something something about how katsuki is always at the right place at the right time to save people because to save is to win, but who saved him in the end?
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An offering to the ShinBaku community!!! The idea was an Aizawa whoâs protective over Katsuki Post-Final War Arc and Hitoshi just being like âlet me have your studentâs hand in marriage!!!!!â
Worst thing is that Hitoshi is adopted by Aizawa, so heâs literally asking his father for blessings to date his studentâŚ
A seven year old Yuu? I have a (dead) seven year old ghost boy who lives in ramshackle they could be friends! (Along with my 17 year old Yuu if so desired)
Whatâs a coincidence! I too have a 17 year old Yuu! Only that he has yet to come to life in a drawingâŚ
BUT A DEAD GHOST BOY? Sign Oscar up!! Theyâll be the bestest of friends!
ONE OF MY LITTLE YUUs <3 This sweet thing is an art commission done by @/lixx_er on tiktok!!! I was unfortunately not blessed with the talent of drawing, but I will always love supporting artists!!
That aside, thereâs something about Kid! Yuu that always makes me so soft-hearted. So I thought âWhy not have an kid!yuu then?â Oscar has been an OC for about⌠3 years!!! Never had a proper art done for him until now, so Iâm super giddy!
We are here, Golden Sun. Rest, we will wait for you.
A Kalim-centric fanfiction, featuring Riddle and Ruggie. (Slight KaliRuggie, but only a bit!)
This will also be crossposted on AO3!
The overcast sky hung heavy over Kalim as if resonating with his heart, reading his mind. Of course, realistically it is only a coincidence that he feels so awful at the same time the weather is dreary. Had it been a normal day, he would have felt happy in such weather. He throws a glance over his shoulder yet he sees no one. He sighs sullenly. Everyone had most likely entered the school, preferring to take shelter rather than to be drenched under heavy rain.
Kalim searches for a bench to sit on, and finds one in a perfect place under a lamplight. It will not shield him from the upcoming rain, but it is a good enough place for him to have some time to himself.
(But something inside of him yearns for someone to reach out at their own behest and not out of obligation.)
His headscarf is slightly skewered, and he can feel it slipping slowly. He feels like an outsider as it continues to undo itself, falling into his waiting arms. Itâs dumb, out of everything he could cry about, is this what does it? An imperfect knot?
Kalim breathes out a small breath, gripping the headscarf tight in his palms. This is stupid, he has everything he could want for in this life. Why is he feeling like the world is crumbling around him? He had been perfectly fine before.
(He chooses to turn a blind eye to the cracks forming around him. Perhaps his world crumbling was to be expected, when all heâs done is try to ignore it rather than face it.)
He pulls his knees to his chest and hides his face from the world. The breeze is picking up and the leaves are falling from trees, and he can smell the scent of rain carried by the wind. Even so, he stays put, his emotions brimming beneath his skin. He wonders if anyone will come for him, if even just to find him before class. Or will he spend some more time being berated by Jamil for his carelessness, the words cutting him now that he knows it does not come from the words of a concerned friend â rather the worry of a servant that is not doing his job well.
His breathing is uneven, wavering. But he still has to keep it together, only until the rain comes. When it does, no one will be able to tell apart whether the wetness on his face came from the rain or his own eyes. All he has to do is hold it in. After all these years, it is the thing he does best.
But then he hears footsteps, slowing to a step when he can tell the person is directly across him. He stays put, not wanting this random person to gain the satisfaction of seeing the usually cheerful Asim heir on the brink of breaking down â if thatâs the personâs goal, anyways.
âKalim, why are you still out? I donât suppose youâre that blind to not notice the bleak weather,â a familiar voice says, void of the usual disapproving tone.
Kalim pauses, before looking up and facing Riddleâs concerned gaze.
And, oh, does he feel the tears well up some more.
