𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝔂𝓸𝓾

𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒅𝒆 𝒗𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 penned by 𝒃𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒚 for 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒉𝒒

[sheholdsyoucaptivated]

[sicnna]

G R A Y S O N  L E V I.

Grayson somehow found himself surrounded by people of no substance. Feeling lonely in the middle of people that knew him, but couldn’t quite figure him out. His fame the greatest mystery they had seen. That’s how he had found himself outside of the party, smoke in hand, gazing at the eternal sky in front of him. Bored and tired, ready to escape the world he found himself in. “A carnival and the lot of them are the clowns.”

❝  hm  .  .  .  i've  never  really  liked  clowns  ,  ❞  she  politely  offered  the  confession  in  response  ,  looking  away  from  the  mixed  drink  she’d  been  mindlessly  stirring  at  for .  .  .  well  ,  you  could  probably  guess  how  long  with  how  exceedingly  watered  down  it  was  looking  .  she'd  been  trying  to make  herself  look  busy  there  ,  but  she’d  only  managed  to  look  bored  and  checked  out   (  a  look  she  found  mirrored  in  grayson  as  she  got  a better  look  at  him  )  .  if  she'd  been  amidst  her  closest  industry  friends  she  was  certain  she  might’ve  looked  at  least  a  bit  more  engaged  ,  but  tonight  was  about  work  .  parties  and  schmoozing  some  hot  new  director  ?  it  wasn’t  anything  new  ;  there  were  just  so  many  other  taxing  parts  of  her  job  that  she’d  have  preferred  doing  to  this  .  unfortunately  ,  though  not  unexpectedly  ,  her  manager  was  insistent  !  she  was  plenty  familiar  with  grayson  levi  too  .  she’d  gotten  to  know  him  while  he  and  delilah  had  been  dating  ,  but  since  then  she’d  kept  her  distance  .  ❝  guess  i  shouldn’t  be  too  surprised  to  see  you  here  .  ❞ 

[poeticsuggestion]

i, for one, love forehead kisses……..just a hint

[ohhmuses]

by clint.

[sicnna]

X A V I A N  S H A H.

THE UNIVERSE MUST be broken, glitching or something ? for the first time since he’d learnt how to form sounds with his mouth, xavian had nothing to say. no snarky comment, no ego stroking, nothing. his eyes just continued to scan over the message on his phone screen. the phrase ‘final warning’ swirling around his mind. maybe he should sort his act out and stop pissing his band off ? but he hadn’t done anything to piss them off! they were just mad  that despite being hidden behind a drum kit for all the concerts and music videos, the fans still thought he was the fit one. it was obvious! jealousy at it’s finest. “ hey, i’ve missed place my lighter. you got one ? “

sienna  had  made  a  habit  out  of  this  .  she’d  even  gotten  good  at  it  —  slipping  away  without  being  seen  ,  escaping  anywhere  she  could  at  least  manage  to  hear  herself  think  (  tonight  it  was the  beautiful  deck  out  back  that  overlooked  the  city  )  .  it  was  so  much  more  bearable  clinging  to  the  fresh  breeze  and  minimal  amount  of  swaying  bodies  outside  the  party  .  she'd  always  just  ended  up  feeling  overwhelmed  at  these  sorts  of  parties  ,  and  though  she  would  have  liked  to  have  called  it  a  night  and  headed  home  early  ,  she  promised  her  publicist  she’d  at  least  be  present  for  another  ten  minutes  of  it  before  turning  her  carriage  back  into  a  pumpkin  .  ❝  hm ? ❞  his  voice  pulls  her  from  the  time  she’s  eyeing  on  her  phone  and  it  takes  a  moment  for  what  he’s  asked  to  even register  with  her  .  ❝  oh  !  no  ,  i  don’t  .  .  .  sorry  .  not  that  this  dress  left  any  room  for  one  ,  ❞  she  mused  (  more  to  herself  than  anything  )  .  

[sicnna]

D E L I L A H  K N O X.

