❛ MESSIAH.

ind. hotaru tomoe. written by angel.

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🔮✨Saturn✨🔮

[sailor-moon-rei]

by  guiaon

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wcyfinders:

( @silencium | makoto sc )

    “A little birdie told me that someone in the house wasn’t feeling well.” Or, more         accurately, a certain little rabbit had been the one to express concern. She hovered     at the edge of the doorway and fiddled with the strap of the tote bag slung over her     shoulder. Inside? A dozen or so plastic containers in varying sizes, each with some     sampling of dishes she had prepped for herself for the week to come. “Can I come     in? I thought you could use a hand straightening everything out…”

        ❛ ah --- really ? ❜ hotaru inquires, curling her fingers around the door frame as she leans against it. it’s true that she hasn’t felt well for a few days, but she hadn’t expected anyone to come for that reason alone. her gaze trails to the tote bag that hangs over makoto’s shoulder and she comes to the conclusion that it must be exceedingly HEAVY. the faster hotaru invites the girl in, the better.

        ❛ of course you can come in ! ❜ she replies, motioning for the girl to follow through the threshold. 

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soldiercfthunder:

Makoto smiled nodding her head, taking out a bento box she handed it towards Hotaru. “Here, this will warm you up sweetie, I agree the park is breathtaking in the winter time, I espically like the ice rink.” She beamed, glancing down towards the young girl. “I’m well I just finished doing my errands for this week, I still gotta go christmas shopping though.”

        ❛ thank you, ❜ said hotaru with a warm smile, taking into her hands the bento she had just been offered. it was true, it did serve to heat her palms so that they were no longer as cold as they had been. that was just like makoto --- always looking out for those for whom she cared.

        ❛ would you like some help with your christmas shopping ? i’m ... not busy or anything. ❜

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soldiercfthunder:

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“Hi there Hotaru-chan, where’s your parents?” Makoto asked noticing Hotaru was sitting alone in the park, every day Makoto would go through it to get home when shopping and It was a surprise when she found the young girl alone. Sitting beside her she tilted her head. “Are you alright?” 

        ❛ i’m just fine, thank you, ❜ responded hotaru, a gentle smile gracing her lips as her friend approached. ❛ papa is at home, but i like coming to the park by myself. it’s nice ... i think it’s quiet and pretty. ❜ 

        makoto’s kind and empathetic nature always made hotaru feel as though she had a companion with whom she could converse without judgement, and she appreciated that with greater intensity than she could convey. ❛ how are you ? ❜

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lunxrserxnity:

@silencium @regemcaeli (NOT a three way roleplay, just a starter for you both.)

“Stop. Who dare enters my Kingdom?”  A young women looking around her early twenty’s asked sharply as she looked at the person before her. Her long silver hair fell gracefully down her back, almost touching the floor, held up by two circular buns on the side of her head. Her crown, a beautiful shinnying crystal, sat upon her head, showing her royal status to those around her. Her white dress sat perfectly on the women’s body, her curves showing almost effortless, the wings of the dress giving her a glow of an Angel. In her right hand a long pink scepter was held, giving off an air of power around the women, Neo-Queen Serenity.

       ❛ sailor saturn, ❜ the girl replies with meek authority, violet skirt rippling in the gentle wind of space. ❛ the sailor soldier of death and rebirth. i’ve come to do nothing more than honor you, neo -- queen serenity. please allow my passage. ❜ 

        her voice is but a whisper compared to that of the queen, serenity’s majesty is far from matched by the mere princess of saturn. however, she will do her best to serve the queen in any way possible, as long as she is given the ability to enter her kingdom.

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crystalbrooch:

That’s just the right amount of upbeat she needs to not dread the many choices she was already considering. “No worries! We’ll figure it out together.” It made her feel better that they were on the same page. That way…she wouldn’t be the reason for somebody’s impatience, because it wasn’t just her who couldn’t decide what they wanted. 

That was still a little bit silly though, because Hotaru would probably be okay with waiting regardless. She was always so patient and understanding with Chibiusa! So…she couldn’t see why that wouldn’t be any less true for herself. 

“Mhm, mhm…~!” 