Riddle blinks, before a slight look of panic washes over his face. Itâs slightly funny, and made Kalim feel a tad bit better. He wipes his eyes, trying to muster a smile that he knows looks timid and small.
âHeya, Riddle!â he says in a voice he hopes is good enough, though from the furrow of Riddleâs eyebrows, it definitely isnât. âYou didnât have to bother finding me, ya know? And I like the cool weather!â
Riddleâs mouth is set in a taut frown the more Kalim speaks, which he decidedly thinks is not a good thing.
âRuggie was the one who asked where you were. I was under the impression that Jamil was with you, but then I saw him with the twins, no you in sight.â
His eyes then soften.
âYouâre⌠a dear friend, Kalim,â he says, as if these words of confirmation didnât make Kalimâs breath hitch. âOf course I would, for I know youâd do the same for me. Besides, Ruggie was the one who insisted that we find you. Something about how you owe him food.â
A wet laugh escapes him, and Riddleâs gaze feels lighter. He reaches a hand towards Kalim, who stares at it for a moment. He feels like a scared stray being coaxed, but Riddle is patient, and Kalim takes the offered hand. He can feel Riddle stop for a moment, before taking his other hand to place upon Kalimâs.
Riddle gives Kalim a smile, and it is reassuring enough that it makes his hands stop trembling. Riddle gives a small squeeze, before he guides Kalim back into the cafeteria.
⌠. ăâş ă . ⌠. ăâş ă . âŚ
Kalim does not feel any better, even though he is in the company of dear friends. He is sitting beside Riddle, and across him is Ruggie. The two are having a heated debate on⌠something. Honestly, Kalim hadnât been paying attention. When Riddle dragged him back to the cafeteria, Ruggie had practically hopped towards them, reminding Kalim of how he owed him food. Riddle had stared disapprovingly, ready to oppose, but Kalim had just laughed and agreed.
Now, he lays his head on the table as he watches the two continue on talking, with Riddle sending occasional glances towards him. It feels refreshing, if heâs being honest. Not having to carry the conversation to get rid of any awkwardness. He didnât feel left out, either. But he still feels awful, his body feeling weak and tired.
Unconsciously, Kalim lays his hand on the table, close enough to reach out to Ruggie. The beastman stops briefly from where he was talking, looking at the hand sprawled out and Kalimâs exhausted face before resuming the conversation.
He should have known that an argument in the morning would affect his whole day. He didnât blame Jamil for it â not for anything, but he still feels like he went through the seven pits of the Underworld.
All of a sudden, he feels warmth on his fingers. Kalim blinks, and he sees that Ruggie has chosen to intertwine their fingers together. He blinks some more as he watches, as if one small movement would make Ruggie pull away.
But he didnât do that. Ruggie notices Kalimâs confused stare, and sends him a mischievous grin before casually turning back to Riddle.
Ruggieâs fingers were warm as they tapped a pattern on Kalimâs fingers. The touch is soft, more tender than he can imagine. Stupidly, Kalim feels like crying all over again. He can feel his hands tremble, but Ruggie doesnât let go.
Instead, he chooses to trace around Kalimâs palm, their fingers still joined. He does not mention it, nor does Riddle, and Kalim feels like heâs being blanketed by a warmth long forgotten. It reminds him of times after a failed assassination attempt or kidnapping, where he was still young enough that his mother would still comfort him gently.
Silently, he buries his face in the crook of his other elbow, the tears springing out the corner of his eyes. His shoulders quiver, but the two do not bring it up. Ruggie still traces light patterns on his palm, and he can feel Riddle giving a small pat on his head, carding his fingers through his hair before taking away his hand.
Kalim is exhausted. But Ruggie doesnât let go and Riddle doesnât leave. Theyâre both staying, and he feels too exhausted to stay awake any longer.
For now, he will let their voices carry him to sleep, let himself bask in the warmth they provide.
And one day, he will be able to share the weight of his own world with others that are willing.
