“My weapon is dependability.”

Canon / AU Independent Koushi Sugawara blog 21+ Sometimes NSFW Multi-Ship Semi Selective (Mutuals only & Canon character interactions only!)

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Send💧to find my Muse crying and trying to hide it!

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sukishima:

“Ah… it’s some sort of test, but I thought this style might end up better than leaving my hair as it is. When it gets a bit longer and poofy, it makes me look a bit too tame.” Which apparently was not the image he wished to project. “Since it is useless to spend any hair products on a class day, the weekend was a perfect excuse. Above all this outing.” He certainly planned this ahead.

“Fine. You’re right. I heard you every night in my dreams, Koushi.” He chuckled lightly. White Day was nothing he possibly could have let go by without doing something special.

“…but dreams can’t compare to reality. Oh how much I love you.” Just standing there, looking at each other, the simplest act has his heart swell.

“If you will join me~” In one swift, fluid movement, he is out of his chair, pulling his companion’s out for him to sit. “I’ve gone all-out.” After all, this is one of the few instances he can go all out with his older companion. Koushi very rarely lets himself be treated since the elders should be the one taking care of their precious kouhai.

“Hm, you’re right. We wouldn’t want people thinking that you were tame, your rebel persona must stay intact.” Koushi wasn’t able to keep his expression completely serious, the words were just too amusing to him. He gently reached up to touch the hairstyle, careful not to mess it up in anyway.

“I think that it’s very fitting for you. It makes you look mature and sophisticated. Not that you aren’t those things.” He fixed his collar out of habit. The two of them held eye contact and Koushi felt the familiar swoon take over his chest. Hearing Kei say he loved him always had this effect.

“I love you too. And I promise to continue visiting you in your dreams, but I’ll also make more time on the reality pane to.” He winked at him, before taking his arm to follow him through the doors of the restaurant. He leaned his head against the other’s shoulder, it was nice to be treated.

“I’m sure you have.”

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sukishima:

“Sad? Because of you?” He gives a puzzled blink. “I think it would be sadder if I had never known you.” He laughed lightly. “After all, when I think about the knowledge and stories we’ve shared.. no one else can possibly have me as interested as you do, Koushi.” He raises the hand he hols to his lips, kissing the back of it, feeling skin not unlike his own under his lips.

Of course, he knew they could never love each other as two humans would, but if he ever felt sad, this is what he would tell himself: not having known him would indeed be sadder.

“I’ll never feel sad because of you, and I should know better than to expect a normal love. If by loving you mean we have to mate… then I might have a better chance looking at how fish do it, hmm?” He muses. “Who knows, it might be possible somehow. No other human can possibly have looked this far into mermaids and mermans…”

“Your words are endearing, but I can’t help myself but dread over the idea that I could be holding you back. We have two different worlds separating us, and as great as it is there the opportunity to teach each other has presented itself, it is still.. worrisome. Imagine what could happen if we were caught together..” Koushi  continued to rub his thumb over his cheek as he spoke to him, dewy eyes unable to look away from his features.

“Ha.. You do make me laugh.” He replaced the look of sorrow with a smile, pushing a small kiss to the corner of his mouth.  Perhaps there was some way, it could be something that he could look into.

“I’m glad you’re being so optimistic with me, Kei. You make me feel like we could figure it out no matter what.”

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sukishima:

“How can we not wind up with each other, hmm?” The blond’s lips curled into a fond smile that mirrored his companion’s. He could only vaguely picture the future, but one thing was for certain: they were together within a blur of bliss.

As they settled more comfortably within their expertly makeshift of a nest, the other’s fingers slipped upon his features. “Koushi…” It definitely felt powerful that feeling. It kept sweeping him off his feet over and over, just like this kiss… “You did just tell me, but… I want to hear it again~”

Koushi exhaled lightly, the world felt closed off to the two of them right now surrounded by all these blankets and the warmth. He could stay like this for a long time if it was even allowed, listening to the sound of Kei’s heart beating, feeling his soft skin flush against his touch. He had his forehead gently pressed to the others as he spoke to him, stealing all the kisses that he could. He smiled and spoke against his lips.

“You are gorgeous, Kei. I can never take my eyes off of you.” He purred, hands raking through his hair before wrapping around his middle to pull him closer.

[vaememes]

° • ———— THE MIST SENTENCE STARTERS.

