moved!! to SILENCX

You call me a rose                                                                         but—                                                                            I                                                                         ...

[duragiion]

[[Okay, so this is honestly something I never expected to reach; one year on this blog. I didn’t think I would last in this fandom that long, but yet here I am, a year later, and a completely different person to the guy who joined the fandom a whole year ago. I’ve quite honestly considered deleting this blog and leaving the RP side of tumblr multiple times, but I just (tried to) keep myself here no matter how hard it was.

It probably sounds cliché, but this fandom does annoy me at times. And I’m not saying this for any reason other than to say that I can’t believe I stayed this long. Actually I can, I still do love this fandom, and I love the people, the friends I’ve made in it. I’ve made a countless number of irreplaceable friends, and despite my distaste for the fandom, there’s nowhere else I’d rather be; I always find myself returning to the FT fandom. And I also must admit, this fandom has helped me out in ways I couldn’t think imaginable, not to mention the amount of friends I’ve managed to make via other fandoms.

Anyways, enough with the rambles and onto the list;

Bold=dorks; my best friends I’ve made. People I trust, talk to whenever I can, and just in general, love. Also people I RP with often.

Italics=nerds; my good friends I want to get to know better. People I RP with every now and then although not as often.

Normal=geeks; people I stalk and want to know.

A-E

666—000, aisumadoushi , arxcanum, atrxcious, azuruinku, bixlowhemianrhapsody, burningsalamander, caedxs, cheerfulterror, demonsextract, disgu—sting, empressblendy.

F-J

faerie-venatrix, floreusbellator, freedthedark, fulmen—-s, fxllbuster, ghouljeel, glowingdickhead, hikitsugu, homuchi, honooryuu, jinaiohime, juvichan.

K-O

llxvia, loxiisms, lucemare, lusciousxtits, lxckser, lxsbeth, maleficiatus, mercenaiire, missloxar, nagxeki, naru-uzumaki, nuuzumaki, oddhealer, osensaretahono.

P-Z

persxqui, profugusveneficus, quaint-little-fairytale, rowrowfightthapowa, sangxfroid, sangxis, shedemontolove, shinebrightlikealion, shouyos, silencx, soulmage, soundxrevenge, spookino, spookysuited, spoopy-knight, stone—eyes, stripper-sama, teme-kun, the-flaming-moron, tiny—monster, uselessdametsuna​, vxrnier, vxstia, wendysass, womanofthewaves, xwarmhearted.

Don’t feel bad if you’re not on here; this list was made to be slightly selective. Also, if you’re listed on here once, it classifies for all your blogs (eg if you’re on here once, its for all your blogs).

Anyways, thankyou all for making this past year so amazing, and here’s to another year~]]

[goodbyeeveryone2015-deactivated]

html / formatting tips.

SO I TOTALLY JUST  read impossibleimprobable's post about formatting being a pain. let me give you secrets. first and foremost (SMALL FONT!!) → install tamper ( grease ) monkey for chrome / firefox / whatever  → download my personal script here where i fixed the last owners mistakes → install script to tampermonkey as detailed here (the script they link to IS NOT WORKING, use the one i fixed above) → enjoy pressing one button to get a small font. →hint: keep your text from looking too small on your blog.  → big text? just write < big > and < / big > after words you want to not be small. Are the words big but not big like other peoples? make sure your < big > isn’t inside the < small > bracket that your new button makes!! →to break a sentence like this with no spaces, or double line formatting. press (shift + enter) → to make                        a          sentence   like t h i s press (shift + enter) and then the space bar to make your word go as far as you want it to. → to underline with out using the ‘hyperlink’ tool, just select the word after you’ve type your whole reply and press (ctrl + u). you can also press (ctrl +b) bold (ctrl + i) italics. →HAVE A SYMBOL YOU WANT TO PASTE OR WORDS BUT  don’t want to get those terrible < span > tags around things, then just past using (shift + ctrl + v) this strips pasted things of all text formatting, therefore they take the parent tags of whatever coding is right before them. aka  no more weird formatting in the middle of things. { symbol masterpost } →last but not least. utilize the memorization of certain ALT tags.  do you want to make cool dashes like this? — instead of - press ( alt + 0151 ) → want to make this cool arrow sign? press (alt + 26) a ♥? (alt +3) → cool fonts? just copy and paste from here.  ( you can even do [ ctrl + shift + v ] and remove former formatting because that ‘cool’ font is actually unicode that’s built into most computers. just beware SOME might appear as blocks to other people. because they lack the compatibility language packs.