BREATHING IN THE scent of her favourite coffee shop, delilah smiled. while it had been good for her mental state to go back to her grandparents’ for a little bit, it did feel good to be home. coffee cup in hand, her eyes picked up on a familiar face nearby. unable to contain her smile, delilah slowly strolled towards them making sure to subtly flick her newly bleached hair out of her face. “ hello stranger ! ”

sienna’s  fingers  curled  around  her  cup  of  english  breakfast  ,  watching  as  steam  rolled  off  the  top  in  a whimsical  haze  of  swirls  .  she  hadn’t  been  waiting  there  long  ,  but  it  felt  easier  to  preoccupy  herself  with  her  drink  than  catch  any  of  the  curious  eyes  on  her  anytime  she  looked  over  at  the  door  in  hopes  of  seeing  her  favorite  gal  .  perking  up  at  the  voice  ,  si’s  mouth  dropped  as  soon  as  she’d  looked  up  and  her  eyes  had  landed  on  delilah  ,  ❝  you  didn’t  !  you  went  blonde ??  ❞

[sicnna]

J A C E  M O N T G O M E R Y.

His mind had wandered back to the memories of his childhood in Seattle. His father was fairly well known, but he was always traveling, so Jace never really knew better. For him, life was just about his mom and his grandparents. Even when he had started auditioning for small roles, his strongest memories were not of cameras flashing and thunderous voices but of afternoons in his grandfather’s basement, jazz records playing in the background while they played cards or sorted change into the many jars his grandpa collected over the years. Sienna’s voice suddenly replaced that of the scratchy vinyl, and Jace blinked in realization of where he was. “Hmm? Yeah, I mean, sure I do. He was pretty great,” he told her. The boy had made a point to present himself as someone who didn’t reflect on the past or what people thought, so he was careful about going into any details. The blonde appeared genuine enough, but he knew firsthand how that could be an act.

there’s  a  silence  that’s  decided  to  settle  between  them  after  that  ,  and  the  blonde  struggles  with  what  to make  of  it   .  it’s  not  uncomfortable  .  .  .  it’s  not  warm  or  familiar  ,  but  it  feels  different  ,  and  it’s  the first  time  (  in a  long  time  )  that  she  suspects  that  maybe  .  .  .  maybe  there  is  something  more  to  jace  .  maybe  there’s  parts  of  him  worth  getting  to  know  ?  after  all  ,  she’d  always  wanted  to  believe  that  about  him  (  even  in  the  moments  he’d  led  her  to  believe  otherwise  )  .  ❝  i  um  —  i  should  probably  go  .  ❞ 

[emfile]

[sicnna]

J O H N N Y  B L A C K.

johnny: I have day passes to Disneyland and I kinda don’t want to go alone.

sienna: oh, fun ! i’ll gladly be your disney plus one sienna: it’s like you knew i've been craving a dole whip 👀 sienna: i tried making one at home last week & it was not the same 

[trilliviapope]

[ofcalcb]

「      @sicnna !      」

[sicnna]

C A L E B  S O L O M O N.

“ well , he’d be happy to hear you say that , ‘cause he told me basically the same thing . ” with a grin , he took another sip , a sort of quiet , contented warmth settling in his chest . although he’d barely been living in his apartment for a week — not even long enough for it to be fully organized — it felt like home in that moment . “ ooh , ok , ” caleb agreed , placing his glass to the side before he leaned forward to serve as her taste-tester . automatically , his eyes closed in bliss , a dreamy smile adorning his features as he savored the perfectly balanced flavor of a creamy , bright vodka sauce . “ mm , ” he hummed in approval . “ wow , that’s awesome . you should try some , too ! ” as if to emphasize his point , he opened his warm , expressive eyes wide , before clapping his hands together in excitement . “ wait , one second , i know exactly what — ” in lieu of finishing his sentence , he leaned over to the central island and hastily chose a piece of the baguette he’d sliced up earlier . carefully , he dipped it into the pan , then offered it to her in the same fashion , one of his hands serving as the insurance policy for his new tile flooring . “ d’you think it’s ready to go on top of our pasta ? ” still smiling , he nodded over to the waiting bowls on the island . 

