hey so... I was supposed to make this post days ago, however I got caught up with stuff + some things, so I figured I'll announce it here; I'm moving blogs. (moving to @dolcieri, long reason + apology below)
crazy, right? I've only had sinteiro/sinterio (hah) for a good few months, and yet I feel like I should end this era. I consider this era my crashout girl (gn) era, since some of you guys probably knew me as the old me who came back unannounced haha. but, I do want to share why I'm moving blogs, and this time, announcing it properly:
I want to apologize.
I came back to Tumblr as the person who ran away from a collab event, who ghosted my partner and thought I can start anew. I deleted my alt discord (the one I use for fandom interaction specifically) and I disappeared for months under a new alias. I never wrote since then, because I felt so guilty writing for that fandom. Sure, I had declining mental health while juggling more serious problems, however I felt like I could've done better. I could've approached that person, tell them that I cannot finish my piece, and just apologized. But I didn't. This person made the art already, that damage has been done.
That person was @susujelly, and I was scared of ever re-interacting with them after that. I would want to apologize for leaving you hanging from that event, wasting the hours you spent on that artwork. I liked it, I really did, I just let my saboteur get the better of me.
I still have that draft. I still kept it, and it's fine if you don't want to see the final product. I understand, heck, even if we don't interact at all. I just wanted to apologize before December hits, yk?
I wanted the end of this month to be all about thanksgiving. I wanted this announcement to all be about thanksgiving. Although, I cannot bring myself to ever move on without addressing this first.
I created sinteiro as a new alias, to hopefully move on. That didn't work, and now I've shared more of my personal life on this account. I keep going back to the past, not realizing that I should move on.
So I am.
I am resigning this account. I am apologizing not as my current alias, but as eden (from arrowmance / romcomeon).
Now, I just want to do what I love with all of you; to write and be unapologetically aesthetic. I realized that fandom, despite my many mishaps, is something that I'll always come back to. Whether it be revisiting my old one or trying something new, writing is and will forever be a part of me.
Again, I just want to thank you all for being here with me. For supporting me, for being wonderful friends, for your works, talent, for all you've done. Thank you, truly, I would've never been comfortable enough to share my works without you all. To share a part of me without you all.
Which is why I, echo von sinteiro, proclaims that this account and its respective writing blog (@feathered-archive) be put to a rest.
Thank you all for reading. I love you all.
want to continue this journey with me? find me now at @dolcieri !
hey so... I was supposed to make this post days ago, however I got caught up with stuff + some things, so I figured I'll announce it here; I'm moving blogs. (moving to @dolcieri, long reason + apology below)
crazy, right? I've only had sinteiro/sinterio (hah) for a good few months, and yet I feel like I should end this era. I consider this era my crashout girl (gn) era, since some of you guys probably knew me as the old me who came back unannounced haha. but, I do want to share why I'm moving blogs, and this time, announcing it properly:
I want to apologize.
I came back to Tumblr as the person who ran away from a collab event, who ghosted my partner and thought I can start anew. I deleted my alt discord (the one I use for fandom interaction specifically) and I disappeared for months under a new alias. I never wrote since then, because I felt so guilty writing for that fandom. Sure, I had declining mental health while juggling more serious problems, however I felt like I could've done better. I could've approached that person, tell them that I cannot finish my piece, and just apologized. But I didn't. This person made the art already, that damage has been done.
That person was @susujelly, and I was scared of ever re-interacting with them after that. I would want to apologize for leaving you hanging from that event, wasting the hours you spent on that artwork. I liked it, I really did, I just let my saboteur get the better of me.
I still have that draft. I still kept it, and it's fine if you don't want to see the final product. I understand, heck, even if we don't interact at all. I just wanted to apologize before December hits, yk?
I wanted the end of this month to be all about thanksgiving. I wanted this announcement to all be about thanksgiving. Although, I cannot bring myself to ever move on without addressing this first.
I created sinteiro as a new alias, to hopefully move on. That didn't work, and now I've shared more of my personal life on this account. I keep going back to the past, not realizing that I should move on.
So I am.
I am resigning this account. I am apologizing not as my current alias, but as eden (from arrowmance / romcomeon).
Now, I just want to do what I love with all of you; to write and be unapologetically aesthetic. I realized that fandom, despite my many mishaps, is something that I'll always come back to. Whether it be revisiting my old one or trying something new, writing is and will forever be a part of me.
Again, I just want to thank you all for being here with me. For supporting me, for being wonderful friends, for your works, talent, for all you've done. Thank you, truly, I would've never been comfortable enough to share my works without you all. To share a part of me without you all.
Which is why I, echo von sinteiro, proclaims that this account and its respective writing blog (@feathered-archive) be put to a rest.
