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If you wanna follow the account Iām going to use from now on its Roaming-Retrospective thank you guys for everything
But I forgot my google acc password, google is being a dick and so now, I gotta abandon this acc.
Hey guys Iām abandoning this acc, but uh,, if we are close or you want to follow my other acc Iāll add you on it šš
u dumb if u drop someone whoās down for u 24/7
Ed thing
Either your shit is completely liquid, or youāre constantly blocked up. There is no inbetween
Maybe heās ordering a decaf because he has a heart condition, and youāre about to give him a heart attack and send him to the hospital.
Or maybe heās just ordering a decaf.
Maybe sheās ordering sugar free because sheās diabetic, and youāre about to put her six feet under.
Or maybe sheās just ordering sugar free,
Maybe theyāre ordering non-dairy because theyāre intolerant, and youāre about to ruin their day. Maybe theyāre allergic, and youāre about to sponsor an all black event in an open field.
Or maybe theyāre just ordering non-dairy.
Maybe they ordered gluten free because they canāt process it, and youāre about to destroy their digestive tract.
Or maybe theyāre just ordering gluten free.
Maybe theyāre ordering this way just because they donāt want the food, for whatever reason.
But are you willing to bet their life on it?
I donāt think half of you realize
How much I want to disappear.
How sick I am of the āI feelā āmoodā āsameā ājoin the clubā mentality.
I donāt think you realize that I want help. I need help.
And I donāt think Iām going to get it.
And I guess thatās okay, because I didnāt help myself once upon a time, and now that Iām doing the best that I can, I feel so degraded. So alone. So worthless and stupid.
And all that is going to happen by me posting this is that Iāll let a small bit of the tension go.
Think you eat too much to have a problem?
Many active people (women included) eat 3000+ calories a day and stay plenty lean.
The recommended daily calorie intake is 2000 for women and 2500 for men.
The recommended daily calorie intake for weight loss is 1500 for women and 2000 for men.
A 5-year-old needs about 1400 calories or more every day.
The minimum daily calorie intake for a long-term diet without medical supervision is 1200 for women and 1800 for men. Eating less than that eventually leads to starvation mode (a realāyes, realāstate of biological stress characterized by decreased metabolism, increased cortisol production, and heart, brain, organ, bone, and muscle damage).
A 2-year-old needs about 1000 calories or more every day.
Most people canāt even imagine eating 1000 calories in a day. Youāll get 1,357 Google results if you search for the exact phrase ā1000 calories is way too lowā or ā1000 calories is way too littleāā¦but youāll get even more results if you Google the same phrases for 1200 calories, because few people consider dipping below 1200.
A 3-digit daily calorie intake puts you at high risk for binge-eating, slowed metabolism, bone and muscle loss, nutritional deficiencies, gastrointestinal issues, infertility, hair loss, mood swings, and depression. Ohāand sudden death.
900 calories is less than what a completely sedentary, 5'0", 80 lb, 70-year-old woman burns daily (keeping in mind that your metabolism slows with age).
A very low calorie diet, also known as a starvation diet, is 800 calories a day or less. It is prescribed by doctors to obesity patients who need to lose weight quickly, is specially formulated to be nutritionally complete, and is monitored by medical professionals to prevent sudden cardiac arrest and death. It is considered an extreme diet.
600 calories a day or less is literal starvation.
500 calories is less than the daily calorie needs of the average 1-month-old.
400 calories is less than the daily calorie needs of the average newborn.
300 calories is less than what the adult brain alone burns every day.
-Mod Lia
I needed this because my limit is 200~300
as someone who ate 900 calories a day for a year, this is true. dont do that to yourself.
Remind me to never speak again. Or to get upset when something thatās said to me hurts. It isnāt a big deal and I need to learn to shut the fuck up, because right now Iām ruining everything because sometimes words hurt. Honestly why do I try? Iām shit. I donāt deserve anything and I know that. So why do I try to learn I deserve more, only to fuck up the good things. I wish I was different.
Iām getting guinea pigs soon
Thatās it. Thatās the post. Iām stoked.
