A preview of your lovestory with your future spouse . TAROT PAC
Slightly 18+ , MDNI
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Pile 1
100% a relationship with the foundation of a very sweet and deep friendship. The man that you will marry is someone who is really, really open hearted and open minded. Someone who is really good at socializing with people . Someone that every kid in the alley will know about.
Very outgoing, very free spirited. Someone who doesn't really play mind games. This man will make you experience the freedom that even you had no idea you needed. It might be the freedom of expression, freedom to explore. Or freedom to LOVE. Probably you are someone who caged themselves into this box saying that "oh I am not meant for that"or "oh I cannot do it,cause I have neevr done it or thought about it" ,but that's not true. You are more than capable and you are very good at it. And that's not me saying that that's him. This man has been through many relationships, has had betrayals and in few relationship he didn't give his best but he remembers all of it with a smile no matter how much it hurt him. I think he is the most happy going person in his family or at least the one who wears mask of being a happy go lucky one.
The moment you meet him you will see his aura shining bright. If I had to give his aura a colour it would be pink and yellow. I do feel that before meeting you there might have occurred an incident or situation because of which he would be very anxious or in very deep thought or very very hesitant to speak or even though he wants to speak freely with you you will see that something has been bothering this person. Probably things are going really bad in his life when he meets you. And the worst part is he are not able to figure out why his life is going in the opposite direction or who is the one orchestrating it. And I think that amidst all this chaos in their life and I see there might be some chaos in your life too you both will ground each other. It's like you both will be each other's compass and guide , unknowingly.
You guys will rebuild and reshape each other's life in such a way which is beyond both of your imagination.Its the kind of love where you fall in love each day ,with each look , with each conversation. You are acquaintance to lovers trope , I absolutely love how freely the conversation and love flows between you two , absolutely effortless !
I think this man is good with edging you in nbed , someone you likes alot of foreplay . I also see that he will admire you alot while youre asleep or when you're attention is else where.
You guys would be each other's den . You might like stargazing together or simply lying on the ground and staring at the sky , you might ramble or sing a song in high pitch and they'd be in awe . Youd love leaning on his shoulder or being spooned by him , thats your stress buster !
If you two aint couple goals ,I dont know what is .
Ko-fi
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Pile 2
This has to be the smartest man in the room. He exactly knows how to read everybody. This gives me an energy of someone who has a startup, a business of his own or a man at a high position where he is the in charge of decision making.
He is so observant , witty and so smart, he exactly knows which key to turn, to unlock the doors that he wants to. I think before he approaches you to, he has observed you a lot and exactly knows how to make you fall in love or approach you without really threatening your existence or threatening your self worth. (Are you someone who's not been in love or avoids it ,cause you dont know how to handle it ?)
I see that he comes from an influential family and I think he might have daddy issues or may be just belongs to a family where he has no idea what a true loving family looks like. This man is very confident and self aware. This man exactly knows the qualities he has and he absolutely knows how to leverage it and the thing that pulls him in is you don't give "2 flying f*cks" about everything that he posesses, may be you do*wink* , but he need not know about it .I think you really give off unbothered bad beech energyI also see that you might meet him after both of you or either of you has been through a heartbreak. One of you has been through heartbreak and the other one is probably struggling in career or has decided to switch careers.
One thing that I have to tell you girls is this man has the,Most amazing wand. ifykyk.And this man is very proud of it an he'll make sure that you know that it's the best too and his wand is something that's going to elevate your senses to the heavens.I see non stop rounds and maybe an early than expected pregnancy .I see an age gapI see that he is also very handsome and rich. Also is alwayssss ready to elevate your senses to heavens . Something about your neck , smile and eyes excites them . Your upper assets turn them on !
So I think good for you pile 2 the lucky one in deed
creating an altar to yourself: an exercise in manifestation and passive control
recently my best friend told me about a change he made to his personal practice that completely revolutionized the way he felt fortune flowed for him. i've seen people talk about creating an egregore of themselves or their alter ego, but this approach is uniquely secular and occurred completely detached from this online space.
and what was it he did? well, he created an altar to himself.
and i know what that sounds like, but hear me out. this isn't so much an altar of worship or reverence--at least not in the way we think about those things--it's a passive spell that runs in the background, an act of self-care for his past self, boosting his self-confidence for his current self, and manifesting the person he wants to become.
WHAT IS AN ALTAR TO THE SELF?
This temple can be created from a very wide variety of items, but most often includes things that are meaningful or attractive to the person. For me, this includes crystals, trinkets, bones, flowers and herbs, pictures or drawings, sigils, and salt or ash. My friend also has a little statue that represents him, self-affirmations, and a devotional jar of beads in his.
I was introduced to this idea as not just something to help improve my self-confidence, but also as a way of shaping my future self. Each crystal will have its own meaning or trait that I'm is hoping to embody, and I can move them closer or further away depending on what I need more in the moment.
And even if you didn't care for a spell like this, from a psychology standpoint, this absolutely seems like it could be a productive exercise--especially if you're a more visual person.
HOW TO MAKE THE ALTAR
For this I'll introduce two different methods, one that I employed, and one that my friend employed.
My method:
Start with your favorite color(s) and maybe even an aesthetic (like cottage-core, dark academia, etc.)
Choose items that represent those colors or aesthetics, for me this would be green, pink, or purple crystals, naturey trinkets, and drawings that combine the two
Include things of great importance to you, even if they don't fit in the aesthetic, and try to make them look right
Arrange everything in a visually appealing way (I'll give some examples of this later)
But what my friend did was kind of the opposite, building the altar from the top down with things that were important to him, and just making it look good from there.
You've probably noticed that I make a big deal about the visual appearance of this altar, which is on purpose. I believe that it is of great importance this altar is appealing to you, since it's supposed to represent you, and it's supposed to represent your interests. If you don't really care as much about things being artistic or aesthetic, that's okay! As long as you can look at it and go, "Yeah, that's the vibe, that's what I want for myself," then you've done it right.
You can also add things like sigils, salt, or ash for an added layer of protection or a "boost" to the magic aspect, which I've added to mine. I also really like bones and don't have anywhere else to put them, so I add those, and I'll throw in some lavender to the salt since that's my favorite herb to use in workings.
WHY CREATE AN ALTAR?
Have you ever felt tired of being subservient to the whims of some external force, of waiting for things to happen rather than getting to decide that for yourself? If you do, this might be for you.
And it's not that this is supposed to snub or push aside worship of actual deities (I mean it can but it doesn't have to), but add to it. Think about it, most of us already have a self-care routine, something sacred to us, that we may even dedicate to our gods. All this altar is meant to do is add to that, to create a holiness to self-love and self-care.
The ultimate purpose of this exercise is to manifest the things you want in life, to design your future self, and combat the helplessness many of us feel when things start to change. It's meant to feed your energy, to form a conduit between you and something physical (which is helpful for those of us that dissociate often).
It is not meant to feed some heretical "fuck you" to the gods or the universe, rather give these forces a framework or "checklist" of things you want. At the end of the day, this is more similar to a spell than making yourself a deity that you want other people to worship.
