Sidney Pauline

✌🏼Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.🌻

[sidneypauline]

59 Days

Until my wedding day

[sidneypauline]

Indeed ✌🏼️

[sidneypauline]

My daughter is 4 weeks old today and there are only a handful of people who have met her, and not even a handful who have held her. I will never understand why my daughter is any different, why my "family" don't want to meet her or love on her like they have the other babies that have been born. My princess is innocent, she's such a sweet baby and I can't understand why no one wants to meet her. It hurts me to know that my daughter is being treated different when she's done nothing wrong. I guess I should have expected it when I wasn't even acknowledged during my pregnancy. It's sad that certain family members were all excited about the other babies being born but they had no excitement and nothing to say when I got pregnant and when my daughter was born. One day I'm gonna have to explain to her why she hardly has any family and that's seriously gonna break my heart because I won't be able to give her a straight answer. What's sad is my fiancés family is coming to meet her and some have already met her and they all live in Texas..and yet my own family who live in TN won't even bother. That's fine though because my daughter doesn't need people in her life that don't truly care about her. It's your loss, not hers.

[sidneypauline]

A few minutes after my sweet baby girl was born. I look rough but who wouldn't after giving birth to a baby? It was worth every bit of the pain and tears but too be honest, I don't even remember what the pain really felt like. Once I seen this beautiful little girl, the pain went away. All I remember is seeing her beautiful face for the first time, I cried and cried. I created this little miracle and I'm just amazed at what my body can do. Thank you God for blessing me with her and my wonderful fiancé!

[charafaya]

[sidneypauline]

18 weeks ❤️

[the-bluespirit]

Rick?

[princesconsuela]

[sidneypauline]

[sidneypauline]

Can I please just go one day without throwing up? I need to be able to eat because the baby's gotta eat. Everything grosses me out. Oh please don't let it be like this the whole pregnancy....

[sidneypauline]

Ok, either I'm further along then I thought or its more than one baby. Either way...hello baby belly :p

[sidneypauline]

I still can't believe I'm gonna be a mommy. I'm not really in shock anymore, I'm starting to get excited. I can't wait to know what the baby is, I'm ready to spoil HER...Hehe HE or SHE, I will be happy with either :)

[sidneypauline]

It's hard to believe that I'm gonna be a mom, it wasn't planned for all the people who say it was but Matt and I are taking it as a huge blessing.

[sidneypauline]

Just a few more hours and I finally get out of Cleveland for a few days. ..yay!!!

[sidneypauline]

Yayy! 2 days left until mine and my fiances first vacation together, super excited :)

[sidneypauline]

Over the last few weeks I've been trying to figure out what I did wrong to lose so many people in my life and I finally figured out that I haven't done anything to anyone. It's those people who should feel horrible about the way they've treated me. Some people I can't forgive but in time I know that I will be able too. There are some people in this world who love to see other people hurt, and they stop at nothing to try and hurt them. What sucks really bad is when those people are family. That's okay though..there's a reason why those people aren't in my life anymore and they'll definitely answer for it one day :)

[born-to-w1ld]

If you never tried dancing like Cody Martin you are lying

[officialbrony]

what do you mean tried