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im back in recovery mindset. if he likes me he'll like my body as it is.

see, my thing is. I feel like i LOOK fine. im not fat. but i want the number lower. the number being high is so embarrassing.

couldnt even get past 13 hours. what in the hell is wrong with me.

137.2 this morning 😭😭😭 man i really messed up. I was 135.6 yesterday 😭😭

saw myself naked in the mirror and im okay again, I look fine. im still gonna lock in, but im less distressed now

gonna see how long i can fast. Definitely at least 24hrs, but ideally id like to go till Sunday (like I always say and never do 🫩) its about 62 hours until I have breakfast with him. so I have 62 hours to get my stuff together.

I weighed myself after all my eating today and im 138. so ill definitely be 136 something by tomorrow. im really distraught about it. ill be taking lax tomorrow. I need to lock in.

im a disappointment to myself. fasting starts at 6pm.

how in the heck am I supposed to feel good about myself ☹️ i want to be skinny and nothing I do is working

gonna try to pull a big ol' 24hr fast bc i feel like carp about my body right now. i want to be pretty. I want him to want me.

ive been maintaing around 135 for almost three weeks and it kinda hurts but im becoming okay with it

Reminded me of the spo Lorraine likes (I hope this is ok to send –_–;)

she would love this, yeah!! and its always okay, no worries <33

omg chat. I might just. lose weight the normal way. he makes me want to be healthy.

TARGETED 😭😭

134.2 this morning. if i do good today I can be 133.8 tomorrow...

down 8oz from this morning. should be 134.8 by tomorrow.

I had a creep in my dms today that I just straight up lied to.

I love lying to creeps ☺️🫶 good on you, keep that up!!

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