Side Order of Dust

My super secret side blog for the shit that can't go on main. Whether that be a silly hyperfixation or a mental breakdown, I've got it here!! main blog is @smolldust.

[sideofdust]

Link to my main blog

[reeeneeereee]

Person with disorder that causes an avoidant and restrictive food intake, which obviously making meal time an exhausting experience: hey wouldn’t it be nice if we didn’t have to eat everyday to survive haha

Tumblr: Why are you a wretched joyless being forcing us to eat bland food you adult child

[reeeneeereee]

Me when my disorder that makes me avoid and restrict my food intake makes me hungry and exhausted from avoiding and restricting my food intake

[bookwyrminspiration]

i know the Nutrient Cube™️is like a classic dystopian red flag but I gotta be so honest I would love to just eat a single lackluster block of nutrient once a day and be done with it. cube me

[augmentedpolls]

What’s your score on the picky eater test? (Number of foods on the list you will not eat)

0 (wow!)

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Voting ended onSep 11, 2025

[sideofdust]

my dance classes were cancelled tonight and I got mixed feelings because

on one hand I’m happy because I can stay home, work on my fic (hopefully get this chapter done), and spend time relaxing with my family

but on the other, this was my last day of tap class and contemporary class - both the last before my dance recital AND my last ever cuz I’m a senior-, and I REALLY needed to just run both dances cuz I’m not too sure on those ones

but oh well. At least I can rest and write

[sideofdust]

gonna fucking crash out and kill someone these fuckass teachers need to hop off my dick for like three seconds holy shit

[sideofdust]

moon’s in the wrong place

[sideofdust]

accidentally sent smth to the wrong group chat im such a loser

[sideofdust]

it pisses me off when people say we’re gonna leave at one time and then we don’t fucking leave at that time. Like my mom said we were gonna leave to go home at 12:00 and it’s a two hour drive so we woulda gotten home at 2:00, giving me a good amount of time at home before I have to leave for dance at 4:30. But if fucking course we’re still fucking here doing fuck all to pack the car and leave.

I was sick all weekend so I didn’t have any time to do schoolwork or review my dances so I gotta pray to whatever fucking divine force that may be out there that we leave now because if I gotta stay up till midnight doing schoolwork because dance goes late tonight and people decided to fuck off with the leave time I’m killing someone

[sideofdust]

it’s almost 1am and I’m suffering from the worlds worst tummy ache rn chat send help

[sideofdust]

Sometimes I’m really proud of the fact that I’m aroace but then I remember that because I’m aro I’ll always be the second choice. No one will care about me enough for me to be their first choice. Like they’d lie to me and say “oh no I care about you!” Yeah but you’ll never choose me first if the other choice it’s your partner. Our friendship will never be seen as important as your relationship. I’m gonna have to spend my life going home to an empty house wishing someone cared enough about me to be their first choice

[sideofdust]

Okay well fuck you too, faggot

[sideofdust]

THE UNIVERSE LOVES ME!!!

I had a snow day yesterday. Today I had a snow day but we had to do online work (but it was the start of a new semester so our teachers didn’t really give us anything. And tomorrow I have a 2 hour delay. This is so awesome

[sideofdust]

author of fic I love has returned from the dead today

[astral-wings]

The stars, don't you wish to become them? To be lost in their light and beauty, flesh and bones melting away to pure light and cosmic wonder. This is your destiny, fellow being of the nebulae.

A special artwork I've been meaning to create for a while. It turned out exactly how I envisioned. The arms are of my nebula form.

[alterhuman-art]

[Image description: Drawing of clawed hands that are covered in starlight melting. Text reads: Look at the stars melting your skin...Isn't it beautiful? The background is a night sky. End description.]

[spanielspeaks]