Ah yes Tobias Erin Rodgers, yes, the abuse survivor, the victim of severe bullying, yes he would like degradation yes definitely NOT praise definitely degradation yes the victim of bullying for several years yeah.
AH YES! Tobias Erin Rodgers the boy who witnessed the brutal abuse of his mother & sister at the hands of his father who was a drunk belligerent man who’d beat all of them for the smallest of reasons & yes he can’t FEEL the pain of his fathers fists, but the pain, the betrayal, the mental scars of those beatings are still raw & painful, more so sometimes for the violence he witnessed against the women in his life, his support group, his one comfort, the only people he truly loved.
BUT YES! He would be into ANY KIND of physical mistreatment to his partner! HITTING? oh yeah baby! SLAPPING? Bring it on! BLOODPLAY!?!? WELL WHY THE FUCK NOT!! NOT LIKE HE HAS TRAUMA INVOLVED AROUND HITTING LOVED ONES AND WITNESSING IT!! OH NO! DEFINITELY WOULDNT AT ALLLLL BE INSECURE AND SCARED ABOUT THE FACT THAT HE HAS HURT MORE PEOPLE THAN HIS FATHER EVER DREAMED OF AND IT EATS HIM UP INSIDE ABOUT WHAT KIND OF MAN HE IS AND HOW HE MIGHT BE WORSE THAN THE MAN HE HATES WITH EVERY FIBRE OF HIS FUCKING. BEING.
Nah he’d love choking his partner out, he’s not scared at all of hurting her. DEFINITELY not. I mean why would he? It’s not like sex would be the most vulnerable he could or would ever be with someone, not like he’d want any kind of pain or suffering to enter that intimate space that he can escape to & think about how good he feels, how good she feels, how maybe he’s not a monster, that he’s not his father, that he can have love & acceptance.
NOPE!! NOT AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! OH AND BTW HE’D WANT TO BE A DAD!! YEAH THE PROXY WHO KNOWS HOW MESSED UP HIS LIFE IS! WHO KNOWS THAT HE CANT SUPPORT A CHILD!! WHO KNOWS THAT HAVING A CHILD WOULD BE THE SCARIEST FUCKING THING EVER THAT HE CANT DO BECAUSE HE DOESNT. WANT. TO. BE. HIS. FATHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!1!!1
AND BEFORE YOU FUCKING ASK! NO HE DOESNT HAVE A MOMMY KINK AND NO HE DOESNT HAVE A SISTER COMPLEX ALL HIS PLATONIC AND ROMANTIC/SEXUAL FEELINGS ARE SEPARATE!!!!1!