*･☪˙ ˖✶ CAN'T SAY YOUR NAME

*･☪˙ ˖✶ SILAS HAYLAND; And I hate that I can't say your name without feeling like I'm part of the blame. And it's never gonna feel quite the same, but it's never gonna change. And I hate that I'm always so young. Had me feeling like you were the one. And it's never gonna feel like it's done 'cause it's never gonna change. Never gonna change.

[silashayland-blog]

[tinder] isabelle&silas

Isabelle: Yeah, sounds good. See you tomorrow :)

[camthesidekick]

“Don’t know man, I mean yelling seems a bit extreme. The chick barely looks people in the eye. If she leaves at least you have closure.”

[silashayland-blog]

“Okay,” he says and then he repeats more confidently. “Okay.” He sets his hand on Cameron’s shoulder and then pats Cameron’s cheek a couple times. “Thank you, man. I really appreciate this.”

[silashayland-blog]

[tinder] isabelle&silas

Isabelle: Yea, I love the boardwalk. Tomorrow 3 PM?

Silas: That's perfect. I'll let you know of a good place to meet?

[sammybarnesx-deactivated2016050]

“I never actually said that I wanted to, I only said that you would love to fuck me. I am more than happy with him.” Sam grins, words sincere despite the grin.

[silashayland-blog]

“Honestly, I don’t think you should be talking about this at all with another guy.”

[silashayland-blog]

Silas’s tinder

[silashayland-blog]

[tinder] isabelle&silas

Isabelle: Yes, that would be great. I don't work for the next few days, so I'm free whenever you are.

Silas: Cool I'm usually free in the afternoon/evening

Silas: Anything in particular you want to do? Venice Beach Boardwalk maybe?

[silashayland-blog]

[tinder] isabelle&silas

Izzy: I lived on a farm for a couple weeks when I was eight w/ a family, it's where I got my love of horses.

Silas: Very cool. My uncle runs a farm

Silas: This is the worst segue but do you want to hang out sometime?

[sammybarnesx-deactivated2016050]

“Well I have a boyfriend, you’re cute but he happens to be cuter.” He grins, tone playful.

[silashayland-blog]

“You should tell your boyfriend about how you wanted to Netflix and chill with me. That’ll be a nice conversation.”

[camthesidekick]

Cam locked his phone and tossed it back on the nightstand. “I don’t think she wouldn’t want to see you. From what you told me ya’ll seemed pretty damn into it. That’s your call though, she’ll be at the coffee place on Friday at 3.”

[silashayland-blog]

“It’s been over a year... What if I show up and she just leaves? Or what if she yells at me or something?”

[camthesidekick]

He looks over at Silas, watching him look at the woman he wonders if maybe it was a bad idea to set this date up. Maybe Silas wasn’t ready, maybe Ashton wasn’t ready. He should have thought more about that but he wanted to make his best friend happy so badly he couldn’t be bothered to try and think about that. “Good, she’s who I set you up with. Listen man, I can cancel it if you want. She doesn’t know it’s you.”

[silashayland-blog]

“No, it’s okay.” He tosses the phone back to Cameron. “But what if she doesn’t want to see me?”

[camthesidekick]

Cam sighed and reached for his phone, quickly he typed in his passcode and scrolled through his pictures until he found the one he was looking for then he tossed it at Silas. “Same Ash, right?”

[silashayland-blog]

Silas catches the phone and he looks at the picture long enough for the screen to start to dim. He touches the screen so Cameron’s phone doesn’t lock up, and then he remembers he has a question to respond to. “Yeah, that’s her.”

[camthesidekick]

“Do you want it to be a joke? I thought you wanted to see her.” Cam was genuinely confused, scratching his head and staring at Silas.

[silashayland-blog]

“Of course I do. I’m just making sure I’m not getting my hopes up only find out you were kidding. So it’s really her? Are you sure?”

[missemilyparrish-deactivated201]

“I thought you were asking my opinion on that line. But if you’re asking if I want to watch Netflix, I”m always in.”

[silashayland-blog]

“No, I was asking your opinion---ah, never mind. Netflix without the chill it is.”

[billie-goat-gruff-deactivated20]

Margot huffed. “I mean, obviously I could, I just wouldn’t be very happy about it. Why are we naked if we’re just watching Netflix? Why aren’t we in snuggly things?”

[silashayland-blog]

“That’s a good question. Maybe it’s really hot. That’s not so surprising here in Los Angeles, right?”

[sammybarnesx-deactivated2016050]

“Aw sweetheart, you know you’d love to fuck me.” Sam rolls his eyes. “Netflix and actually chill is good too.”

[silashayland-blog]

“I’m not sure I want to do that either with you.”

[theimpecablekylerenner-deactiva]

“Maybe try Netflix then chill? So that way the chilling can wait until after, you know?”

[silashayland-blog]

“Yeah, I think that could work. It would all depend on who I’m watching Netflix with, though.”

[tbhlilyscouts]

“I got frustrated. And it wasn’t really at the person infront of me anymore and I couldn’t hit her, so I hit a wall instead.”

[silashayland-blog]

“Do you have a punching bag you could have hit instead? A stuffed animal? A pillow?”