he can admit that he had done very wrong in their relationship, but did she not remember that their relationship had gone on for more than two years as well ? he looked up at her as she spoke, the tears making their way to his chin, not caring if she saw him the way he was in that moment, there was nothing he could do other than listen to the girl he loved so much speak about how he treated her in their relationship, in the years that they spent together. he knew it, he had done wrong, and there was nothing he could do to take back those mistakes he regrets the most, but she won’t believe him even if he did speak about them. —— but an angry smirk grew on leionne’s face as she spoke of everything he had done, acting as if he was the only one that did any wrong in the relationship. ❛ you have the BALLS to tell me all this shit i had done that i did in the first six months of us dating, but let’s not forget how you went to a fucking party with my own best friend, how you told him that you didn’t even want to be with me anymore, how he’s much more attractive and you’d do anything to be with him than with me. — i don’t care how drunk you were that night, april seventeenth, if i remember correctly, he came to me laughing at how pathetic i was being for staying with a girl who didn’t even W A N T me !! or how about on november third, when ryder told me he had seen you at the library with some football player, making out, on the verge of fucking ??? ❜ leionne had gotten up from his position on the floor of her hotel suite, towering over the small petite female, his smirk still on his face as he spoke but the tears kept coming. ❛ don’t say it wasn’t you, i had gotten a picture of it, i know the color of your hair and no matter how red the other girls tried to get it like yours they never did, so no point in lying. ❜ he shook his head when she mentioned the key on the kitchen counter next to the pregnancy test, ❛ as for that, i wasn’t the one that put the key, nor the one who saw the pregnancy test on the kitchen counter, i had told ryder to leave it at our apartment because i had to leave as soon as possible, when i left you i didn’t know that i was leaving a baby girl behind, nor did i think i was going to be away for more two years. ❜ the smirk faded away, now a thin line replacing it, turning away from the girl, and pacing back and forth making himself prepared for telling her something he hasn’t been able to open up about. ❛ th-the reason i had left w-was because m-my m-m-mom… ❜ he shook his head reluctantly, beginning to sob loudly, he couldn’t speak of it, and it was going to be almost a year and two months since her death.
‘ i T R I E D !!! ‘ she yelled, closing her bedroom door and walking past him, wiping her tears, though knowing that they would keep coming even after that. ‘ i ------- i tried to get through to you, i tried HELPING you, and i kept coming back, and b a c k, but you refused to fuckin’ listen to me, so i gave up. ------ i did what i wanted, i did what the FUCK i wanted, because i was sick &’ tired of getting no attention from you, so i went to someone who actually would give me some. regardless of if it felt right. ------ i mean, you did the exact fuckin’ same. ‘ she chuckled, looking down &’ shaking her head, the tears not stopping, no matter how hard she wanted them to. ‘ you act like it was so damn e a s y to leave me. to HURT me in the w o r s t way. ‘ when he mentioned his mom, it was as if the entire universe had STOPPED. she stopped thinking about the past, looking up at him, her tears flowing fast, watching him sob was OVERWHELMING her, to see him sad was the worst thing in her eyes, because she knew he meant it. ‘ i ------ i know, leionne. ‘ she rubbed her lips, biting down on her lower one as she continued. ‘ r ------- ryder came down, a few months ago. h ------ he told me. -------- he told me everything. ‘ she stopped for a few seconds, closing her eyes and sniffling, sobbing softly. she remembered his mom, how NICE she was, and every time her and leionne would break up, his mom would call her &’ say how much of an idiot he was to let her go, that she loved her, and she knew they would get back together. she said they were that ONE couple that always would. and then she would see her again a couple days later. and adelyn was frantic when she found out she had been gone for a year, and she never knew. ‘ leionne, when i found OUT, ‘ she closed her eyes for a second, trying to recover herself, sniffling. ‘ when i found out, everything ------ everything that you did, all the LYING, cheating, leaving, it just, left. ------ i was HEARTBROKEN, when i found out. and all i wanted was to be there. i wanted to hold you, i wanted to tell you that it was going to be okay, and that i WASNT going anywhere beca ------ because i ------- ‘ she gathered up everything she had in her, her body shaking softly, TERRIFIED of what she wanted to say, and what needed to be said. ‘ because i LOVE you. i do, and i have T R I E D, God, i have tried so hard not to, i have tried to just ------ MASH you down, and put you in a box. i wanted to tell myself that i didn’t care, and to move you to my p a s t, and MOVE on. i’ve dated other people, i’ve tried, but i CANT, leionne, i can’t ------ because EVERY time i’m so close, and i think i’ve moved on --------- you’re there. ‘ ---------- ‘ you’re ALWAYS there. ------- and i can’t do anything about it. ‘ she shrugged, rubbing her lips together and smiling a weak smile. ‘ i’m sorry. ------- i -------- i know it’s not what you wanted to hear. ‘
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