’ It wasn’t my fault! ’ ’ I just want you to know that it’s okay… ’ ’ I just want you to know that it’s okay… being scared. ’ ’ And, well, if you need a friend, someone to talk too… ’ ’ I have a friend. God, up above. ’ ’ Don’t you condescend me. ’ ’ You don’t mock me. ’ ’ The day I need a friend like you, I’ll just have myself a little squat and shit one out. ’ ’ That’s not what I was doing. ’ ’ He’s/she’s a fucking kid. He’s/she’s supposed to be stupid. ’ ’ What’s your excuse? ’ ’ With lines like these, I don’t know how good it is. ’ ’ I guess we’ll have to make do. ’ ’ So… any boogeymen? ’ ’ You got that kid killed, and I got his fucking blood on me! ’ ’ We have to tell them. ’ ’ We have to stop them from going outside. ’ ’ We have to tell them. The people in the market. ’ ’ They won’t believe us. ’ ’ I’m not sure I believe it, and I was here. ’ ’ What we saw was impossible. ’ ’ You know that, don’t you? ’ ’ What we saw was impossible. You know that, don’t you? ’ ’ What do we say? How do we… convince them? ’ ’ We gotta discuss how we’re going to stop that thing from getting in here. ’ ’ What do you mean getting in? We shut the loading door. ’ ’ Yeah, but the entire front of the store is plate glass. ’ ’ You can’t convince some people there’s a fire even when their hair is burning. ’ ’ Denial is a powerful thing. ’ ’ What are you saying? What are you proposing? ’ ’ If we all prepare… to meet our maker… ’ ’ Oh, prepare to meet shit! ’ ’ How about if your ass prepares to meet my size ten work boot! ’ ’ The end of times has come. Not in flames, but in mist. ’ ’ If you hit me again, if you dare, you’ll be on your knees. ’ ’ You’ll be on your knees to me before this is through. ’ ’ Now listen people. We are experiencing some kind of disaster. ’ ’ I don’t know whether it’s man-made or natural. ’ ’ I do know that it’s definitely not supernatural. ’ ’ The only way we’re going to help ourselves is to seek rescue. ’ ’ We’re going out. ’ ’ I’m not discussing this any further. ’ ’ I know. I just want to ask a favor. ’ ’ Tie this around your waist. ’ ’ It’ll let us know you at least got three hundred feet. ’ ’ Sure there’s no way I can talk you out of this? ’ ’ There’s nothing out there. Nothing in the mist. ’ ’ What if you’re wrong? ’ ’ I guess… the joke will be on me afterall. ’ ’ You don’t have much faith in humanity, do you? ’ ’ People are basically good; decent. ’ ’ I can’t accept that. ’ ’ Sure, as long as the machines are working and you can dial 911. ’ ’ You throw people in the dark, you scare the shit out of them - no more rules. ’ ’ I had you in school, didn’t I? ’ ’ Like uh, how they… they thought that there were other dimensions. ’ ’ You know, other… other worlds all around us. ’ ’ Well maybe your window turned out to be a door. Isn’t it? ’ ’ They must’ve ripped a hole through by accident. ’ ’ That’s how their world keeps on spilling through into ours. ’ ’ I didn’t understand half of it. ’ ’ Well, we gave it a good shot. ’ ’ Nobody can say we didn’t. ’ ’ I really don’t want you running all over the place. ’ ’ You gotta come look at… the boathouse smashed. ’ ’ Well, you’re a local - any idea what they do up there? ’ ‘ I’m sure you’ve heard the stories. ’ ’ You know, real reliable stuff. ’ ’ Motherfucker! Aw, shit! Motherfucker! Cocksucker! ’ ’ We have Judas in our midst! ’ ’ I wouldn’t have done that if there had been any other way. ’ ’ Shut up, you miserable buzzard! ’ ’ They do it in the Bible, don’t they? ’ ’ Stoning people who piss you off is perfectly okay. ’ ’ Welcome to Sesame Street, kids. Today’s word is ‘expiation’. ’ ’ It appears we may have a problem of some magnitude. ’ ’ What do you know about this mist? ’ ’ I don’t know, man, I’ve got nothing to do with it. ’ ’ How was I supposed to know what you meant? ’ ’ You should’ve said what you meant better! ’ ’ I’ll call the studio when the phones get back up. ’ ’ What choice do they have? ’ ’ How did you two always manage to make me laugh? ’ ’ You have incredibly low standards. ’ ’ Don’t go out there! There’s something in the mist! ’ ’ You want me to report you? You want to lose your job? ’ ’ Look, I’m gonna be taking down names, starting with you. ’ ’ And in the mean time, shut the fuck up and listen. ’ ’ As a species we’re fundamentally insane. ’ ’ Why do you think we invented politics and religion? ’ ’ We got you now, you sorry son of a bitch! ’ ’ That’s what we get for not fixing that roof when we should’ve. ’ ’ Well, you take that up with the Devil when you run into him. ’ ’ You just chat it over at your leisure. ’ ’ Want another reason to get the hell out of here? ’ ’ I’d like to leave before people start drinking the Kool-Aid. ’ ’ Put more than two of us in a room, we pick sides and start dreaming up reasons to kill one another. ’

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“I’m not just here for good days. I’m here for the bad ones, too.”

“I.. I know, Kei. It’s just difficult. I hate feeling like I’mdragging you down with my emotions..” Koushi rubbed his eyes, before switchingto his temples. He hated when he got so overwhelmed, juggling everything wassusually something he handled just fine but lately, it was all so much and hefelt like he barely even got to see Kei. As much as he would focus on the ringaround his finger when he felt they were distant, sometimes it just wasn’tenough.

“I’m.. I’m really sorry. I don’t want our day off togetherto be like this.”

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sukishima:

“You look so handsome with your hair slicked back like that, I almost thought you were Kei from the future.” Koushi teased him, unable to help himself. He’d never seen him with his hair gelled back, he really was dashing. He moved to tap his fingers against the other’s check, clicking his tongue gently.

