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March 20, 2016

I don't even know what's going on right now. I've been on autopilot since Wednesday and I keep having shaking attacks and I almost got some in school on Thursday which was awful. I've talked to him a little everyday since Wednesday night but shit it feels so weird. He's kinda being a dick and I don't know what to do and I don't even think he knows what's going on. I literally just want to run my head into a fucking wall and get hugs from him but I can't...I fucking can't. I keep hearing my phone going off and getting that heart racing feeling that it's going to be a text from him and it's not and holy shit I hurt. I hurt so bad. I've spent so many months talking to this kid almost every day and literally since Columbus day I haven't talked to him for a total of 2 days and that was only because I was grounded. Like what the fuck. He's my best friend and this shouldn't feel weird but it fucking does and I knew this kid would break me bit I didn't know it'd be this soon. I should be doing productive homework shit but I can't. I don't know...

#sincerely_aed

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themysteryoftheunknownuniverse

I was actually so surprised that Deadpool was rated 16′s in Ireland

January 31, 2016

I am from what I always knew I am from chaos filled with laughter and loss I am from loud nights Ending with shouts slamming doors that leave cracks in ceilings And silent crying I am from years of not knowing What the fuck is going on in my mind Nights spent over thinking Days spent numb and in a blur An endless cycle of not being sure I am from nights of hoping and praying just to be happy again even if only for a moment I want to feel enjoyment I am from family dinners filled with too much food just enough giggles stories of the old days in a crowded dining room I am from music healing making us forget about the shit we do bringing out what I thought was lost I am from what I always knew

#1:30 am #sincerely_aed

Me: *tears streaming down my face as I shake uncontrollably*

Me: Who me??? I don't care!!! We're all good haha!!!

the-taintedtruth

Marry someone who lets you drink their juice, even after you said you weren’t thirsty. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies all day with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who still puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you already know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soulmate, your lover, your best friend.

(via missyourlaugh)

suicide-is-my-father

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jimmyneuteredtron

Kim Pastabowl

#my childhood

zoeylonely

I love you even when you dont love yourself.

something that will never change (via zoeylonely)

January 14, 2016

I really need a nap and some cuddles...within an hour i told both of my parents kind of big news. I felt like shit up until like an hour ago, but now it’s slightly better I guess

#meh

just-six

You can’t wash off these scars.

six word story // chi-wow-wait-what (via just-six)

hikingdreams

dariamorgandabber

Someone with a social anxiety disorder will never get tired of hearing you say:

“I’m here for/with you” “I like you” “I love you” “I value you as a person” “Your opinions matter to me” “I’ll go with you if it’s too scary” “No matter what your anxiety tells you I’m not going anywhere” “Your feelings are valid”

Especially when they’re anxious Especially when they’re anxious Especially when they’re anxious

Even if you’ve already said it. Say it again. And again. Please. Cause it may seem silly to someone without S.A.D., but it’s actually really reassuring to be reminded of having support even if we were just reminded last week, or last month, or yesterday. It’s important. Really important. Cause the anxiety will often lead us to feel alone, unloved, like the person might go away if we share our feelings, even when we know it’s not true. It’s a million times easier to be convinced by someone else than by our own anxious brains sometimes.

This has been a PSA.

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Also don’t get annoyed when they need the reinsurance. They do believe you but their mind tricks them that what you said isn’t true when they truly know it is, they just can’t control it.

teaftoreo-blog

“I don’t care about how much you drink, I don’t care if you’re scared of the whole world and panic at the sight of a fucking spider. I don’t care how fucked up you are. Maybe I like how fucked up you are. Maybe I’m a little fucked up, too.”

brad to tris (a beautiful tradley fanfic we don’t have to be alone)

i think the world should know how beautiful this fic is.

p.s. whoever know the author’s tumblr, tell me pls.

(via teaftoreo)

#lowkey me and luke