My friend posted a story about how she wish Aurelie Moeremans healed after all those things that happened to her while linking some e-books on google drive.
It turns out Aurelie wrote a memoir about her past, her traumatic past relationship, and yea, im curious. I dont really know about Aurelie before this but an Indonesian? Write her memoir about her traumas and not monetize it? That’s cool. So i downloaded it from the link she shared on her bio and started read it right then.
She wrote in the prolog that if we find her story triggering, we should stop and take time to breathe. It feels like every precautions people write whenever they write about their past so i dont really mind it at first. Until she said that its included a SA story and im scared.
And she’s right!!!! i skipped most of the book after only like 3-5 chapters and zoomed to the ending already.
I know i love the chills of reading crime novels. But knowing this is real life story is suffocating you know, i find myself hard to breathe but relieved in the end.
The ending is not easy anyway. Breaking someone chants on you, their spells, especially when you’re broken and they seemed like they’re there to help you heal? To be the answer of your why’s?
It feels like addiction i guess. You’re unwell, you got something that helped you find your smile again, you think this is fresh air to breathe, but they cut you from inside. They throw rocks at you while saying that that was love, you have to prove your worth if you want more fresh air like the first time.
That’s how the torture begin. And reading that memoir, reading how the villain, rarely accept that they’re wrong, and blaming the victim that they want it, they asked it for themselves. I feel like, I know someone that’s just like this, and now i understood. It just the wire in the brain that wired differently so i guess we couldn’t do anything about it. Just avoid them and hope those kind of people never found you.
The memoir surely would gain many responses in many ways, backlash maybe, but i guess many girls would thank Aurelie and having the courage to cut off their torturer from their life.
May those kind of people will never find you ✨