She nods along to every choice Hotaru openly considers because they’re all so good – perhaps a little simple for her tastes, but she wasn’t judging! Hotaru helped her narrow down her choices a little bit, so that was good. “Maybe you can even mix flavors…?” It was just a suggestion, not something she was certain of in the slightest. 

That said, she focused more on the walk again and before she knew it, she had a better idea of what she’d probably end up going for.  “On the other hand, I think I know what I want now!” 

        ❛ wait ! ❜ cries hotaru, stopping dead in her tracks as if she’s had some great revelation. ❛ i think i’ve got it. what if ... what if we share a banana split ? it has lots of flavors, plus it’s big enough for the both of us ! unless you wanted something else ... ❜ a gentle laugh escapes subtly parted lips and hotaru touches a hand to the back of her head in slight embarrassment. perhaps the outburst had been a little sudden, and definitely unprompted, but in her opinion, it is a good idea nonetheless. she knows how much usagi loves sweets, so the idea was worth sharing. 

        she catches up with her friend, eyes wide and hopeful. ❛ what do you say ? ❜

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acrobaticrascal:

He listened to what she said and then gave her a small smile to show he was listening, that he cared about what she was saying. “There’s something about you that just gives off an aura of greatness.” He told her gently. He supposed that he would have to go through what she had told him. “Do you remember much of what you see? Hear?” He asked her with some curiosity. He then placed a hand on her shoulder and gave it a comforting squeeze. He said nothing for the moment, though. He had to think over this. “What’s your name Girly?” He asked her. “I’m Rascal, or Joker if you’d prefer.” He told her.

        ❛ i don’t remember much, really, but i know that they’re scary things ... not things i’d like to remember, ❜ she laments, touching a finger to her lips in contemplation. even if she did remember, she figures it probably wouldn’t be best to reveal it all to a stranger. who knows what it all means, and she can hardly put it together herself.

        ❛ my name ? hotaru. it’s ... nice to meet you, rascal. o -- or joker. thanks for, um ... listening. ❜

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acrobaticrascal:

Rascal bowed slightly at her thanks, he didn’t quite know why he felt the need to be kind. It was as if something was making him act like this, he sneered and then looked up at the sky for a moment. He wondered how far he could push her, he didn’t mind pushing just a little more. “Really? What’s been wrong? You are looking a little pasty,” He said with a gentle voice that held some curiosity. His lips were curved into a gentle smile but it meant nothing. “You don’t have to tell me. I’m merely concerned.” He said to her his lips curving into a slight smirk. His eyes widened as he caught the sense of immense power, it was quite hard to miss, it was rather close too. “My, my aren’t you an interesting one. I sense an interesting future for you young miss.” He told her.

        ❛ just ... some strange things have been happening, ❜ stammered hotaru, deciding in that moment that perhaps it WASN’T such a bad idea to share her concerns with the stranger. he did seem to care, after all. what was the worst he could do with her secrets ? it wasn’t as if she’d done anything WRONG ------ she simply didn’t ENJOY the life she had, was all. ❛ like, i’ve been seeing and hearing things that i know aren’t there. things like that. ❜ she paused as she processed his following statement, tilting her head slightly as if to convey interest. ❛ an interesting future ? ❜ she repeated. ❛ how ? ❜

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acrobaticrascal:

Rascal eyed her with some curiosity, the answer was so vague and too easy, it was way too easy. He gave her a smile in the hopes it would disarm her and make her a little more chatty. He relaxed  his posture a little bit, he would get her to talk somehow. She was too interesting to let go right now, his breathing was even as he let his mind whirl. “Nothing mmh? I used to say that when I didn’t want people to know what I was feeling.” He said with a lie. He narrowed his eyes and then gave a small shrug. “I’m sure it’ll turn out alright in the end.” He spoke with a soft voice, the need to mess with this young one waned. He felt something closer to friendliness which sickened him.

He sighed and then looked away from her. “You should be careful girly, keeping things in is a good way to feel negative.” He said with a laugh. He was trying very hard not to let his evil persona slip too much. He didn’t come back just to ruin things again, far from it. 

        in a way, the stranger was right. after all, hotaru had never opened up to anyone before about the struggles she faced at home and with her health. part of that was because she’d found nobody who would listen, but something inside her told her that she didn’t DESERVE somebody who would listen. loneliness was what she knew, and this man wasn’t about to change that. though hotaru appreciated the sentiment, it would be just too difficult. 

