I'm so sick

Ryder Williams | 20 | Bulimia, Depression, and substance abuse

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“Yeah, they’re delicious, but I’m deathly allergic. My life was very sad when I found out. Nah, I love Bell Peppers. Yeah, I guess that’s true.”

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“I’m sorry for your loss.” Cara wrinkled her nose slightly, but smiled. “They make me sick… I’m not allergic, but we don’t get along. Maybe when you get released, we can visit a ‘clinic’ and get a ‘prescription’ and see how my brownies taste with another special ingredient.”

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Jokingly, Ryder wiped an invisible tear, nodded “Thank you so much.” He shook his head “I understand, I’m that way with lots of foods. I really doubt I’ll ever get out, but sure, we can work towards that.”

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“I would hope not, I’m allergic to peppers. I bet they’d be even better with some weed, that’d be fun.”

[car-a--madison-blog]

“Aw, that’s sad… I like peppers. Except the bell ones, those are gross. Well, I certainly don’t have access to that, and couldn’t give it away if I did.”

[sickryderwilliams-blog]

“Yeah, they’re delicious, but I’m deathly allergic. My life was very sad when I found out. Nah, I love Bell Peppers. Yeah, I guess that’s true.”

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“Of course.” Ryder chuckled “How do you make such good brownies?”

[car-a--madison-blog]

“Secret ingredients. Don’t worry, it’s not weird like cayenne pepper or grape jelly. Not even marijuana.”

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“I would hope not, I’m allergic to peppers. I bet they’d be even better with some weed, that’d be fun.”

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Ryder smiled at her, taking one hesitantly. This was going to kill him. Taking a bite he nodded “They’re very good. The brownie makes it even better.”

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Cara returned his smile, watching closely, excited to see how he’d react. She put her hands to her chest and beamed when he nodded his assent. “I’m so glad! Thank you.”

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“Of course.” Ryder chuckled “How do you make such good brownies?”

[car-a--madison-blog]

“Okay, so, these are s’mores brownies. They’re graham cracker, then brownie, then marshmallow. Tell me if they’re good.”

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Ryder smiled at her, taking one hesitantly. This was going to kill him. Taking a bite he nodded “They’re very good. The brownie makes it even better.”

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“But do you have anything I’d want?”

“How should I know? What do you want?”

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“Contraband.”

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“It’s very hard not to.”

“I think your lizard is a dude. They do that weird thing with their necks to attract females.”

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“I haven’t seen him do the thing with his neck, but I’ll definitely watch out for it.”

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“Uh, a cigarette. Or whatever you have to offer.”

“I don’t have any cigarettes, but if there’s anything else you want, don’t hesitate.”

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“But do you have anything I’d want?”

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“Is it..you? What do I get for guessing right?”

“Well, what would you like?”

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“Uh, a cigarette. Or whatever you have to offer.”

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“Larry loves people, he’d love that.”

“I love lizards.”

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“It’s very hard not to.”

[amarcnth-blog]

“Well hello, Harlow, guess who’s back and better than ever.”

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“Is it..you? What do I get for guessing right?”

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“Oh, shit, yeah. I can get those later then.”

“I can watch Larry.”

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“Larry loves people, he’d love that.”

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“I brought him inside.”

“But you can get twigs from outside for the wand and broomstick.”

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“Oh, shit, yeah. I can get those later then.”

[saoirlou-blog]

“Larry Potter. I wonder if I could find tiny glasses to put on him.”

“He needs a wand and a broomstick. I would help but I don’t go outside.”

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“I brought him inside.”

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“He is chilin’ in a cup in my room.”

[itsnotnice-whengirlsdie-deactiv]

“In a cup?”

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“Yeah, like he’s chilling in there and he can get out or go back in when he wants. It’s how I got him inside”

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“Probably detox. It’s a bitch, ain’t it?”

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Alice just rubbed her temples, though she knew it wouldn’t make her massive headache go away. “I can’t believe they’re making me do this again.”

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Ryder shrugged “It’s to get help I guess.”

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“Thank you, I am very proud of my lizard son.”

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“So where is your little lizard son, Larry?” she said, chuckling at her own alliteration. 

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“He is chilin’ in a cup in my room.”