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INDEPENDENT SELECTIVE & private A M A R A from the vampire diaries ( penned & loved by lisa. )

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Amara rolled her eyes when silas argued his case, poorly, might she add. “And what made you think I don’t want to cuddle?” She paused, as though she were in thought. “hmm, you’re the one who wanted to keep your distance and I’m not so sure I’m in the mood to cuddle anymore.” She matched his pout, turning her body away from him slightly.

Silas shrugged, he was teasing her. He was definitely not afraid of Amara’s occasional biting. As she turned slightly away from him, he laid himself down on the bed beside her. He, however, turned himself on his side to face her. He slipped his arm under one of the pillows and pressed his cheek against it. “Hey there Ms. Grumpy Gills.” he reached out to tickle her side whilst using a teasing tone.

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Sure, Amara was a biter. and she didn’t hear Silas complain any other time. She could see silas move in the corner of her eye and pursed her lips feeling silas presence on the bed beside her. she tried to hold in the snicker when he began to tickle her. “No, I won’t cuddle with someone who compared me to a ball on a chain.” she moves slightly, turning more to her side to hide her face. “And I’m not grumpy, you’re just being mean.”

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“Someone has way too much time on their hands.” Amara remarked playfully, inquiring a brow in amusement. “That depends entirely on you.”

“No, I don’t. Pft.” Silas crossed his arms over his chest. He most certainly did but sometimes he pretended he had a busy schedule to get out of social interactions. Unless it involved fancy food and liquor. “It’s raining cats and dogs outside and I just want to cuddle.” he pouted quite childishly.

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Amara rolled her eyes when silas argued his case, poorly, might she add. “And what made you think I don’t want to cuddle?” She paused, as though she were in thought. “hmm, you’re the one who wanted to keep your distance and I’m not so sure I’m in the mood to cuddle anymore.” She matched his pout, turning her body away from him slightly.

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“Chain chomp?” Amara repeated, chuckling almost instantly. “Are you afraid I’m going to eat you up? Maybe I’ve got something else in mind.”

“Yep. That little chomping chain ball from Mario Bros. That’s you.” Silas shot her a dimpled smile. “What do you have in mind? And does it involve biting me?”

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“Someone has way too much time on their hands.” Amara remarked playfully, inquiring a brow in amusement. “That depends entirely on you.”

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“What a shame.” She sighed for affect. “It’s quite COZY here too.” She suggested lightly.

“It looks very cozy.” he agreed, “But I don’t wanna fall victim to Chain Chomp.”

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“Chain chomp?” Amara repeated, chuckling almost instantly. “Are you afraid I’m going to eat you up? Maybe I’ve got something else in mind.”

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She raises a brow slightly, careful not to spark any suspicion in Silas that she was being anything other than serious. “Are you sure?”   

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He pressed his lips together and squinted his eyes. “Uh huh.” he nodded. 

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“What a shame.” She sighed for affect. “It’s quite COZY here too.” She suggested lightly.

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Guys, just pick a club, okay? - Not “Okay”!

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When Amara rolled her eyes, he furrowed his eyebrows and pressed his lips tightly together. Silas was at loss. He figured she would remain upset about the whole engagement being kept a secret from her. Obviously, he didn’t seem like a best friend if he didn’t tell her of all people he and Tessa were getting married. “Yes. Best friend.” he repeated in attempt to solidify his statement. There was no way he would stop, not until she fully forgave him. She meant so much to him.

As she apologized, he hushed her quietly and shook his head. She had no reason to apologize. “You don’t have to apologize, ‘mara.” he said softly. “I overreacted. You had every right to feel the way you did. It was just –” he paused, “I wanted everything to be perfect. I wanted you to be happy for us.” Because if she was happy for him, maybe he’d believe he was happy too. At the moment, he wasn’t sure but he was scared to say it aloud. 

He fell caught up in his thoughts, absentmindedly staring at the cup of tea sitting on the coffee table until he heard her ask if she could borrow something more comfortable of his to wear. “Of course, yes.” Silas stood up from the edge of the couch as she began sitting up. “Steady. You don’t want to faint.” he laughed softly, leaning forward to help her sit up at ease. “Hey, wait up. I still need to get your clothes. Do you need help with that?” he asked, watching her struggle with her dress’ zipper. 

Silas disappeared into his room to grab a pair of grey sweatpants and his Manchester United t-shirt. He stepped into the living room again holding the clothing in his arms and setting the clothes on the couch’s armrest before moving behind her to help her with her zipper, “There you go. And here you go.” he handed her the shirt so she could put it on. 

She should’ve seen this coming. Maybe she wanted to avoid it altogether. it was inevitable that they’d all grow up, settle down and marry and have a family someday but she wished time would slow down so that she could appreciate the moments passed, the good and the bad      everything in between. Now, she’s not sure she can support this union between two people she loved most in this world. 

“I’m not   “ there’s a small pause before continuing. “   not happy for you.” a soft sigh departs. regret. shame. guilt. heartache. all stirring in the pit of her stomach. who’s in the wrong and who’s in the right? A question lingered in the back of her mind. whether she should ask. should she, shouldn’t she? guess it didn't really matter with alcohol in her system. She’d forget most of this in the morning. “But are you happy? this wedding business kind of came out of nowhere and i don’t know.. Do you think that..” ‘ STOP! ‘ begged her thoughts. “Can you make Tessa happy? Could she make you happy?” it stings to wonder if somebody else could make him happy, happier than he’d ever been with her even if all they’ve ever been is friends. it’s another thing to actually hear it from him. 

She waited for Silas to return from his room back into the living room and Amara quietly thanked him after he undid her zipper. assuming Silas had adverted his eyes elsewhere for the moment, she began to undress slipping on the shirt he let her borrow, the shirt meeting just above her knees. “All done.” She said, placing strands of hair behind both ears. “How do i look?” tone implied no reply is necessary with a gentle chuckle. more of an observation, a means to lighten up the mood a little. also, this wouldn’t be the first time she’s had to crash at his place and borrow his shirts. 

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She raises a brow slightly, careful not to spark any suspicion in Silas that she was being anything other than serious. “Are you sure?”