sienna  made  a  quick  mental  note  to  give  henry  &  merritt  a  call  tomorrow  to  thank  them  .  caleb  and  his  family  ,  after  all  ,  had  become  such  a  special  and  vital  part  of  her  life  over  the  years  that  it  wasn’t  at  all  odd  for  the  actress  to  check  in  on  his  grandparents  whenever  she  got  the  opportunity  to  .  ❝  what  are  you  .  .  .  —  ❞  her  words  trailed  off  ,  eyes  following  the  path  of  his  hands  and  amusement  painting  her  features  once  she’d  realized  what  it  was  he  had  her  waiting  for  .  pushing  some  strands  of  hair  behind  her  ear  and  smiling  ,  she  leaned  up  a  little  on  her  toes  to  take  a  better  bite  ,  bright  gaze  holding  his  own  for  just  a  moment  before  settling  back  on  her  heels  with  a  dreamy  sigh  .  ❝  mm  .  .  .  good  call  on  that  baguette  .   .  we’re  definitely  pasta  ready  ,  ❞  she  insisted  ,  still  relishing  in  the  flavors  as  she  wiped  at  the  corner  of  her  mouth  for  any  lingering  traces  of  sauce  and  washed  it  all  down  with  another  sip  from  her  wine  glass  .  ❝  think  we  should  quit  our  other  careers  and  just  start  a  cooking  show  already  ?  maybe  netflix  would  be  interested  ,  ❞  she  jested  ,  setting  her  glass  down  once  more  so  that  she  could  finish  up  and  serve  them  before  her  stomach  further  attempted  to  have  conversation  with  her  .

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[stvliish]

mikkeljensen‌:

Stella’s Last Weekend (2018) Directed by Polly Draper

@sicnna​

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i honestly don’t know who i was before we had the 🥺 emoji 

[sicnna]

J A C E  M O N T G O M E R Y.

Jace watched Sienna carefully, that partial grin remaining in place. She kept up with him, sending biting comments and witty lines his way. He kind of liked it. As an impatient, rather grouchy person, the boy was choosy about who he opened up to, and even then, he tended to ruin those relationships. “Funny,” he remarked, the smile growing a bit. “It really is weird. I mean, sure, we’ve been doing this for a long time, but that doesn’t make it any better. My grandpa was really good at keeping things normal for me…” He trailed off, the mention of his grandfather coming as a surprise to him, but he smiled at the memories, his eyes sort of glazing over as he stared past Sienna.

he  was  lucky  ,  sienna  thought  (  so  often feeling  like  a  moving  part  in  her  own  life  )  .   yes  ,  she  was  fortunate  now  to  have  people  who  made  her  feel  otherwise  ,  but  growing  up  ??   growing  up  she  hadn’t  ever  been  surrounded  by  anything  or  anyone  ‘  n o r m a l  ’  .  at  least  ,  not  until  the  solomons  had  entered  her  life  .  her  parents  ,  of  course  ,  had  always  done  their  best  ,  but  given  their  high  profile  careers  life  just  .  .  .  wasn’t  —  not  that  the  blonde  had  realized  that  the  camera  flashes  and  the  way  her  mom  had  shielded  her  from  them  the  first  few  years  of  her  life  was  anything  but  .  after  all  ,  she  was  so  young  .  how  could  she  know  ?  it  would  be  at  least  another  couple  more  years  before  she’d  come  to  understand  that  the  people  that  liked  to  gather  outside  of  their  home  and  crowd  their  car  —  shouting  in  chaotic  unison  for  pictures  —  weren’t  mommy  and  daddy’s  friends  .  ❝  i bet  that  was  nice  .  you  must  miss  him  ,  ❞  she’s  treading  carefully  ,  not  just  because  its  jace  ,  but  because  she’d  been  haunted  by  the  same  glazed  over  look  for  years  anytime  she  thought  of  her  own  loss  .  at  least  he’s  still  smiling  .

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[sicnna]

@ofcalcb .

[netals]

[sicnna]

meanplastic:

modern-day mother teresa