I'm sorry if this is insensitive. I saw something on your Insta and I'm genuinely curious. Did something happen to Alex? :/
I don’t know anything about her life anymore. She decided it was best for her to cut me out of her life. Its been nearly a year and a half since we last spoke. I miss her an incredible amount. I dream about her all the time. I often wear a pair of her earrings that she left here as a means of feeling even somewhat close to her. My bond to her was something really special and rare for me. Losing her has definitely been one of the most significant losses of my life. I often mull over how everything played out, all the things I would change, and the remorse I have for what I couldn't. It really breaks my heart.
I don’t really get to talk about this with anyone, so I suppose thats why it’s coming out here. I guess I more than answered your question.
Wherever she is, I hope she is healing, thriving, and happy. That girl deserves it. She is a true diamond.