His eyes slowly shut, teardrops still escaping his eyes, but he feels lighter than ever.
Iâve always adored the Light Mage Trio! And I so dearly adore Alien Stage, no matter how much suffering it brings⌠so why not mix those two together!
something something about how theyâre the only three who crying in their groovy⌠the KNIGHT, ROOK, AND PAWN (which can become a queen!!!!!)
god i just love these threeâŚ. if any of yall want me to do more just name the card and iâll (hopefully) get to it!!!!!
just a silly little ramble, but i like the idea of luke â despite everything, still being the least likely to fall
itâs a totally different idea from the me from⌠what, four years ago? i havenât the time to search for whatever headcanons or theories i made (which, by the way, i love my era of luke being lilithâs son but that idea has to be revamped in more ways than one)
but imagine this.
luke, who has been shown of the betrayal of what he thought was holiness being rotten. of the principles that the celestial realm upholds being turned against them. seeing simeon, whoâs no longer an angel, even though he was the best angel luke has ever known. the demon brothers â falling for love, caught in the crossfire just to defend their sisterâs honour. seeing raphael, harbouring doubts of the very things instilled in them the moment they were blessed to come to creation.
and luke?
heâd rather damn himself then to let this cycle continue on. whatâs the point of seeing angels fall, time and time again, without any change? what change can they do in the devildom? they can plot however much they like, but it doesnât change the fact that the celestial realm is way out of their domain.
so heâll reform everything from behind-the-scenes.
i think a lot of people set this aside, but it has been mentioned multiple times that luke is a powerful angel, even though he is still considered âyoungâ.
(even if heâs older than satan?!?!?!?!)
i wonât disregard the idea of lukeâs own faith being broken. who wouldnât, if all heâs ever known was the Father who raised him? would anyone not feel even the tiniest bit of being forsaken, when he sees the flaws of the very one he held in the highest regard, whose words he listened to and whose teachings he followed blindly.
but, was it always like this? maybe so, maybe not. but there was once a time where they lacked such constrictions. there was a time when their wings meant something, to soar freely and to spread â not the words, but the blessings bestowed upon them to guide humans. there was a time when the angels did not spend half their time repenting at the foot of a statue, knees raw and tender but never bleeding.
his guilt is heavy when he ponders, straying far away from the scriptures that heâs been taught. but then he wonders some more. can the weight of his guilt really compare to the chains and shackles that the celestial realm was subjected to? was freedom not a fair price to pay?
he thinks and he thinks and he feels a sense resolve within him.
he has the power, he isnât blind. heâs adored by archangel michael (or, at the very least, held in high-esteem). he knows heâs been blessed with a more potent ability, regardless of whether he was low-ranking or not.
he has felt his own mind crumble, back in the earlier days of the program, when he learns that the beliefs he had held on to had been wrong. that the demons heâd been taught to held prejudice against were not all bad. he has even befriended so many in his time in rad. how could he still hate them?
how could he feel hatred, if he was an angel? he felt sick even thinking about his own contempt towards them.
so he makes a vow to himself.
he goes back to the celestial realm, after everything. he parts with simeon, no matter how much he dreads to. he parts with barbatos, with diavolo, with the rest of the brothers. yet he does not leave them, not really. he preseveres, even though the paradise he once placed his everything in is now crumbling at the seams. he carries their lessons, their memories alongside him, and swears to not let any others fall in the name of something that has been forbidden.
he is an angel. heâll be damned if he rids himself of that title without even rectifying it back to its true meaning. he pushes through his doubt clouding his mind, pushes through the thoughts of how he is undeserving of his wings.
