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THE FIVE SENSES / SENTENCE STARTERS .

some may be nsfw and / or be triggering.

01 : TOUCH .

❝ i love this [ FABRIC ], it feels satisfying. ❞

❝ your touch. it leaves me breathless. ❞

❝ your touch is unlike any other. ❞

❝ have you ever felt anything more comfortable? ❞

❝ feel this. what does it feel like to you? ❞

❝ i wanted to see what it felt like. ❞

❝ touch it. i dare you. ❞

❝ you felt ice cold when i touched you. ❞

❝ you feel warm to me. ❞

❝ i love the feel of [ FABRIC ] against my skin. ❞

❝ i love the feel of your skin against mine. ❞

❝ i would never touch anyone else. ❞

❝ i love the feel of your hair between each of my fingers. ❞

❝ don’t you dare touch me. ❞

❝ i want to feel your lips against my own. ❞

❝ i can feel your pulse. it jumped. ❞

❝ let me give you a massage. ❞

❝ you feel like home to me. ❞

02 : TASTE .

❝ i love the taste of you. ❞

❝ i can never forget that taste. ❞

❝ fair warning, it does have a bitter taste. ❞

❝ no offense, you just aren’t my taste. ❞

❝ can i have a taste of that? ❞

❝ i have yearned for the taste of your lips. ❞

❝ that tasted pretty good actually. ❞

❝ it just left a really bad taste in my mouth so no thanks. ❞

❝ nothing taste better than chocolate. ❞

❝ i’ve got something you might want to taste. ❞

❝ i will forever savor that taste. ❞

❝ blood has such a metallic taste. ❞

❝ my taste buds are mad at me after eating that. ❞

❝ how’s it feel to get a taste of your own medicine? ❞

❝ you didn’t even taste it. ❞

❝ trust me, you’ll want to taste this. ❞

❝ i think it has a bit of bitter sweet taste. ❞

❝ so you tasted it, did you like it? ❞

03 : SIGHT .

❝ i see you. ❞

❝ i’ve never seen things so clearer than i do now. ❞

❝ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❞

❝ how can you see anything? it’s pitch dark. ❞

❝ i’ve looked close enough and i see you for what you are. ❞

❝ please, just look at me. ❞

❝ stop staring at me like that. ❞

❝ get that light out of my face. ❞

❝ it’s so bright outside today. ❞

❝ what’s wrong? what did you see? ❞

❝ you’re scared, you must have saw something. ❞

❝ what i saw, you’ll never believe me. ❞

❝ i’ve never seen you before. ❞

❝ have we seen one another before? ❞

❝ you see me for what i truly am. ❞

❝ i didn’t see anything. ❞

❝ did you see that? ❞

❝ i can’t believe my eyes. ❞

04 : SOUND .

❝ shhh, i just heard something. ❞

❝ did you hear that? ❞

❝ what is that sound? ❞

❝ i missed the sound of your voice. ❞

❝ do you hear me? stay away from me. ❞

❝ i hear you, loud and clear. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, what was that? i didn’t hear you. ❞

❝ i’ve heard that sound before. ❞

❝ you didn’t hear anything at all? ❞

❝ can you hear what they’re saying? ❞

❝ aw, i love the sound of music. ❞

❝ i never said i could hear them. ❞

❝ wait, hear that? something is coming. ❞

❝ i could hear screams … ❞

❝ i heard you all the way upstairs. ❞

❝ you didn’t just hear that? that sound? that noise? ❞

❝ trust me, you’re going to want to hear this. ❞

❝ please, just hear me out. ❞

05 : SMELL .

❝ what is that smell? ❞

❝ i have missed your smell. ❞

❝ you smell nice. ❞

❝ it’s unlike anything i’ve smelled before. ❞

❝ i smell the food cooking from here. ❞

❝ do you smell that? ❞

❝ how are you able to smell that? ❞

❝ no offense but it really smells. ❞

❝ it’s starting to smell. ❞

❝ tell me, you’ve smelled this before. ❞

❝ i know that smell, it’s the smell of lies. ❞

❝ i can smell you from here. ❞

❝ are you smelling me? ❞

❝ i missed the smell of your hair. ❞

❝ i need to step away, get some fresh air. ❞

❝ do you smell that? that’s the smell of freedom. ❞

❝ i could never erase your smell. ❞

❝ i can smell the fear on you from here. ❞

#While I'm still around for a bit!#Mysterious Treasure

News sure did travel fast. “He’s returned!” “I heard he was dead! Are you sure?” “An impostor! There is no way! “If he’s truly back, does that mean our long peace had ended?”