        ❛ th -- thank you. i’ll try, really. i’m sorry i looked sad. i’m just not feeling quite right lately. ❜

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idolshine:

                 She shakes her head, SUNSHINE locks swaying around her as she does. ❛ I’m also by MYSELF. I thought coming here might help me THINK about what kind of song I’ll be singing next. ❜ The afternoon light filters through the leaves of the tree above, decorating her hair with shards of GOLDEN light. She tips her chin up against it’s subtle WARMTH as she speaks. ❛ This sort of sunlight is so INSPIRATIONAL, don’t you think ? I’m already thinking of all sorts of IDEAS. ❜

        ❛ inspirational ? ❜ echoes hotaru, smoothing back a piece of hair that has been blown out of place by the wind. her gaze follows that of the stranger’s as she glances upwards, shielding her eyes from the sunlight that the girl appears to love. ❛ i ... i guess it is. i just like it here because it’s so nice to read. ❜ she pats the book at her side and looks back down. ❛ so you’re a singer ? that’s really interesting ! i love music. ❜

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crystalbrooch:

Although she truly meant to keep her word to the best of her ability, That little bit of trust was just the right amount of encouragement that she needed to hear. Hotaru was also keeping true to her word it seemed, as she was getting ready to ring them up. 

Knowing it’s now her chance to get to prove what she said over time, she follows the other with a excited air about her. As they moved closer, she was already thinking of where to put her soon to be plush. Probably…somewhere nearby where she slept. Yeah, that seemed like the best place! 

Standing close to her friend, she silently watched as that bright smile was directed at her and returned it with her own gentle, but equally warm smile.  

Hotaru was always dressed in darker clothing and had a air of mystery about her at first glance, but when she happily stood in the sunlight, she could see all those lovely things about her that were usually kept hidden. It was these simple things, or everyday things that she noticed more often and had grown to love. 

She snaps back to her present, nodding. “That’s what friends are for.” It’s all she really needs to, and ends up saying anyway, before the subject of ice cream floats back. Aaaand…she’s at a loss. “Hnn…I dunno yet, but I’m sure I’ll decide on something before we get there!” A girl could hope, anyway. It helped that they did have an entire walk ahead of them. “Enough about me though! How about you, Hotaru?” 

        ❛ i’m not sure yet ! ❜ she replies, cadence upbeat and signifying the excitement that hotaru feels towards the situation. time spent with usagi is always special, always entailing some air of adventure. she’s always doing things that hotaru has never done before, always introducing her to new things that bring her joy. 

        usagi has this glow about her that hotaru aspires to attain someday ------ something that she feels she might attain if she spends enough time with the girl. her kindness radiates and serves to make those around her, even hotaru, happy as well. 

        ❛ i might get chocolate ... or maybe strawberry ... or vanilla ... ❜ it isn’t often that she’s given this choice, for usually she’s stuck inside the house, so this is a real treat for hotaru ------ usagi knows not what joy she’s brought upon her.  

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Rascal looked at the young girl before him, she had a lot of strange energy about her.He was amused and intrigued at the same time. His gaze was fixed on her for a moment before he let out a soft giggle. “Are you all on your own? You look so sad, what’s wrong girly? Did someone break you heart?” He asked with some amusement in his voice. He wasn’t the nicest of people to deal with. His eyes narrowed somewhat and his mind was racing.

He had to find out what she was, who she was. There was something about her, something that kept him interested. “Why don’t you tell me all about it.” His voice was a lyrical purr. He poured as much power as he could into his voice. He wanted to make her talk but it was never a sure fire way.

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        ❛ huh ? ❜ hotaru murmured, turning around to face the figure that stood behind her.  she found herself facing a rather curious looking man with strange features ------ something that stood out to her as almost DANGEROUS. even so, he had proceeded to ask her about her life, inquiring about what had served to make her look so SAD. there were many things that had contributed to it, however, she didn’t particularly want to share them. even so, there was no way out but to comply. that was what she knew ------ complying. she’d done it her entire life. 

        ❛ oh, it’s, um ... nothing, ❜ she answered, doing her best to shake off the intrusive questions. ❛ i’m fine, really. ❜ to prove it, she offered a weak smile as she stepped back just a bit.

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