(because habits cannot be broken overnight. he knows it will take a while for the shame to pass.)
heâll be the best fucking angel there was. heâll make sure to break the cycle, even if heâs seen as a heretic. heâll make sure no other angels fall due to the shortcomings of seraphims, of their Father, of everything as a whole.
for if he doesnât make then change, then who will?
im going to be so honest though im so sad johnlock isnât even a large part of mtp ueueueueâŚ.. iâve always loved sherlock holmes, all renditions of the story, but mtp â as interesting as it is (louis!!!!!!!!), JUST DOESNâT FEEL RIGHT WITHOUT JOHNLOCK
sherliam and alcroft/mybert (i have no clue what their ship name is??) who are married, and louis whoâs the only single one, which of course, he doesnât mind at all. but his brothers do worry, and that extends to his brother-in-laws. they try their best to keep louis company, but he just waves them off and tells them to leave him be and enjoy themselves.
(after all, louis has never seen his brothers this happy, as if their puzzle had been solved with just the holmesâ company. how disgusting, he thinks to himself petulantly.)
but william and albert just dote on louis, because letâs be for real, thatâs their BABY BRO and they do feel bad for leaving him alone, which just has louis exasperated. and he just⌠shoos them off for their honeymoon, for them to not worry over him because theyâre married now! and william and albert are just like ( ;´ - `;) (because, again, you cannot convince me otherwise that these two would not tear down the world for louis)
even mycroft and sherlock feel SLIGHTLY bad, only because of william and albertâs own worries.
(sherlock tries to find men and women for louis, and he assumes that his type is somewhat similar to his brothers. that action has louis threatening to castrate him, so he immediately scurries off to a chuckling william)
but louis insists that the two couples go on, not needing to be hung up over him. itâs not like heâs going to wither away without their company. heâll make do with what he has.
so thatâs what they do. they leave him be, and sherliam and alcroft go on with their respective lives.
and before they knew it, months had passed with their only form of communication was through letters (sans mycroft and louis, who see each other occasionally cause of work). every time louis sends a letter, it is long and full of warmth and love. but with his own work as âMâ and his schedule packed, the letters are scarce.
and william and albert is like, âhey, itâs been too long. i miss my baby bro :( !â and they decide to visit him, dragging their husbands along with them.
(mycroft will be like âdo i really have to?â and albert slow turns, giving him a smile that doesnât reach his eyes, and mycroft shuts up immediately)
sherliam boards the train to head to london, and they meet up with alcroft whoâs waiting for them. they decide to sneakily head to louisâ house, hoping to catch him off-guard, if they were lucky enough. they stroll through london, calmer than theyâve ever been, in no rush whatsoever. when suddenly sherlock pauses, his eyes widen, and a hand goes to run through his own hair in shock. the other three are confused, their gaze following where sherlockâs was focused on, and they too, are filled with shock.
now, this can go both ways. either SEBASTIAN!!! or john!!! iâm going for john, now, because that was the original route i was heading to, but sebalouis has a special place in my heart. BUT!!! FOR THIS!!! IâM GOING FOR JOHN WATSON!!
surprise is all they can feel as their eyes land on louis, who looked slightly flustered, sitting across a grinning john at a cafe. louis seems to mumble something, looking away bashfully, while john â instead of laughing, seem to soften, completely enamoured by the man in front of him. he says something back, inaudible to the quartet, and a small smille appears on louisâ face. they paint the perfect of infatuation and â gods above, love! though not bursting at the seams, visible for everyone to see. it is hesitant, from louisâ side, but also patient, from john.
sherlock breaks the silent moment between the four of them, whisper-shouting, âthatâs⌠thatâs my best friend!? heâs into men?!?!?!â
the other three shushes him, and william drags sherlock away as they (not so subtly) run away from the cafe.
once theyâre far enough, they catch their breath. william and albertâs minds are still reeling at the fact that louis, they baby brother, was clearly on a date with someone? scratch that, the fact that louis was clearly besotted with the doctor was enough shock!
