Next time when I meet you I won't hide roses and lilies in the back pocket of my jeans, the smell stays, they say. I am now learning to hide beautiful words, "IRUSU: the act of pretending to be home", everyday a new word that will tell you what I feel when I am with you.
Ever since I learned about the flower and their symbolism I keep LOVE LIES BLEEDING in the secret pocket of my favourite tee that in bold letters reads Nietzsche quote, "GOD IS DEAD". He certainly is, so now I pray to GODDESSES who were deprived of the deserving title from quite a long, it's time for them to take a lead and I trust them because they never asked to be praised in fact they were never praised, maybe those who brought the idea of GODDESSES just wanted to stop the rounding conversation about feminism in heaven or the place where GODS AND GODDESSES reside, maybe together, or maybe they pretend to be together, just the way we do.
But when women get tired of sitting behind, rubbing toes and fanning peacock feather fans to the men who claim to run the world without discriminating, turn into Kaali and wear jewels made from the heads of all those men who dared to show their misogyny to the world, making a statement for them who hide in the crowd of gentlemen claiming that they are gentle when their hands are too eager to twist one of those mistaken-for-weak hands, you can't handle her rage then. She turns wild and sick and bad only for them who believe that women are born to smile and beautify things while asking for approval in low voices, and denying still is an alien concept, for them women are born to say yes, one who questions undergoes the miseries.
So the next time we meet, don't ask me about the flowers, ask for words and head instead that I have been keeping count of. Some of them will tell you I am DAISY (symbolizes innocence) while some will say I am all about PETUNIA (symbolizes anger and resentment) and the words I hide in my pocket, you will have enough of them until you decide that you are tired, I will offer you one last word then, I am yet to find it though...