Amber & Grace @silvermoxy - Tumblr Blog

messed up that you can literally be better and nicer in every way and the adventuring party will still be like "waaa its a shapeshifter waaaa the real whatstheirface would never say that" like ok maybe i am a picture perfect copy of your friend that i imprisoned beneath the earth and replaced when you werent looking. so what. maybe they were a cunt. maybe i thought youd appreciate an improved version of your friend. with awesome eldritch tendrils.

beardedmrbean

Sad Waluigi noises

stayatsam

if it’s not homoerotic whats the point

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Today I share with you bronze rats from the Meiji period.

snail-fever

a story about grief

song: world spins madly on by the weepies

uncanny-tranny

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

strayknight

my main issue with making aus is that i will also make sub aus. like the au but theres some different significant change or addition to it. and ill keep making these in my brain until theres like an entire ecosystem of them

#oh hey look it's me

animentality

aquilacalvitium

Write it badly or it'll never be written

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Please keep interacting with this post because when I come to tumblr to procrastinate, this shows up again in my notifications and guilts me into writing again

corvaud

I love canon low chaos Corvo who is kind of somewhat well-adjusted, but man. I've been REALLY loving high-chaos Corvo who is super fucked up and unhinged lately. And the combination of low-chaos Daud who's trying to do things differently because he's tired of killing x high-chaos Corvo who's so terrible and violent and bitter that it even unsettles Daud is so good. Toxic Knifecrow. Knifecrow where Daud knows that Corvo is a monster now and he's more Void and violence than man and he loves him anyway. Also, Emily who grows up thinking that the greatest act of love is the blood shed under her name from a father who just wants to protect her.

Idk I've just been really into gothic horror, psychological thrillers, and basically anything Macabre lately. I think watching NBC Hannibal is part of it lmao