bollvy

hello! I'm Bollvy 🌾🐃 I have anxiety, and drawing helps me return to my favorite memories. nice to meet you, I will try not to disappear for a long time:)

[sillyninjacowboy]

..... okay, okay, I know I haven't been here for a long time... I feel ashamed.. Eh.. And these are not valentines.. Eh... eh..........but hey...it's.. Bene...apelbe...so...ehm..enjoy...i hope..

[sillyninjacowboy]

I'm kind of in the exam right now.... feck....

[sillyninjacowboy]

I don't have any energy to draw anything For you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm so exhausted by all this, I'm not sure how I'm holding up at all

sorry

[sillyninjacowboy]

HAIII I'M ALREADY MAKING VALENTINES, JUST A LITTLE MORE🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏

[misskusi]

Wow, new drawing!!

I was listening to this song while drawing.

I associate Ben with this song a lot, so it's my favorite song!

In the future, Ben really missed Gilbert and suffered for him. I think he might have been depressed. He often struggled with internalized homophobia that Ruth imposed on him after *Gilbert's death* Ben didn't get enough sleep because he had frequent nightmares about that day, which caused him to develop insomnia and inattention.

It's not by chance that beer is found next to cognac; according to my headconons, oddly enough, Ben often drank cheap canned beer.

( It's interesting that after meeting Gilbert, all the problems went away lol 😏 and I really didn't want to draw him a bulging belly button 😭😭😭)

[sillyninjacowboy]

MY BABY🥹

[sillyninjacowboy]

HAIIII PALS I FINALLY FINISHED THAT THING WHATCHA THINK??

I'm sorry I haven't been here for so long💔💔... but I'm preparing a series of gilbens art for February 14th!

[sillyninjacowboy]

I'm trying to get back to normal, beh beh I've missed you all🎆🎆

[sillyninjacowboy]

... okay, it's been a long time.... hai my old pals...👁️‍🗨️👁️‍🗨️

[sillyninjacowboy]

haiiii pals....don't mind me, I'm just going to the dentist...yuh... wish me luck..

[sillyninjacowboy]

uh hi mom...yes..Yes, it's a girl..curly girl..yeah..

This is my first time drawing something like this.. I think I'll have to lock the sketchbook And then put it in the chest. And then throw it into the sea..

Btw, Erngils idea, haiii pal!!!🍛🍛🍛🍢🍢

Their song btw☝️

[sillyninjacowboy]

HAIII GUYS!! This. It hasn't been such an easy year, but I'm glad I finally started a page here! I wish you a happy new year!! Take care xx🎇🎇

Here Ben and me, and sad Gilbert because my hands turned off when I started drawing him 💔💔

[sillyninjacowboy]

What should I draw bwahh.💔

[sillyninjacowboy]

haiii guys...I'm wanna sleep-OH MY GOD FEM GILBEN 😨😨😨

[sillyninjacowboy]

Haiii guys

Write MOAS requests under this post, pls, I don't have ideas🫂

[sillyninjacowboy]

haiii! today is my bday hapi hapi hapi

I wish myself all the best🥫

[erngil]

MEMOIR OF A SNAIL REQUESTS HOLY FUCK!!! *rapid gunshot noises*

[sillyninjacowboy]

YAAYYAAYYAAYYAAYYAAYYA🦧🦧🦧🦧

[erngil]

Uhhh, art or whatev

[sillyninjacowboy]

ma boi🍛🍛