Guild Hall

死は終わりではありません Death is not the end.

[softpng]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but grief is so much more than just something you experience when someone dies. it’s okay to grief opportunities and time lost. people you used to know. people you used to be. relationships. ways of living. places. your childhood. you can feel grief over so many things and it’s okay and real and seeking help is okay too, you’re not being disrespectful.

[freakinasheet]

Me @ everyone finally checking out Dungeon Meshi for the first time

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

Stuck In Another World?!

Take care of paperwork for a few hours, have a quick break to do some reading, then grab some lunch. Those had been Kei's plans for the day. But as he had unfortunately learned over the years, sometimes life has other plans. He'd been stuck in Elder Tale for months forced into adapting, and yet what should happen right when he'd hit his stride at last? A flash of light, a nauseating sensation, and a rush of wind.

Regaining clarity after what could have only been seconds he looked around, certain he was going to find somebody chuckling over their little practical joke. But rather than the wooden walls of his office his eyes were met with a sprawling cityscape and an unfamiliar skyline.

"Where am I now? And more importantly, where do I go from here?"

[strawberryamanita]

Based on observation, the average human that likes sour cream and onion-flavored snacks is repulsed by salt and vinegar-flavored snacks, and vice-versa. If you somehow like both, I have reason to believe you're on a higher plane of existence than the rest of us

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

Nightfall

At the advent of the Apocalypse Shiroe hadn't spared much thought to it beyond the strategic relevance of darkness on the journey to rescue Serara.

Given time however; the newfound stability of the Round Table Council, and subsequently the New Round Table Council provided allowed him a modicum of rest between bouts of paperwork. It was on one such break that he found himself staring up at the brilliant canvas of stars flickering brightly above Akiba.

"It used to be easy to dismiss this all as a game, but this really is a world all its own. A beautiful one at that, and maybe I need to make more time to appreciate that" he mused aloud

"And maybe I should stop talking to myself out loud..."

[boxonarock]

quick shiroe

[zegalba]

Alhambra Castle | Granada, Spain.

[my-newest-anime-daydream]

Do y’all have those mutuals that you go absolutely feral for, but in the softest of ways??

Like I want to take you to the library, I want to get a cup of coffee with you, I’d love to watch the sunrise/sunset with you…

[memeuplift]

[faulty-radio]

this isn't the right hour to be seeing this, i can't stop crying

[the-haiku-bot]

this isn’t the right

hour to be seeing this,

i can’t stop crying

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[cosplaymutt]

The way we memorialize the ones we have lost in the digital age is so sweet. Like, “I make a tribute to my friend who died in every Minecraft server I play in” on the surface sounds weird, cringy even, but not only is it an apt tribute to the relationship they had with their friend, this is literally a textbook definition of grief ritual.

Doing things digitally just seems weird to us because there isn't hundreds of years of tradition behind it like more traditional grief rituals, so we are sort of paving a new path and outlet for grief in pretty much entirely uncharted territory, which is honestly really cool?

Very recently I lost a close, long term online friend who I never got the chance to meet up with in person and for the first couple of weeks I didn't know what to do about all of the feelings of grief I had because its a very modern and new problem that there just isn't a guidebook for yet. It feels weird to honor him physically when I exclusively knew him digitally, and even my therapist has said this is a scenario that she hasn't really encountered before, and is helping me find healthy digital grief rituals like continuing to send him funny memes I come across, and going through my old chat logs with him and pinning messages from him that make me smile.

I even reached out to a furry artist and commissioned a short comic based on one of our early conversations and rps from like 10+ years ago that I really liked. At first the idea of "commemorative furry art" in my head sounded like the cringiest thing in the world, but after talking about it more with friends and my therapist, its really not all that different than more traditional established grief rituals and if it represents the relationship we had and makes me feel closer to them, why not? We are the ones writing the rule book for digital grief rituals.

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

I'VE BEEN LOGGED ON THIS WHOLE TIME?!

I found all the credentials for this earlier today and logged in on my computer. First time in like forever basically! I....have apparently on my phone been logged in for literal years but bc I never got the mobile app it didn't occur to me. So yeah I'm a really silly dude who totally could have been on here even through the stuff that had me not do so on PC. Well, I'm here now

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

This thing still on?

Wow tumblr has changed...a lot. This place looks way more minimalist than it did the last time I was on

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

azurebxrn replied to your post “Wow, long time no see...”

I know that feel trying to stay active on the landmine that is tumblr is kinda hrd

Most definitely, I’m glad that of all people you were the first to make note of my (tentative?) return. It’s nice that after all this time there are still familiar faces around.

[offershopearchive-blog]

enemies with benefits (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

Wow, long time no see...

So I haven’t touched this in….wow like 3 years. I can’t honestly say I’ll be on here a lot or…even reasonably often. If you want to keep up with what I do now you can follow my Twitter at https://twitter.com/SugoiSkeleton. I’m way more active on there than I think I ever was on here. If you want you can hit me up for my Discord too.

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

I’ll probably bump this a few times in the next few days.

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

Wow, long time no see...

So I haven’t touched this in....wow like 3 years. I can’t honestly say I’ll be on here a lot or...even reasonably often. If you want to keep up with what I do now you can follow my Twitter at https://twitter.com/SugoiSkeleton. I’m way more active on there than I think I ever was on here. If you want you can hit me up for my Discord too.

[enigmaincrimson]

shiroe-the-enchanter answered your ask “"We’re sleeping in the same bed, not together!“”

“I’d also like to mention that if you do try to come onto my half, the dragon does bite.” As in… she was going to have a rough night and her small companion was more temperamental than usual.

In any case, the elf was holding onto the black bundle of fluff closely like a child with a stuffed animal.

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

“Mmm? Oh yes of course; I wouldn’t dream of it.” Even if he had the strength to move, Shiroe above all else believed in proper respect; To be fair the dragon was another reason.

The only thing to worry about was the Enchanter moving in his sleep.

[enigmaincrimson]

“Fine… but you still owe me a proper tour in the morning…” The blonde replied as she watching him carefully from her spot… 

It was going to be a long night… for both of them.

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

“yes, yes of course not a problem” came the muffled final words of the man before he at last fell asleep. Hopefully he’d remember or at the very least be reminded of his promise in the morning

[shiroe-the-enchanter]

Ahhh!

Okay yes I am still alive..I think. Sorry folks about my constant absences, I’ve been bogged down with research papers galore but I am going to try (keyword here being try) to be on here more. 

Anyway, if you want to chat with me for whatever reason, just let me know. If we used to talk a bunch and no longer due but you would like to, you can ask for my number.