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intro

hey so this is where i waffle on about all of my non kpop interests and as of right now, that includes mxtx novels, pdl novels, erha, tyk/qi ye, qjj, dostoesvky, star wars, atla/tlok, voltron and probably more that i can't think of rn

i love xue meng i'm the number 1 xue meng fan

i follow from @useryoongis

my gifs

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in my two years at uni, i feel like i've learned nothing. like basic things that i learned in my first semester are probably going to be asked in job interviews and i'll have literally no idea how to respond #cooked!!! i've spent the summer so far doing absolutely nothing in relation to my degree or future career because 1) no ambition to really become anything like i just want a simple and nice life and 2) the mere thought of failure when it comes to my future career stresses me out like crazy. so it's just better to not think about it at all even if it dooms me. and i know feeling doomed when i'm not even 20 yet is stupid but i feel so behind compared to everyone i know

#my friends have either had jobs or internships or volunteer hours while i have next to nothing #like it feels embarrassing to have never ever had a job at my age because i feel like everyone around my age that i know has had one #actually i'd like to be an archaeologist #or historian #but that'll never happen #feeling: trapped #on top of that i think i possibly experienced the blues for the first time in my life this past november and december #like i have truly never felt more miserable and hopeless and lonely and terrible than i did then #the thing is i wasn't even actually lonely like i hung out with friends and we spoke with each other regularly #it was mainly that i missed my best friend (she goes to a diff uni)#and i missed her so bad that i felt lonely because talking to others isn't the same as talking to her #snow.txt

why the hell does he look scared 😭 and the way this photo is scanned or edited or whatever reminds me of this:

#jaejoong #snow.txt

why is every shinee song so good

#when i'm in a making peak music competition but shinee's already there so i know i've lost #snow.txt

am i stupid for taking the phrasing of certain questions literally? for example, my friend asked me if i there was any food i couldn't eat (referring to whether i'm a vegetarian or not). i said no because technically i can eat meat. i just don't want to eat any meat that isn't chicken though. if she had asked if there was any food i didn't want to eat, then i would've specified that the only non vegetarian things i eat are chicken, fish, and shrimp. that one friend that always overthinks phrasing

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DO YOU KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

#tvxq #snow.txt

i was folding clothes while listening to replay by shinee and i was trying to remember how the choreo went so i paused laundry duty to do any moves i even vaguely remembered. and my dog was licking his paws and all that while i was folding clothes but once i did one of the moves, he looked up and stared at me. like in a "what in tarnation are you doing" sort of way. like he was weirded tf out 😭😭

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what basen probably saw coming at him during that one scene in ln 5

#the apothecary diaries #kusuriya no hitorigoto #basen #jinshi #maomao #apothecary diaries #snow.art #sorry if i messed up on the clothing i tried to go by the kurata manga for basen’s clothes but idk what color they’re supposed to ve #so i just guessed #and jinshi is doing the josh hutcherson pose #holy moly the quality got nerfed #anyway this is just a doodle i’ll post something more rendered and awesome looking soon 🤞🤞#maomao was supposed to be doing that one roblox face btw but i didn’t like it so i erased it partially and now her face is like a mix

i'm working on 2 different jinshi drawings rn and i have this one little doodle of that scene in ln 5 where maomao and jinshi team up against basen

#snow.txt #i just be yapping

have i ever mentioned that i love rikuson? he's like the unc of the group in a way ❤️ and by group i mean him, maomao, and lahan. he seems like a chill guy so far but i've seen a couple of spoilers (not enough to know what happens) here and there so i think he's supposed become more important in future volumes. i'm only on ln 8 and i've just started it so i still have a good way to go before i get to whatever is going on with rikuson. but i'm excited to see more of him

#love when he ragebaits jinshi #29 year old man picks on 20 year old #the apothecary diaries #snow.txt

finally finished ln 7. forget what i said about yao earlier 😖😖 i love her now. she's so cutieful and she's similar to the type of character i like: somewhat arrogant and spoiled but still purehearted. unless she suddenly changes personalities, she's like xue meng and jin ling to me

#the apothecary diaries #snow.txt

who else up missing their working ipad 🤣🤣🤣

#I DONT WANT TO DRAW ON MY PHONE ANYMOREEEEE #i should get it repaired but i can't decide if it would be better to do that or just buy a new one #because the problem is internal #the screen is fine on the outside but some of the stuff on the inside is probably damaged which is why it won't turn on #but if i get a new one i lose whatever pictures i took on it and whatever art i made on procreate there #snow.txt

kettle-the-best

I lied…I’m trying to do more digital art so bear with me.🥹✌️

EXPLANATION:

HX asks Hayate(SQX) out on a first date to try and get to know the knew SQX!!! They get pizza and ice cream!!! I want to get more into this AU at some point but really lack the motivation, if anyone wants me to continue lemme know, I’m gonna try but I have lots of exams this week so I might not be able to work on anything 🤷‍♀️

#so cute #tgcf #beefleaf

never seen a male apothecary diaries fan yet and i hope it stays that way like for some reason i hate when a guy likes whatever i like. i like it in a more awesome and cool way than you do

#snow.txt #i always forget that star wars has a male dominated fandom because i only surround myself with non male star wars fans #and this applies to f1 and any other fandom tbh #i especially hate male kpop girl group stans because they have a tendency to be misogynistic and also they're just so annoying #immediate block the second i sense any misogyny

i kinda hope yao turns out to be like xue meng or jin ling because i love those two (especially xue meng)

#snow.txt #the apothecary diaries

yukinnn

maomao~

#maomao #the apothecary diaries

on ln 7 now (about 40?? pages in) and en'en seems alright but i don't like yao for now. hopefully she quits with that attitude in the future like the way she's treating maomao is pissing me off

#snow.txt #the apothecary diaries

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