Thank you all for reading. I love you all.
want to continue this journey with me? find me now at @dolcieri !
hey so... I was supposed to make this post days ago, however I got caught up with stuff + some things, so I figured I'll announce it here; I'm moving blogs. (moving to @dolcieri, long reason + apology below)
crazy, right? I've only had sinteiro/sinterio (hah) for a good few months, and yet I feel like I should end this era. I consider this era my crashout girl (gn) era, since some of you guys probably knew me as the old me who came back unannounced haha. but, I do want to share why I'm moving blogs, and this time, announcing it properly:
I want to apologize.
I came back to Tumblr as the person who ran away from a collab event, who ghosted my partner and thought I can start anew. I deleted my alt discord (the one I use for fandom interaction specifically) and I disappeared for months under a new alias. I never wrote since then, because I felt so guilty writing for that fandom. Sure, I had declining mental health while juggling more serious problems, however I felt like I could've done better. I could've approached that person, tell them that I cannot finish my piece, and just apologized. But I didn't. This person made the art already, that damage has been done.
That person was @susujelly, and I was scared of ever re-interacting with them after that. I would want to apologize for leaving you hanging from that event, wasting the hours you spent on that artwork. I liked it, I really did, I just let my saboteur get the better of me.
I still have that draft. I still kept it, and it's fine if you don't want to see the final product. I understand, heck, even if we don't interact at all. I just wanted to apologize before December hits, yk?
I wanted the end of this month to be all about thanksgiving. I wanted this announcement to all be about thanksgiving. Although, I cannot bring myself to ever move on without addressing this first.
I created sinteiro as a new alias, to hopefully move on. That didn't work, and now I've shared more of my personal life on this account. I keep going back to the past, not realizing that I should move on.
So I am.
I am resigning this account. I am apologizing not as my current alias, but as eden (from arrowmance / romcomeon).
Now, I just want to do what I love with all of you; to write and be unapologetically aesthetic. I realized that fandom, despite my many mishaps, is something that I'll always come back to. Whether it be revisiting my old one or trying something new, writing is and will forever be a part of me.
Again, I just want to thank you all for being here with me. For supporting me, for being wonderful friends, for your works, talent, for all you've done. Thank you, truly, I would've never been comfortable enough to share my works without you all. To share a part of me without you all.
Which is why I, echo von sinteiro, proclaims that this account and its respective writing blog (@feathered-archive) be put to a rest.
Thank you all for reading. I love you all.
want to continue this journey with me? find me now at @dolcieri !
hey so... I was supposed to make this post days ago, however I got caught up with stuff + some things, so I figured I'll announce it here; I'm moving blogs. (moving to @dolcieri, long reason + apology below)
crazy, right? I've only had sinteiro/sinterio (hah) for a good few months, and yet I feel like I should end this era. I consider this era my crashout girl (gn) era, since some of you guys probably knew me as the old me who came back unannounced haha. but, I do want to share why I'm moving blogs, and this time, announcing it properly:
I want to apologize.
I came back to Tumblr as the person who ran away from a collab event, who ghosted my partner and thought I can start anew. I deleted my alt discord (the one I use for fandom interaction specifically) and I disappeared for months under a new alias. I never wrote since then, because I felt so guilty writing for that fandom. Sure, I had declining mental health while juggling more serious problems, however I felt like I could've done better. I could've approached that person, tell them that I cannot finish my piece, and just apologized. But I didn't. This person made the art already, that damage has been done.
That person was @susujelly, and I was scared of ever re-interacting with them after that. I would want to apologize for leaving you hanging from that event, wasting the hours you spent on that artwork. I liked it, I really did, I just let my saboteur get the better of me.
I still have that draft. I still kept it, and it's fine if you don't want to see the final product. I understand, heck, even if we don't interact at all. I just wanted to apologize before December hits, yk?
I wanted the end of this month to be all about thanksgiving. I wanted this announcement to all be about thanksgiving. Although, I cannot bring myself to ever move on without addressing this first.
I created sinteiro as a new alias, to hopefully move on. That didn't work, and now I've shared more of my personal life on this account. I keep going back to the past, not realizing that I should move on.
So I am.
I am resigning this account. I am apologizing not as my current alias, but as eden (from arrowmance / romcomeon).
Now, I just want to do what I love with all of you; to write and be unapologetically aesthetic. I realized that fandom, despite my many mishaps, is something that I'll always come back to. Whether it be revisiting my old one or trying something new, writing is and will forever be a part of me.
Again, I just want to thank you all for being here with me. For supporting me, for being wonderful friends, for your works, talent, for all you've done. Thank you, truly, I would've never been comfortable enough to share my works without you all. To share a part of me without you all.
Which is why I, echo von sinteiro, proclaims that this account and its respective writing blog (@feathered-archive) be put to a rest.
Thank you all for reading. I love you all.
want to continue this journey with me? find me now at @dolcieri !