Me: asks my mom for therapy because Iām super depressed
My mom 3 weeks later: sorry canāt afford to take you for help
Me: can I have my insurance info so I can find a doctor I like then?
Her: of course not silly who do you think you are? A human being with needs and rights?
Me: ope guess Iāll stress eat and then wanna kill myself because my ed and depression DEFINITELY ARENT ON THE SAME PAGE
An irrational ed thing
Me: *gains 5 pounds in the last 2 weeks*
My ed: this is why you havenāt done shit. This is why he doesnāt wanna kiss you or cuddle often. Youāre repulsive. Youāre vile. And he can see it. He doesnāt want you anymore because you gained. You shouldāve skipped that meal, even if you fasted a lot this week. Fuck you. Oh wait thatās exactly what you arenāt getting because you HAD TO FUCKING EAT. You know what else is your fault because you ate? That you canāt see a doctor. Youāre too heavy for their scale. Itās also your fault you canāt get a fucking job. Who would want your fat face being the first thing a customer sees representing their company? NO ONE.
Like damn ED didnāt know my ed was the source of all my problems, guess I just wonāt eat for awhile.
Itās starting to seem like,, Iām no longer wanted
psa
stop telling people with eds that weight lifting will make them bulky. it literally, scientifically cannot make you bigger if youre in a caloric deficit.
in fact, just doing cardio while losing weight has some really undesirable side effects, including:
loose, saggy skin
muscle atrophy
significant decrease in strength
decrease in metabolism speed due to muscle loss
lower energy levels
decrease in endurance strength
why wonāt it make me bigger, you ask? whereās the proof? well, itās in the science.
muscle cannot grow while in a caloric deficit, especially in one as extreme as we put ourselves in. while it can be strengthened and toned, it physically cannot grow without a surplus of calories. surplus meaning an extra 200-500 calories OVER your TDEE. if you ate this much and did weight training, you would see growth and a higher number on the scale. however, in a caloric deficit, you will only see a decrease in weight/body fat percentage and a higher lean muscle mass percentage, while looking smaller yet more tight and toned.
muscle also burns around 60% more calories per hour than fat does. that being, having more lean muscle mass than body fat will increase your BMR and your metabolism even while idle.
some benefits to weight training are:
increase in strength
increase in endurance
heightened metabolism
lower body fat percentage
higher energy levels
tight, āfittingā skin
boost in moods/emotional stability
TL;DR, cardio alone may burn lots of calories in the moment, but in the end will not give you the results you desire. pair daily cardio with frequent muscle training and you will achieve the tight, toned, and yet thin and small frame look youre going for, along with better moods, a higher metabolism, and various other benefits.
THIS is like my biggest pet peeve ever. People have no idea how much work and food it takes to actually gain muscle mass, especially for women. Like, you donāt accidentally just become ābulkyā and look like a professional body builder, so just stop worrying already.
When your partner is telling you they feel unwanted by you
Listen. Donāt say welcome to the club or make it feel like itās all their fault. That shit hurtes
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I used to think my ED was just about ābeing skinnyā
Simple. Just wanting to get thin. To be beautiful. To look like a ballerina, or a model. Thatās all I thought it was. So, so simple.
Right?
But recently Iāve come to realize- thatās not all this is about. Of course, wanting to be thin is part of it. A big part of it. But thereās more. Iām not just starving myself because I want to lose weight or because I want to be delicate or have prominent collarbones.
Iām starving myself because I want to be loved. But love doesnāt come free, and it so often seems like nobody will ever love me by choice. So I suppose, in a way, you could say that Iām forcing people to love me.
Iām forcing them to worry. To ask if Iāve eaten. If Iām okay. If I had breakfast, if I want their extra granola bar.
āAre you feeling sick?ā
āDo you need anything?ā
āYou should take care of yourself.ā
That is what Iām REALLY after. Tell me to eat. Tell me youāre worried about me. Tell me I matter, that I shouldnāt disappear. That Iām beautiful. That Iām wanted. Please tell me.
I need to hear it and this is the only way I know how.
wowā¦..
Damn..
Holy shit you actually put it in words
goddamn