the gods won't save you. @silencerusted - Tumblr Blog

Remember me. And your true self as well.

reminder that i have a sakuko sideblog over at @lonelymiko for anyone who might be interested! i'm still very much intending to get to my kotoyuki starters over here too, but replies/starters with sakuko will likely be much faster for the time being, since i still need to finish more playthroughs before i feel i'm ready to write kotoyuki.

#ooc #i love my girl.................. a lot <3333 #obviously no pressure to follow if you're not interested in writing with her!#just thought i'd post this since i'm not sure if you were all aware of the url atm. ;w;

peeks my head in here. lately, i have been thinking about sakuko again..............

#ooc #i'm so sorry for vanishing otl #i'm still struggling to get myself to watch the full shf playthrough despite really wanting to???#and the guilt about that + becoming consumed by other fandoms had me absent here for a while.#but i still do want to write here! especially over on my sakuko sideblog #so just letting you all know i'm still alive i suppose. + i hope you're all doing great! <333

mistyjudgement

James shifted uncomfortably, eyes lowering at the sound of her name. Cheryl Mason. It carried weight, the kind of name that felt tied to the town itself, like a stone dropped into a deep well. He wondered if that was just his own mind making connections where it shouldn't, or if Silent Hill had already decided the answer for him.

"James Sunderland," he said after a pause, almost like he had to remind himself. His voice was subdued, quieter than Cheryl's, but there was an earnestness there. He glanced at her with something that almost resembled relief. At least they weren't alone in carrying pieces of this place inside themselves.

When she spoke of hoping to leave it all behind, he gave a humourless half-smile, a breath that wasn't quite laughter. "I thought the same. But...it feels like I've been here a lot longer than I should have. Like every time I try to leave, I just...wake up back in the middle of it again." His brow furrowed faintly, as if he was realizing the strangeness of his own words only after they left him. "I don't really understand it. Maybe I'm not supposed to."

Her offer drew a faint shake of the head at first. "I've found some things. A flashlight, a bit of ammo. Not much else." He hesitated, then added. "If you've got anything to spare, I won't say no. Feels like it's never enough in a place like this." His tone carried the weight of memory, he knew how quickly supplies disappeared when the shadows came calling.

He studied her expression for a moment, then, almost tentatively. "You've been through this before. What kept you going last time?"

silencerusted

"Here."

Cheryl is well aware of the risks that come with sharing supplies with a stranger - no matter how much they might seem to have in common. But it's not enough to stop her, even if she only hands over a few of her medical supplies in the end... in spite of everything, she doesn't want to become the kind of girl with a hardened heart and a total lack of concern for others.

Claudia said the world was full of suffering. Well... she wasn't wrong about that. But that's what people are there for - to make things better. Obviously, not everyone's gonna choose to be a part of that, but at least it's a choice Cheryl can make.

When James asks her what kept her going last time, though, Cheryl suddenly feels a bit self-conscious.

"...Revenge." she admits, knowing it's probably an unusual answer. And then she elaborates. "I... lost someone important to me - because of this town. Obviously, I don't have that going for me this time, but..."

There's a lump in her throat now, emotions welling up, like they always do when she talks about her dad. God, she'll always miss him...

"I figure if I got out once, I know I can do it again, right?"

#ic #mistyjudgement #v. mainverse.#c. heather.#afjdskfgjdjkgfdh...... would love to see that tbh!

silencerusted

okay, small starter call for HINAKO or KOTOYUKI?? like before, i may not be able to get to them right away, BUT i'm going to be hopefully watching a full game & NG+ playthroughs today, so i've got my fingers crossed that there won't be that long a wait!

#( self reblog. )#REBLOGGING THIS IN ANTICIPATION OF TOMORROW.......... i haven't forgotten these + will 100% get to them; i promise!

silencerusted

TOMORROW. THE SILENT HILL F FULL PLAYTHROUGH. I AM WATCHING IT!!

silencerusted

okay this time for real. it's late and i'm too tired to start rn, but i've actually started my adhd meds now and am feeling a lot less anxious about side effects as a result, so this time there should be nothing stopping me from making good progress tomorrow. I BELIEVE.

#( self reblog. )#the playthrough video is LONG so idk if i'll get through it in a day; but i might do!#i didn't get anything done these past few days because of Anxiety (tm) but all seems to be going well with the medication at least atm #and i don't have anything irl to do tomorrow; so!!

TOMORROW. THE SILENT HILL F FULL PLAYTHROUGH. I AM WATCHING IT!!

#ooc #i'm so sorry for the delay you guys ;~~;#concentration is a STRUGGLE though i do finally get to try adhd medication starting monday (horaay!!)#fingers crossed that doesn't go terribly and actually helps; but...#i really want to write with you! so i'm gonna do my best to be active here asap #ty for your patience with me so far though! <3

vvvermw

One last dance with you

#art.#rinko.#hinako.#sakuko.#!!! THIS IS SO GOOD.......

#ooc #starter call.#i'm still playing the game as well as watching a playthrough but. this way i'm not rushing while i play.#and i get to hopefully finish & write sooner; so!

silencerusted

i want to make a starter call for him....... so bad.................

#( self reblog. )#still playing through the game but i am CONSIDERING watching a playthrough as well #just so that i'm able to start writing here without feeling like i need to rush through the game??#but i'm not sure what playthroughs/videos include all of the notes & optional lore; etc #so if anyone has any recommendations............ please let me know!! <3 #then i should be able to finish watching in a day or two and be able to write up starters.#so. SOON!! i promise! ;w;

hauntedreality

𝘕𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘐 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥.

HAUNTEDREALITY ; ; A multimuses that consists of many franchises to choose from. ( Devil May Cry , Lies Of P, Mouthwashing, Until Dawn, Resident Evil and much more ) featuring Sakuko Igarashi & Hinako Shimizu of silent hill f Please ↺ or ♡ if you’d wish to interact !

𝘛𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

#promo.#!!!!!!!! <333

maginico

#hinako.#art.#!!!!

not related to shf for once, but i'm thinking about douglas and vincent today for some reason??? i'm not even particularly attached to them as characters but i think they could be fun to write........ idk. i should rewatch a sh3 playthrough again!

#ooc #i wanna see them interacting with the silent hill f cast too...#douglas pre-game (or post-game as well) interactions with hinako and kotoyuki......... hmm.#ALSO THEM WITH HEATHER AND HARRY!! YEAHHHH <3333

made good progress on playing silent hill f yesterday & i plan to do more today! i'm nearing the conclusion of the first playthrough (i am gonna do at least two more playthroughs on NG+ for more endings, too!) which is very exciting tbh ;w;

#ooc #SOON................#i'm admittedly awful at the combat and have died. many times despite being on the easiest difficulty #but idk if that's the game or if that's just me being awful at games in general LMAO.........#i am having a lot of fun though!#also not gonna add spoilers in this post since i'm not tagging it but i will start soon; jsyk <33