âi guess his type really isnât dark-haired folk at all. couldâve saved me some time searching for people â â
william just glances at sherlock, who immediately shuts up.
william and albert look at each other, and they think, âwas this how it was like when we were together with the holmesâ?â
(no, you both! to louis, it was a nightmare, because you both decided to drop the news at the same time! poor guy probably had a heart attack. one holmes was enough! not that he meant any disrespect to mycroftâŚ)
ââŚat least he has better taste in men. iâve heard john is a charming lad,â albert snorts, and the holmes brothers guffaw at the statement. william only smiles in agreement.
(inside, theyâre just A LITTLE peeved. they shouldâve been told! thatâs their baby brother! they donât even know EVERYTHING about dr. watson!)
(sherlock and mycroft: your âbabyâ brother is 26 years old â )
someone help iâm scrolling through my old posts and absolutely cringing BUT ALSO!!! raphael mention wayy before he released and god he is SO different from when i wrote him pre-release itâs hilarious
Imagine like an F!MC in Obey me that is like Bruce wayne
Like, they're rich as heck but they have the worst habit of adopting orphans and play the playboy facade but it's actually a genius. Imagine the brothers meeting the batkids, or she asked if she can adopt Luke or even after the lesson 16 shes like "is that how Jason felt?-"
is that how jason felt is an INSANE COMPARISON AND YOU JUST MADE ME FELL DOWN TO MY KNEES AND SOB (jason todd MY BELOVEDDD)
i need to see mc kidnapping luke and sneaking him out to the human realm.. iâm just imagining damian and luke meeting and, despite contrary belief, unwillingly (not) warms up to luke HAHA
(theyâre about the same age rangeâŚ)
mc just waking up after being almost killed (killed? but revived??? i donât even remember???) and just like âoh. so this is how it was like for jason.â
(and the night after the incident, cannot help but miss all her batkids)
also the brothers could NOT handle the batkids. 7 vs 6 but the bats are definitely winning.
(p.s. sorry for the late replyâŚ.. your boy has been BUSY with prepping for finals thatâs coming in a couple of weeksâŚ)
You're so underrated i swearrr i love your writing
But anyway, i wanted to ask what are your fandoms and if you do headcannons :D
(Totally not because i want to fill you with requests-)
MWAHAHA OH MY GOD IS THIS TRULY MY TUMBLR COMEBACK?? also THANK YOU EEE these past few years iâve just been grinding out my writing just so i can get better. i think the improvements are there, but i can definitely get better!! I DIGRESS!!!
Fandoms Iâm in (and oh boy itâs a long list, get ready cause I may not repeat it!):
1) Obey Me (Obviously!)
2) Bungo Stray Dogs
3) Five Nights At Freddyâs
4) Cookie Run Kingdom
5) HI3, HSR, Genshin Impact
6) Onmyoji (NETEASE)
7) Project Sekai
8) Twisted Wonderland
9) Hannibal
10) Marvel
11) DC
12) Harry Potter
13) Vtubers (does that count?)
14) Reverse: 1999
15) Danganronpa
16) HAIKYUU!! MY LOVE!!
17) Attack on Titan
18) My Hero Academia
19) Demon Slayer
20) TGCF, SVSSS & MDZS
21) Word of Honor/Faraway Wanderers
22) Fangs of Fortune
23) Banana Fish
24) The Summer Hikaru Died
25) NEON GENESIS EVANGELION OH I LOVE YOUUUU
26) Black Butler
27) Delicoâs Nursery (so underrated!)
28) She-Ra
29) A Terrified Teacher at a Ghoul School!
30) Jujutsu Kaisen
31) The Promised Neverland (? Not a manga reader though, havenât gotten thereâŚ)
32) Chainsaw Man
33) Vocaloid
34) Witch Hat Atelier
+ Actually so many more I literally cannot list them here AAAA but if those are the general fandoms Iâm in!! Please, come and invade my inbox!
to any of my moots who remember me⌠IâM GRADUATING SOON ARE YOU PROUD OF MEMEEMEMEEEE??? i can finally join you guys in adulthood.. (not that iâm looking forward to it LMAO)
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