Empty & Brainless

Tw, ED 18 Vent account

[siplife]

Tw: ED, Probably numbers and other triggering things.

I’m not pro ana

This is a vent account for disordered eating and my negative emotions.

I’m 18 years old

[sl0wli-st4rv1ng]

I dont care what anyone says about my ed because it was there when they weren’t.

[siplife]

I been so sad lately, I’m not sure why. I hate myself again, I haven’t felt this way in years. I can’t stop these feelings, they just seem worse almost everyday.

[binkage-deactivated20250805]

Anyone else love to eat apples because it makes them feel like they are a horse from the sounds it’s making or am I just weird?

[xstarvingbitchxx]

Guys, reading burns 65 calories per 30 minutes… that’s gonna be my night workout from now on

[goth-oatmilk-latte]

hey i have to bring this up occasionally bc i just delete these asks but pls pls pls stop asking me how to unfood.

the answer is dont start. ever.

i smell like puke. my teeth hurt. i bruise easily. my eyes are sunken in. im constantly dehydrated. my throat hurts. my head hurts.

it's not fun it isnt glamourous i wish i never started

thank u for ur time.

[finn-is-still-fucked-deactivate]

Seriously never start.

i've lost two teeth and i'll probably lose a third this year, i've seriously messed up my nerves and am in excruciating pain all the time. when you throw up blood it's not dramatic or aesthetic and no one pities you, they blame you. you feel disgusting all the time and the people around you who know what you do also think you're disgusting. it's painful, and dangerous, and life ruining and addicting.

never. fucking. start.

[dirtyfannypack-deactivated20240]

WARNING !!!

[dirtyfannypack-deactivated20240]

awww guys how cute is the word peanut

-dirtyfannypack

[siplife]

I feel like I’m going to cry. I was forced to eat like two hours ago, but now I’m alone again and I feel so bad. I feel so disappointed with myself, cause I was doing so good. This has ruined my day.

[sk1nn14summer]

I’m such a jealous person

[siplife]

I hope I can be an A cup or flat, but realistically I’m sure I’ll never be smaller then a B cup. Also I feel so tired but not in a sleepy way.

[lotusisgirlblogging]

got banned again, so please

reblog this if u r an active ed blog in sept 2023

i need people to follow :)

[iamwillowingaway]

i’ve gotten to the stage of an4 where i would much rather have a cute little 200 cal drink than a 200 cal meal😭

[dietsnsmokes]

looking for more 18+ edblr mutuals reblog if you’re active and 18+!!

i feel uncomfortable following minors and am looking for more moots :)

active: august 2023

[imisshermyself]

if you're looking for a sign to recover, this is it.

I can feel that I'm running out of time. My body is giving up. Doctors are terrified. I'm being evaluated for every program under the sun. I'm constantly stressed out trying to schedule appointments. I'm constantly stressed out GOING to appointments. I'm missing out on events I always dreamed of doing because of appointments. I might have to drop out of school when my life is just starting. I wake up in the night from hunger and eat something because I'm terrified I'm not going to wake up. I'm planning my own funeral in case I don't wake up. My heart rate is getting lower and lower. I'm beyond what I ever imagined as an ugw. I don't look "aesthetic". I hate how I look. And still, the fear of even eating at maintenance for one day is so intense. I am an addict, plain and simple. And there's a good chance it's going to kill me.

It might be too late for me. Get out while it's not too late for you. Get your life back, now.

please reblog and save someone's life. if I can get even one person to delete this app and save their life, I'll be happy.

[siplife]

I always eat to feel happy but the happiness goes away when I’m done. Now I have a headache from purging lol. And to make it worse I weighed myself and saw I haven’t lost any weight. I’m having a bad day and I mess it up even more by eating. I’m so stupid. But It did make me happy for the moment I was eating.

[lakrimasx-deactivated20240622]

I wish I was never born, that way I wouldn’t have to worry about killing myself

[d1zzy-r3xie]

found on pinterest, if you know the artist, let me know so I can credit them