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*It me, Asnaschi. *I do the thing with my voice sometimes. *On Hiatus! Like what I do? Click above if you'd like to support me! Always appreciated!

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i started following you a long time ago before you rebranded to an adachi blog and despite not having played p4 i still kept following haha. i played p4 recently and got to the climax where you have to figure out who the villain is, and i remembered your blog. just wanted to let you know your blog somehow helped me finish p4 LMFAOOO. hope youve been doing well!

I'm gonna be so real I have no clue wtf this account was before that, I don't even wanna know. But holy shit that's kind of amazing? Adachi being the villain was actually something that blindsided me so bad and I remember really finding him interesting and relating to his nihilism at the time which is why I kinda embraced his cynical imagery, though tbh I've never fully related to him so I'm actually hoping to steer away from this name soon... lmao

Thank you for telling me haha, I'm in better spirits, at least I can say that much!

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listening to your voice genuinely just puts me in such a good mood. i went back to listen to your old sans audios (because comfort character aaa) and it just makes everything feel better <3 i hope you have an awesome day!!!

This definitely made my day a little better, thank you for listening even after all these years. I'm hoping I can do it all over again and give people a bit of happiness!!

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You came up in a convo with my friends so I went looking for your old stuff, not expecting you to have come back, and one of them found your blog and said you’d been posting again this year and it’s so good to know you’re still around!!!

I really hope you’ve been doing well and at least exist somewhat comfortably these days!! 💖💖💖

Yeah, I'm still kicking around. Even on the insanely long hiatus I took, I did pop my head in here once or twice every now and again. Having my privacy invaded took a lot out of me and tbh I think the space is more volatile than ever, but I'm not gonna succeed if I don't even try so.

Here I am lmao.

A lot has happened honestly, but the warm reception is something I genuinely appreciate from the bottom of my heart. I hope your life is going well and I hope you find good health and fortune in your future :3

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Hi! I've been going through an Undertale nostalgia phase and traced the Drop Pop Candy vocals to here. It was truly one of the bright, iconic songs that I can't truly forget, even if I haven't thought about it in years. I'm currently in college and studying to become an accountant (hashtag... money). I've read some of your recent posts and I really do hope you've been doing well and better. Thanks for doing shit. I hope things are looking up

#GETTHATCOIN

In all seriousness I appreciate it. I've been doing my best, things are definitely better than when I made those posts. Thank you for listening and taking the time write this. Good luck with college! 🩷

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Tis me, cici. Hearts!

ALL THE HEARTS, THANK YOU FOR COMING TO THE STREAM 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

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I got my husband and his friend to start watching the DMMD dub (which has aged like a fine wine I will die on this hill) with me in your honor yesterday. Also what do you MEAN it’s been 10 years????

BUH?

IN MY HONOR WHAT DO U MEAAAAAN LMAO

That's wild. It's been a long ass time that's for sure. ROUGHLY ten years since I posted any real content or tried to be in the public eye in any real capacity since I got doxxed... lol

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Did u have a youtube video of the game rainbow days it was like a really silly dumb game but I loved it and if that was you I loved that video and that's what I remember you by. Peace and love ❤️✌️

And if that wasn't u then sorry my b. Have a good one.

It absolutely was me and it should still be accessible through my playlists... I don't think I unlisted it but lol.

God that game was so wild. Nice to see you again. Thanks for popping by to say hello <3

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IT'S BEEN FUCKING TEN YEARS.

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I saw this post show up on my radar and something possessed me to do this.

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THIS POST IS ALMOST TEN YEARS OLD AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS OR WHY I MADE IT BUT I'M FUCKING CRYING I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING WHY DI I DO THIS?

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You have no idea how happy I am to see you active again ! Hope you are doing well !

I didn't sleep. I spent all night making that cover and then like obsessed over the details for like 6 more hours while music mixing.

LMFAO

But I'm happy. It's also nice to be back. This place is probably a ghost of it's former self but it's fine... I hope you've been well too ❤️

Thanks for reaching out ^^

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omgomgomg wow I can’t believe you’re active on here!!! I used to watch your DMMD vids w my best friend in middle school and they even surprised me by getting a shoutout for me on one of your livestreams, it’s like a core memory for me lol. I hope you are doing better and being an adult and learning things is tough!! But it feels so good when you start earning money and being more independent and stable, having stuff and a space that is really yours. Keep going!!

Thank you so much. It really feels nice to hear that. I want to say I remember the shout outs I did back then but unfortunately my memory is failing me, but it doesn't mean it wasn't any less important and I hope things are going well for you. Thank you for supporting me back then. It meant the world!

Ye, let's both keep going and be more fuckin' awesome!

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Welcome back! Fun fact about me, my new years tradition for like the past 8 years has been listening to your drop pop candy cover as my last and first song of the year lol. I’m not sure why I started doing it, but I’ve been doing it for so long so I’m not going to quit now!

Omfg I feel so sorry for you. I'm so sorry for your ears i'm so sorry oh my god....

No but really thank you that's actually like, really fucking cool and I'm absolutely honored to be a part of your life like that ❤️.

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This whole week has been me seeing ppl I followed for years coming back to Tumblr and it's been a very good blast of like "OH THANK GOD THEYRE STILL ALIVE" kind of nostalgia. Tumblr has changed a lot. It's more like... mobile everywhere, but the basics are still the same. Glad to see you back!!

Hi!! Yeah!! I've into people from my past a lot all last year too. Not on tumblr, but like the vibe is the same, just like seeing that everyone's ok is so reassuring and they're still truckin' along.

Thank you for leaving me this message 💕

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Do you fw skibidi toilet

This question is a fucking trap I know it is.

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YOU!!!!! (affectionate)

OMFG ME??? (AFFECTIONED!?!? 💕)

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A lot of this change is coming about because I had a boyfriend for about a whole year. It was really rocky, but we loved each other, but I'm not in a position in my life where I am able to provide or take care of anyone really, not even myself, and it eventually ended. It ruined me so bad LOL. I think that was a wake-up call for me.

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Life Update

I mean.. I guess I've already said as much, but my life's still the same as the last time I got here. I've been in a bit of a stasis as far as progress is concerned, but only recently (the start of this year) am I actually starting to like... get off my ass.

I mentioned being introspective before. I learned through the magical art of getting too fucking high, that my formative years are responsible for a lot of my shortcomings, who would have guessed. Real revelation there lmfao.

I guess the introspection part comes from actually recognizing it, writing it down, and then thinking how I can overcome it. The foundation for my life crumbled under my feet when I was young. I'm sure some people can relate.

I've met some nice people IRL lately, and a few of them are trying to support me. This is insanely important to me because I've had no support IRL for at least... 12 years? My dad wasn't in the best headspace and wasn't really a model father... I missed out on a lot of life experiences because of that. Some really important formative ones like gaining independence, and being able to drive. Knowing how to clean and cook, do taxes, hold down a job, etc...

Literally none of it was forced upon me as a kid and the result kinda speaks for itself.

So I have a LOT of work to do and it's been mentally exhausting me for years. >>

But I'm moving... slowly. I haven't STOPPED moving slowly, but we're going a bit faster now. Looking into possible career prospects that aren't voice work,that I can actually do. Possibly IT/Software development since it doesn't require a degree to get a good paying job and I spend all my time at the computer anyway...

But yeah... that's it I guess. I don't know I wasn't prepared to speak on any of this haha.