[oddhealer-archive-blog]

silencx ::

◣静寂◥ —- 

                                ❝ I-I don’t want t-to be friends anymore.. ❞          ◣ She said, she began to think — this was a horrible idea but.. ◥

▐ ░ ✿; ; ; ▶ 

           the flow of tears that threaten to spill over are enough  for her to turn away. this            was the last thing she needed in her life— the end of one of her most important            relationships. she’d dealt with  the  weight  of  the  world  pressed  against  her             chest for long enough; held in  all her emotions for so long that she’d forgotten            what it was like to really feel this sort of pain.  she’d  suppressed  it  very  well.

                        ❛ but .. ————- .. w-why? ❜ 

           & the crushing sadness that loomed over her head comes crashing down. she            falls, knees slamming against the tile of angelique’s kitchen with  a  force  that            screamed BROKEN CHILD. this was an ultimate betrayal — her deepest  fear;            once again, it was her fault that someone she loved  was  leaving  her  behind.

                        ❛ is  t-this ..  something —— you’ve                           wanted .. t-thought about .. f-for a long time? ❜ 

[silencx--archive]

◣静寂◥ —-                                  ❝ ... ❞     ◣ Silence was a given. Not saying anything to her friend, her best friend. This was the best course of action, wasn't it? Angelique was the one who kept hurting her, this she knew very much so -- this is .. for the best. For both of them, no more tears, no more nightmares --- n..no more Misora..         A coward wasn't she? Holding it in, those tears already threatening to  spill. She couldn't even look her in the eyes, and yet.. here they were. Facing each other, if one were to so call it -- this was a chapter that was going to end, their book -- this is the very last chapter, a demise she didn't hope for. ◥ 

◣静寂◥ —-                            ❝Mi-Mi-Misora..chan, I-I.. it's for the -- I'm doing this for..yo..u.. ❞     ◣ It was like a rope around her neck, she was choking. She's having a hard time breathing -- this feeling, it was all too familiar. She's losing it, it's slipping out of her hands, the regret it's already there, why? why? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.. why is she doing this again? This was supposed to be the bitter sweet ending for them both but no, it's all too sour. There's nothing sweet in this.          Like a waterfall, there was no holding it back. Her tears fell down, it's that cloud again -- wasn't it? It appeared when she didn't need it, her personal cloud, her face stained with tears with her arms by her side. She's crying, crying out for her friend -- please let this end. Those were her thoughts, Misora never deserved this --- Someone like her didn't deserve this horrible feeling, those tears didn't need to appear, her face her expression -- it should've never been made -- it's all her fault.◥ 

[oddhealer-archive-blog]

▐ ░ ✿; ; ; ▶ 

                        ❛ you .. y-you — you what? ❜ 

[silencx--archive]

◣静寂◥ —-                                  ❝ I-I don't want t-to be friends anymore.. ❞          ◣ She said, she began to think — this was a horrible idea but.. ◥

[oddhealer-archive-blog]

[silencx--archive]

oH LOOOOK i drew misora’s friends — & yes i know i only colored the hair i would’ve colored all three of them completely but i got lazy gomen

[silencx--archive]

Online - ish

【 Kinda and Kinda not? I mean, I know I haven't been on here bc I am such a neglectful person, like whoopsie do~!!  But anyway, I'll be doing stuff..? I think I dunno okay anyway, baiscally I'm online u v u 】

[bubble-tea]

[spiritxsacrifice-blog]

               ’Cause it’s my problem                                       If I wanna { pack up } and  run away            It’s my problem                     If I feel the need to                                                                                 hide  

     It’s my problem if I have                                                    no friends                                             

    And feel                 I want to                                  die

[prodiitus]

   { ｍｏｔｈｅｒ } »        are  you  w a т c н ι n g   me ?

