A tiny bit of magic stashed on Tumblr.

Ramblings, spells.. whatever. I suppose it could be called a casual Book of Shadows tucked away on Tumblr. -Siltrina.

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Reading: The Tao of the Goddess

Update on The Tao of the Goddess: I started reading it when I had a few moments here and there. At first, I thought it might be a book where I could read a few pages and ponder it while doing other things. Instead, I stopped reading and waited until I had about thirty minutes to read the introduction and entire first section. It is divided into Accept The Bounty Of Your Soul, Value The Doing Of Your Desire, Healing, Be Desirable And Desired.. while spread throughout the entire book are 50 guidances. I have only read Accept The Bounty Of Your Soul and the 13 guidances associated with that section. 

I find the language in the book such as 'God and Mrs. God' to sometimes feel awkward, but I do not feel like it is pushed or forced upon the reader. It seems to just be how the author was able to express themselves. I started to feel this was definitely something that suited me when I was first seeking information years ago and felt not-ready to say Goddess. I was very amused to find a June 18, 1999 receipt/coupon tucked in the book. I will keep that little relic in place as a reminder of when I bought the book.

I will continue to read this book and see how it feels as I progress.

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Post-Monday

Due to Monday being Moonday, I often try to rest on that day. Yesterday, it was not really possible. People kept requesting tasks that were the opposite of rest.

Then, the Boston Marathon incident occurred. I lit candles, prayed, sent out positive thoughts/energy.. and after hours of such work, I finally heard news of all the people I know from that area. I was filled with relief that they were all alright (shook up, but not physically injured.)

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Books.

In the 1990s, I collected books from the 'occult' and 'new age' sections of bookstores. Some were given to me, others have pretty covers, a lot were recommended, and I lost count of how many were gifted to me. To the point that I am never certain of which books I have unless I go check the shelves and boxes.

There are many that I look at the cover and think, "I liked that one." And yet, I do not reference it that often. Was the last time I read it, sometime before even 2000 rolled around?

So randomly reaching toward my books, selecting a thin one because life is hectic: The Tao of the Goddess. A Feminine Voyage Of Spirituality And Selfhood by  Joan R. Tarpley.

It looks like I have gone through it a lot. I believe I recall liking it. Is it just because of a pretty cover? What is the content? I think it's time to explore this book and see if it should stay on a shelf or be boxed.

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Update, re:Tired.

I was still awake longer than I wished, but at the same time I got to sleep a little earlier than the other days of this week. I do not recall any dreams from last night. However, I feel I finally got some rest. Which, lately? I have been feeling desperate for.

Conclusion: Results might not have been perfections, but I consider it a success.

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Tired.

I want to wake up early. I have been having trouble getting to sleep. A glance at the moon-phase and I have no idea what sign it is. I'm too tired to put more research in, which feels like weakness. It is past a quarter past 2AM. Popping in my head for me to write down? This, here:

Waxing moon, please hear my plea:

Bring a restful nap to me,

Before I might see sunlight,

Let me sleep. Bring sleep this night.

I don't care if it sounds like a childish rhyme. I tried to analyze it for any immediate issues/loopholes/etc. I'm using it tonight. I might keep it or edit it, I don't know.

Siltrina MoonThorn 2:25AM NY, April 13, 2013

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Begin at the beginning?

If I tried to organize things in the order of beginning, middle and end-for-now, I would drive myself batty. Instead I will start with a sum-up that makes sense to me, for April 2013:

I am imperfect. I try to be a good being. I am often learning, and I enjoy teaching. I feel listening is an admirable skill and I want to improve my own listening ability. A random fact: A good witch can dress as a wicked witch. When when doing so in Seattle, I saw more smiles than I expected.