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little miss stupid..

[sickmissy]

♡ have you seen me..?

⑅ umm hi,, my name is isa (or webber..hehe..) ♡ welcome to my grave..! or, well, my blog.. ths is meant to be an archive n a little digital scrapbook for myself, i like takin pics n drawin occasionally ♡

♡ scruffy, messy, trashy, boyish, delicate angel.. undead nerd dweeb ♡ teary eyed, poodle-headed, bruised n rottin ♡ dressed in lace, flowy dresses, baggy military gear, stupid ripped tees ♡ cult lamb, stray pet, filthy angel, soldier boy, missing girl, lost patient, zombie loser ♡ i'm an eternal bruise.. sensitive content cw ♡ twt, pinterest

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do you promise to meet me in my dreams?

[sickmissy]

deleted m last ask cos i thnk some1 was trollin me or smth.. eep <|3 i won't b answerin anythin tht sounds like a prank anymor srry

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[sickmissy]

umm hi.. i jst remembered i cn ramble here ab whutevr i wnt cos m blog is so tiny n i dnt hav 2 feel embarrassed ♡

so,, mm.. my sona is meant 2 b an angel tht is bein forced 2 live as a human as a punishment 4 their disobedience n doubt.. becomin so used 2 sufferin tht it starts feelin like it's all ur good 4 is smth i struggle with n a lotta m delusions ab not bein human stem frm tht.. ♡ i hold vry sick beliefs of bein a failure as an angel mself, n i tend 2 envy othr ppl bcos they r human n they r so loveable 4 it.. hmmh :c i dnt see mself as a superior being or pure or whutevr, i thnk humans r both tha most lovely n tha most vile creatures, n tht makes thm loveable 2 me.. they r worthy despite bein messy, despite bein dirty n sinful.. u.u` bein worth lovin despite all m filth is m biggest dream y'kno ♡ so uhm evn tho i dnt feel human, i wish i cld be.. i crave tha normalcy of a mundane life where god loves me n i am as flawed as i was designed 2 be, rathr thn somethin tht was soiled by m own stupidness.. i guess i project tht onto m sona a lot..? c: mm,, it's prtty depressive i thnk bt i view it as a good thing rlly.. bad things keep happenin 2 thm cos they r meant 2 suffer bt they also get a chance 2 be human, n if god won't love thm despite their failure, other people will.. ♡ smth cheesy like tht,, i try 2 cling 2 messier things rathr thn pristine n clean imagery now bcos mm i feel i cld nevr live up 2 tha standards placed on me.. i dunno.. i am not makin a lot of sense anymore, i shld get a blogspot or sumth..

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