“Shall I call the guards for an escort to the palace, my lord?” “That is not necessary..I am here merely for sight seeing..”

Sitting outside a local and quite well known tea shop, a familiar figure was seated out on the shaded patio. For him, this was the best spot to get tea and it never changed after all this time. Wearing informal wear, the color matching his fabled armor, he reached for his sash and placed money upon the table. By his side, his trusted tachi. Anyone could recognize him, especially with that legendary scar. “Besides..that might cause a stir..I really do not need that..retirement is suiting me quite well..”

The silent bodyguard of Wu, had returned for the time being.

#Remember when I said I'd come back every now and then?#I missed my silent friend #As well as all of you #Hope you're all living your best lives!#And I hope you're all taking care of yourselves!#Here for a little while before I fade back into retirement!

Captain’s Log Final Chapter. (My Farewell to You All)

~So it’s taken the course of several days to really write this out properly since it was a bit difficult emotionally to write this out seeing as I’m retiring from the Koei Roleplay Community but alas it’s finally time to say goodbye but I want to state some things first.

First things first, I’ve been role playing going for just a little over fifteen years. I joined the Koei community way back in 2007 when I found a decent amount of people on YouTube doing the same thing. That’s when I decided to bring my all time favorite character Zhou Tai to life and begin a journey I have no regrets over. I studied all the history behind him, bought swords similar to his, wrote out my own stories and had that desire to build him into the best character I have ever role played as. I’ve been other characters like Fu Xi, Kenshin, Hanzo, and Dian Wei but none of them compared or had the effort put in like Zhou Tai.

Secondly this post is exclusively for all the wonderful, beautiful and amazing friends and people I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing or role playing with. Everyday when I woke up, I looked forward to chatting, planning, and threading with you all because it just made my day so much better to see others with common interests bring their thoughts to their characters. Especially the OC’s I mean excuse my french but holy shit I couldn’t imagine all the time spent developing a unique personality to fit in with the Koei community. I learned so much as well from everyone on their styles, writing, and even personalities. Instead of spending days writing out unique dialogue for everyone I’m just going to mention you all below because for those I really don’t know that well, it’s only fair that I do this because I do not wish to leave everyone out.

@fledglingphoenixflight @wxiren @saihai @savageorchids @divinedestroyer @osilentphoenix @kongonatty @professor-goodwitch @crimsontigerlord @cerisetheai @boldxvirtue @jiboshohoho @warriorsofhan @temperedwings @xiaomeiuniverse @sengokujidai @softxsilence @ladydiaochan @melcdia @severemarquis @sengokuelvis @shieldstar @sonshoko @chxdan @ladyzhen @jiagonglu @avianflame @bignastydong @dreamhorizons @snowmadeflower @spiritedxwind @granddukejiachong @shokyo-grace @maidenoftalents @orderbeforevirtue @anaceupyoursleeve @strategicambitions @yxnggan @tigerofjiandong @fledglingphoenixflight

(If I missed anyone at all, please message me so I can place your name on here. These are just the ones I can think of off the top of my head <3)

Everyone, you brought a lot of life into my world and I thank you for it. Never change your creative ways and may happiness, love and peace be with every single one of you! <3

And finally I just want to say, Zhou Tai will never ever be truly gone from my life. I’ve spent a lot of time building in my opinion something great and there is no way I could ever tear down my own creation. Meaning there will one of these days be a time that I could bring him back for something small, maybe even do another role play on Discord or something. If anyone would like my Discord, Steam, PSN or even Nintendo ID just give me a quick message and I’ll gladly give it to you!!

With everything out of the way. The ship is finally setting sail for the last time. Again, thank you all for the wonderful memories. I can not express how much you all mean to me.

Farewell

-Tai Mun/Dallas

#ooc #<3 #Out to Sea #Gone not to be forgotten

silencedoblivion

Drowning the Tragedy, The Past of Zhou Tai {CLOSED}

“Time to take the path back down memory lane..it begins like so..”

Keep reading

#Reblogging this since this is I think one of my best written works #Such a good memory #Wrote it all in three hours

Dashing looks combined with deadly speed, both versions make for the best bodyguard.

#DW9 #Zhou Tai #Dynasty Warriors #Ohhh yesss

Continued from here-X

Tut certainly had a point. A long battle drawn out like that meant using more and more hands on deck to ensure Wu got the outcome they desired. Picking up the wine glass, Zhou Tai finished the wine inside in one gulp, letting the cool liquid cleanse his palate. It certainly was a stressful situation to say the least but there was good reasoning behind his actions. Looking up at Tut, he nodded a few times, before staring at the empty glass.

