell... Maybe... Huh...

If you have a childhood friend, I hope you still talk