                                            { ｆａｔｈｅｒ } »         are  you  p r o υ d  of  me ?

[heartfruit]

[the-write-ideas]

                                             Don’t want to call you in the                                                        ɴ ɪ ɢ ʜ ᴛ    ᴛ ɪ ᴍ ᴇ                                              Don’t want to give you all my                                                      ｐ  ｉ  ｅ  ｃ  ｅ  ｓ                                              Don’t want to hand you all my                                                   тяσυвℓєѕ                                              Don’t want to give you all my                                                        Ꭰ  Ꭼ  m  ö  Ꮑ  s 

                                                        ~

                                               You’ll have to watch me                                     Ｓ  Ｔ  Ｒ  Ｕ  Ｇ  Ｇ  Ｌ  Ｅ                                               From several rooms away

                                                               -(x)

[cittamemes]

Try to dare my character to do something you think they’ll refuse. If they do, they have to truthfully answer a question of your choosing.

[hatake]

Sweaters + Hoodies on HIMI

↳ 1 2 3  /  4 5 6  /  7 8 9  ♥  Discount Code: kakashi

[silencx--archive]

"I wanna scream ‘I love you’ from the top of my lungs"

❤

◣静寂◥ —-                                 ❝ E-Eh?! ❞    ◣ Her face becoming red like a cherry, what was he saying!!She could only blush as a response, it was now harder to look him in the eyes -- how could he say such a thing? Was he teasing her?!Still, with the blush still there -- it's not going to leave anytime soon, she wanted to say it back, to no avail. ◥

[silencx--archive]

[ ` y-you're the only place t-that feels like -- /home/. ` we need something positive to happen between these two sO yes ]

❤

◣静寂◥ —-                                 ❝ !! ❞    ◣ For the longest second, ever, she didn't say a word. Within a matter of seconds, she pulled the girl, her best friend, the one who saved her from her own loneliness --- into a hug. She's not letting go, and she's never planning too.◥

[silencx--archive]

Please forgive me           That's all she asked for. Fact is, --- she never deserves it. Always troubling the ones she ever loved, what amazed the girl was people loved her be it platonic or romantically, either way -- it amazed her to no end.        Once more, please forgive me It was a plea, how pitiful. But still, she wanted an answer, only one answer -- she didn't want that answer, she would just -- shatter if ever heard it. Already cracked, she's beginning to break -- someone help this sweet child, and with one more blow                                                                                                        down                                                                                                                she                                                                                                                     will                                                                                                                        g o                 ＰＬＥＡＳＥ                                       F O R G I V E                                                             【  M  E  】                                                                       M I S O R A

[silencx--archive]

             She remembered that day very well, when she was left behind.  Her parents now, have died, disappeared within seconds.. only if she had gotten there sooner --- that's exactly what she thought, IF ONLY      As the days passed, every time she was in school -- the halls would go quiet, the stares of happiness became burning pity. Was she so pitiful? Apparently so, still --- she thought she was strong, she could continue -- even if it became more cold in the house. Even if the sound of laughter disappeared, even if she couldn't feel their hugs anymore, even if.. their presence is no longer there, she would continue. Or so she thought.   Even if months has passed, she couldn't help but wake up to her mother telling her "Good morning! How's my girl?", her father "My princess, good morning!  Are you hungry, let your dear old papa feed you!!" She couldn't help but think it was just her mother's month trips, her fathers staying forever in his science room -- then suddenly they would appear, but oh, it was not so.