“It was necessary to do so to save as many lives as possible...I did not feel right leaving his side...but the strategy ended up paying off in the end..My instincts led me to believe that there were too many soldiers around to let anything happen to lord Sun Quan...although I am his bodyguard...I must save anyone I can...we cannot afford to lose prized generals in battle...”

#kongonatty #Mysterious Treasure

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@silencedoblivion || continued from here [X]

After all this time, Sun Quan felt like everything was going to change today. A chapter was ending but perhaps a new one would start. For him and his longtime companion, friend and bodyguard. He sensed the weight and meaning of the words that came from Zhou Tai. And he finally learned what the other had been keeping to himself all this time.

It all made sense now. And frankly, the truth didn’t cause him to lose his composure or get upset. He digested it for what it was, not pretending to be calm. He tilts his head towards the taller man and speaks. “So this was what you’ve been keeping all this time…?” he said. Holding a normal expression and then looking back at the horizon.

“That is fine. Every man has a conviction, something worth fighting for. But in the end, we’re human… We have feelings. Our hearts become entangled with someone else’s. That’s something no one and nothing can curtail or restrict,” he explained whilst rubbing his own chin. That was something Sun Quan had no right to confine.

“…Go to her. Your job is done. Why wait any longer?”

silencedoblivion

A long drawn out silence befell Zhou Tai, unsure of how to respond to his lord’s wisdom and kind words. This outcome was surprising to say the least. It made him wonder would the same outcome happen if he had told his lord sooner? Taking a deep breath, the silent general leaned forward, folding his hand while also staring at the horizon. With his mind made up, he shook his head with a genuine smile upon his face.

“It is because...I am forever indebted to not only you...but your family..and the entire kingdom of Wu...that woman knows that my loyalty is stronger than love...she understands because she feels the same for Wei...until that day occurs...when someone raises the flag...and unites everyone..I will remain...to see your dreams fulfilled my lord..breaking a promise is something I refuse to do...”

Pausing for a moment, he stood and held his arm out to the setting sun, closing his fist. There were certainly more obstacles to overcome in the future. Turning to his lord, he had a rare grin on his face. “Besides...I still need to plan out a banquet for you...and show everyone your scars...I think it’s only fair”

#crimsontigerlord #Chained loyalty #It's been an amazing ride my friend #I really appreciate you being the best damn Sun Quan anyone can ask for

no matter where i roam i must always remind you that zhou tai smells & cao pi is not a loser he is a winner. smELLY. >:^(

Or you’re mad that Zhenji’s scent lingers on Zhou Tai now. No need to let Sima Yi’s feathers tickle your bum now. Keep boosting this ego.

#LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL #I can't #CAO PI IS TERRIBLE AND SLEEPS WITH A NIGHT LIGHT #Mysterious Treasure

~Claire

without another word , she’s already securing the end of the fabric , weaving the remainder of it intricately about his wound before tying off the end. one OBSTACLE down , numerous more to go — hopefully , their luck wasn’t spent just yet. ❛ there we go , at least that should do it some good. ❜ until they managed to encounter their allies again at least , where there would be more SUFFICIENT medical assistance. she’s just praying that it doesn’t get infected in the meantime. ❛ don’t worry about my shoulder , it’s just a scratch. besides , it’s stopped bleeding now. ❜ there’s a reassuring smile playing about her lips , hoping that he won’t press the matter too much — after all , their next priority is to make their way back , no matter how arduous it might be.

Although her wound wasn’t as serious as his own, it did look as if it needed some medical attention. Holding his hand against the secured bandages, Zhou Tai rose to his feet, giving a simple nod towards Claire. “Right then...perhaps now we should sta...” his sentence was interrupted, a loud crashing sound mixed in with trees snapping echoed right behind them, a cloud of dust and debris filled the starry sky. Peaceful moments never really lasted in this world for long. “Run..this doesn’t look too good.”

Grabbing a hold of his Tachi, there was hope that this new challenge would not bring out dangerous consequences. Adrenaline filled his veins as he began moving swiftly towards the location of the noise. This would surely attract the attention of anyone in the area, hopefully allies and not enemies. Once Zhou Tai reached the area behind the houses, he placed his back against the wall just to peek around the corner. A large creature was starting to come into view from the shadow it cast in the dust.

“Is that...?”

