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[sinikkoako]

To the Girl I had lunch with today.

Damn It. It's been a little less than 4 years since we first met. Since I fell head over heels in love with you. and I HATE IT. I hate that any time you look at me I feel oh so freaking AWESOME. I hate that every second of every minute of every hour that I spend with you, I have to exercise a supreme amount of self-control just to hold my enthusiasm at being able to spend time with you. I hate that you've blocked me from FB messaging you (but then again maybe I deserve that) I hate that I'm still reading your blog(which you made me follow years ago) when all I read about are all the other guys you have crushes on and how they never see how AWESOME and DELIGHTFUL you are (If not sometimes a bit cranky and sassy.. maybe get a little more sleep sometimes huh? oh right, we're graduating so sleep's outta the picture ;) I hate how every time you talk to me about your feelings and your dreams and your plans I can't help but wonder if I'm ever more than a tiny part of them. I HATE ALL THESE THINGS

because I know you're still in love with him....

your constantly always

your boy

I hate how you're tearing yourself apart just to carve a space in his life for you when there are OH SO MANY people (I'm not just talking about me here) who would kill for the chance to see you. The real you. All the jeje parts. The sassy parts. The singing parts. The insecure parts. I (Okay now I'm talking about me here) would personally like to see all of them. Because from what I've seen so far, you are UNDENIABLY AWESOME. and that's no just because I'm hopelessly, madly, irretrievably in love with you (DAMN IT Now I said It)

In any case, I don't foresee that you'll ever be able to read this blog. Maybe that's why I'm writing it. I'm too scared to say these things out loud to you because I know I'll be rejected again like the last time. I know that you only have a limited space in your life for me and I'm good with that. I'd rather be your friend than be nothing in your life.

But if someday you do read this. I hope that you realize how AWESOME a lot of people think you are. How you're one of the best friends any person can ask for. How ANY guy even your constantly always would be oh so insanely lucky to have you with him by his side. And when you do, even if the guy's not me I hope you'd still have time to grab some tapsilog at that place you were telling me about earlier and tell me about it

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Just when I thought Grover, Percy, Tyson and Annabeth would be together again in The Son of Neptune and kick-ass............

[sinikkoako]

a-haymitch-bernathy:

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I wish I had a pen like this one!! Never gets lost ;) and the most fun part? It's Deadly ;))) wahahahaha XD

(Ω)

[sinikkoako]

Jimi Hendrix ;))))

Justin Bieber fans: OMGZZZ Justin Bieber iz a musical genius!!!!!!

Jimi Hendrix: lol

Matt Bellamy: lol

Janis Joplin: lol

Chris Wolstenholme: lol

Brian Haner: lol

Matt Sanders: lol

Jonathan Seward: lol

Michael Jackson: lol

Kurt Cobain: lol

Ashley Purdy: lol

Axl Rose: lol

Bob Marley: lol

Patrick Stump: lol

Gerard Way: lol

Frank Iero: lol

Ray Toro: lol

Mikey Way:lol

Billie Joe Armstrong: lol

Mike Dirnt: lol

Tré Cool: lol

Amy Lee: lol

Paul McCartney: lol

George Harrison: lol

John Lennon: lol

Ringo Starr: lol

Elton John: lol

David Bowie: lol

Ozzy Osbourne: Who the fuck is Justin Bieber?

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[sinikkoako]

COOLIO!!!!!

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[sinikkoako]

Leave!!!!

[-theperfectmistake]

[sinikkoako]

Never settle down.....

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[sinikkoako]

chickenchopsocky:

alskdjaskldmaklsd WHAT IS FUCKINH AIR? xD Glasses don’t make you smarter little fella xD 

What an idiot.

LOL HAHAHAHAHA XD

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Muggles are not able to REBLOG this.

[sinikkoako]

REBLOG this to prove you are not a Muggle.

[sinikkoako]

Why Bully?

Well according to this movie I saw and from a little personal experience I think these are the top 4 reasons why people bully.

1. Underneath all their male bravado is an insecure little girl making people feel bad about themselves just so they can feel good.

2. Like our ancestor, the caveman. The Bully's brain is tiny therefore he is unable to use self control and gives in to violent fits of rage.

3. They are constantly suffering the anxiety of not being able to fulfill their parents or other people's expectations of them hence they vent their frustrations on people smaller and weaker than them

4. They have small wieners!! hehehehe this kinda fits in reason no.1 but you know what I mean.

You see? Bullies are also people like us. Well not really like us but they are people. If we where in their shoes there is no guarantee that we would not behave exactly as they do now. So let's not be too hard on them. Don't resent the things that they do to you, resent the circumstances responsible for them being a bully. I'm not saying that we should be blindly kicked around by them, Rather we should try to understand them and maybe we might just save them out of the mess that got them to become the way they are or at least lessen the suffering that they feel inside because as people they know that you suffer no one really thinks of himself as evil they are like us too created by God capable of love and understanding if you think you can convince them of that fact then go and do so you'll be doing all the other people he will definitely bully without your help. But most of all you'll be helping him and he will be grateful to you for the rest of his life for helping him realize his true potential and helping him become a better person in life. But if you don't think you can do it then at least try but be cautious (especially if bully is categorized in reason # 2) and remember that even if you didn't make that much difference in his life you at least tried to show them a life better than  theirs now.

[sinikkoako]