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My mom bought me a new lunchbox for work and it’s so cute and pink and has so much space! With my commute, I expect to be traveling with snacks, breakfast and lunch everyday. This is literally perfect.

#sillybutdifficult #so damn excited #its more than a lunchbox #the note that she wrote about her and dad being proud of me almost made me cry too

I start my new job on Tuesday!!

I showed my fiancé’s grandma my wedding dress today and I’m just so excited to be a part of this family. It’s getting real and I’m so emotional.

I MIGHT HAVE A LEAD ON A JOB THAT IS PERFECT FOR ME.

It’s basically my job to lose at this point and I’m so excited.

Baking like crazy these days!

I’m feeling really sad today. I think it’s because of how lonely and isolating it is to be not working on a weekday. Maybe a little bit because of the crummy weather.

I know it’s ok to be sad and feel my feelings. I don’t want to though. I want to ignore the fact that I’m sad and go on with my day. It’s really hard to do that today.

I hate this moment and want to not be in it.