#cerisetheai #Snakes in the Water

~Claire

there’s a tentativeness in the way that she searches , almost like she’s DUBIOUS about disturbing the personal possessions of the interior ( regardless of them being in such a state anyway ) . to think that this had once been , was someone’s home , only to be trashed && unnecessarily ruined was truly disheartening — which is why she purposely leaves a few of the bandages behind , should the occupants return. at least then , they’d have SOMETHING left. with her arms soon bundled with supplies , her next port of call is back outside , feeling relieved that perhaps luck was now on their side. at least there was enough bandages for the other , even if she had to go without a few. ❛ alright , let’s get you patched up. the bleeding seems to have stopped , but that doesn’t mean that we should just leave it. ❜

Now came the challenging part of not aggravating the wound too much. With what little daylight they had left, it would have to be fast. Reaching up, he took some of the bandages from her and quickly unraveled them. Taking one of the ends, he reached around and placed it upon his back, grimacing in pain from tightening his core a bit too much. Holding it in place, he slowly began to wrap the bandage slowly around his torso until it reached the point where his hand was.

“Right...I don’t normally do this..but if you wouldn’t mind finishing the job...make sure it is tight...” he asked in a polite tone. Normally, patching his own wounds would be a cake walk but in this situation it was rather difficult with how deep the gash was. Looking forward, sable optics scanned the area for any suspicious activity, things had gotten awfully quiet since they have arrived. “Once this is done...you should go rest up after I help patch your own wound...resting is key here..”

#cerisetheai #Snakes in the Water

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Send 💬 + a rumor and my muse will react to it.

😊 Sit down next to my muse

There was always a time and place for everything, whether it was three days or five years. Taking a seat next to his lord upon a bench that overlooked Chao Lake, Zhou Tai folded his hands as he stared outward. Not really knowing how Sun Quan would respond, he was ready to deal with any consequence that would befall him. “My lord..I’ve been going to Wei not only for reconnaissance..but to see a woman…high up within their ranks…” taking a minute to pause, he continued on with this secret that had been held in for so long.

“I assure you that my loyalty forever remains with you and to Wu..but we have each other’s hearts tied together and once this war is over…we might settle in peacefully somewhere if all stays well…If you do not wish for me to continue this charade…just give the order..but I finally mustered up the courage to tell you…so you would not have to worry anymore..”

#crimsontigerlord #Mysterious Treasure #Nonverbal

👩‍⚕️ //i hope you’re doing well man!!

Another battle, another round of injuries plaguing the army. With the medical field running around to treat those with serious injuries, it was up to those with basic medical experience to help those with not so serious wounds. Zhou Tai began pressing a cold cloth soaked in medicine against the left shoulder against one of Japan’s most famous strategists, Mitsunari Ishida. Although he did not trust him fully due to not knowing him for very long, they needed to rely on one another to get through the armies of the Serpent King Orcochi.

It appeared the bleeding stopped for the most part but he held it there for a few more minutes just to be on the safe side before he would proceed with the bandaging. “You’ll at least live through this…and have use of your arm in a few days..just don’t push yourself too much..”

#jiboshohoho #Mysterious Treasure #I'm doing great!#I hope everything is well on your end as well!#Nonverbal

📓 Push/Slide wine across a table to my muse

Finally taking the initiative to schedule rest periods for himself, the local tavern was a decent place to end the night on. Luckily the place wasn’t too crowded with patrons. Several soldiers were there on their night off, laughing and drinking the night away with one another. Sitting in a far corner away from most of the festivities, Zhou Tai placed down a third chalice after downing it rather quickly. Taking the bottle, he slid it across to one of his fellow generals, Kong Tut

All wine was already paid for, the night was rather young. Perhaps it was time for a drinking game or perhaps some deep conversations to catch up. “It’s been too long my friend..hopefully we can have more nights like this now that I’m actually planning to take more time for myself..

#kongonatty #Mysterious Treasure #Nonverbal

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

Past events have always haunted those who suffered most from them. No matter how much effort they put into forgetting, it somehow always creeps up on them like a snake ready to bite an unexpected victim. Another troubling flashback had the silent general just fall over to lean against Ruolan, closing his sable optics while taking a deep breath. Perhaps talking to someone who had the experience of dealing with past issues. Just to get a simple idea of how to truly cope with a tragedy.

“It’s going to be the death of me…the memory of not being strong enough to protect someone I care for…the reason I push myself every damn day to ensure it never happens again..no matter how much effort is put in…there is no escape..should I fail again…there is no point in continuing on.”

#savageorchids #Mysterious Treasure #Nonverbal #I've turned something soft into angst #I'm terrible

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Nonverbal RP Starters

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

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