“Forget the voice of your promised? I don’t believe that for a moment.” He smiled, his own face adorning a blush as well. It’d been too long, Kei was right. Even if they were in the same city now, it didn’t keep them from being busy. Juggling their studing, classes and relationship was such a struggle, they both were aware.

“Thank you so much for setting something up. I missed you as well, of course.” He gave him a small kiss, leaning back for a moment to admire him once more and then lock eyes with him.

“Shall we?”

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sukishima:

Of course he knew. The two of them had gotten comfortable with each other enough to make jests about their company. A light grin was given, arm thrown to protect himself in vain from the splashes, droplets raining down on him before his companion settled in his lap, amber eyes drawn by the moving tail. Koushi was either pleased or restless or both.

“Yes, you were the most stunning of blurry outlines I had ever seen~” He purred, running a hand through wet strands of silver hair. A soft smile crept onto his features, feeling the heart beating under his fingertips.

How many times had he kept himself from diving in the water? It was enough, wasn’t it, if they could kiss, with their hearts beating in time to the other’s…

Koushi’s eyes were half lidded as his hair was gently played with, his head lulled to the side to embrace the touch. It was incredibly how he could feel so at ease, yet so antsy. He wondered if this would truly be enough, simple touches and sea salt kisses. He couldn’t give Kei what a lover of his own kind could, this was clear to him. His eyes lowered, holding the male’s hand tighter in his own.

“I don’t.. ever want you to feel sad because of me, Kei.” He told him in a soft tone, his chest felt like it had twisted. It felt like it was something impossible to avoid.

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sukishima:

It had grown deep, and would yet grow deeper. He knew it would… because it did not stop growing. Every day, every hour, every minute… with every word the other said, it was growing into a deeper feeling.

“Right. It’ll be okay…”He gives a light kiss to the other’s lips and drinks some more cider. “…I know I’ll miss you when you’re in university… but… just as I know that, I also know… we’ll be okay.” No one else will ever have his heart. They have each others’.

Once the cake has vanished and only a few droplets of the drink are left in the glasses, the two slowly, lazily moved to the bed. They had all the time in the world tonight…

“I have faith too. All the waiting will be worth it if we wind up with each other in the end, right?” Koushi smile sweetly as he spoke to him, confirming the other’s words. He almost didn’t even want to move, so at ease against his boyfriend, whispering about stars and each other. Finally, they pushed themselves back up, gathered the things and crawled back into the window. Koushi took a moment setting down the cups and plates and folding up the blankets quickly, before he approached his beloved and gently took his face in his hand.

“Hm.. I’ve told you that you are beautiful, right?” He grinned broadly, leaning up on the tips of his toys to kiss the other tenderly.

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aobaace:

Akane smiled at the compliment. A lot of people who went to school with her thought that her daddy was scary and big. But they just didn’t understand that he was just shy, like Jelly. Akane picked up her soft friend. Waving his fluffy flaps at Sugawara and said very softly, “Hello.”

She set him down once Jelly introduced himself and folded the paper in half. Lips pulled into a nervous frown as she tried to pay attention and focus on his directions.

“We’re going to make some little fishy friends for you, Jelly..” Koushi’s smile beamed as Akane spoke for her stuffed friend, she really was too cute and it was moments like this that made Koushi want to be a nanny in the first place. Interactions as such made him remember what it was like to be a child.

“Great, you’re doing good. Now, we’re going to fold these two corners, to make some fins.” Koushi showed her slowly, neatly folding the fins.

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Platonic fluff meme!

SENTENCE STARTERS

“I know you’ve been feeling down lately, so I thought I’d keep you company for a while.” “Do you wanna talk about it or should we just snuggle?” “Listen… I’m here for you.” “Hey, guess who loves you? It’s me!” “I love you more than I love [favourite thing].” “I could hug you all day.” “Nobody fucks with my friends. Except me. But that’s different.” “Hey, I bought you something.” “Hey, I made you something.” “You did this for me? Thankyou!” “You’re my friend, I’m not going to leave you.” “I’m not just here for good days. I’m here for the bad ones, too.” “They don’t like you because they don’t know you like I do.” “Don’t worry about it, I’ll take care of it.” “You’re my favourite person.” “Have I ever told you how great you are?” “Do you want to do something together? To take your mind off of it?” “Look, even my parents love you. You’re amazing.” “I’m freezing, hold me.”

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OOC.

Hey guys, I’ve been super busy lately because I have to finish up some cosplays for this coming weekend XvX

I’ll try to be active through the week, but there’s a good chance I won’t be responding to anything until after next weekend. 

This goes for @caalico, @actualstrongest & @hihitoka as well

[higelaw]

Happy Valentines day!! here i am with this super crack ship because im trash

[hyodo]

“am i a bundle of nerves? maybe i am, maybe i’m not – i can’t really tell. but what i do know is that my head is completely clear, and i am well aware of what i need to accomplish here.”

for my dear tas!

[hmniay]

[manganimae]

Asahi, go!