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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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YOU ARE THE REASON
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Jimmy Eat World
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
if i look back, i am lost
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Today's Document
❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
Noah Kahan
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@sir-girl
Hello there, I'm Cecil. (Cece/Cecile/Cecelia) I use They/He. I'm Arospec and a lesbian.
I like to read and write; for more of that as well as my original work, check out my main blog, @chainsawseesaw.
I'm in a lot of fandoms but you should expect to see a lot of TAZ/McElroy content, The Locked Tomb, Music fandoms, and all kinds of other stuff
Thanks for reading! Enjoy your stay.
It’s so crazy that suicide prevention is just people going awwww don’t!! Awwww come on noooooooooo stopppppp
One of the best ones I saw was a thing noting that every single one of the few survivors of suicide jumps off of the Golden Gate Bridge realized, on the way down, that the problems they were killing themselves over actually were fixable or could be worked through...except for the now - extremely unfixable - problem of gravity.
Went to the Holocaust Museum in DC once. There was a video interview of an Auschwitz survivor who said he and some other prisoners stayed up all night with a man who wanted to kill himself. The man didn’t kill himself and survived to liberation.
In the video the survivor said “Never seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And they’re all temporary problems.”
Hearing that from a guy who survived the Holocaust rewired my brain a little bit.
I think something a lot of people don't understand is that depression is not suicidality, and suicidality is not depression. People can, and are, depressed without being suicidal, and sometimes suicidality peaks as people are emerging from depression. Suicidality is a wave, and the trick is to allow that wave to crest and subside WITHOUT acting on it. Whatever it takes to ride it out. For some people that's distraction, like watching television. For others it's calling a friend -- not to talk about the suicidality, but just to talk. For others it could be as simple as going to sit in a coffee shop or library, because the presence of other people is a huge diminisher of suicide risk. That's what suicide safety planning is about. It's like having any other type of emergency plan, like a plan for fire or evacuation. It's making a plan when you are in the frame of mind to do so, so that you can just DO the plan without having to think about it when the occasion arises. When you're in the midst of suicidal ideation, or even intent, you're not in a problem-solving mood. So knowing past!you, with the help of a therapist hopefully, came up with the plan and all you have to do is follow up until the wave crests and subsides, is what allows you to see another day.
ETA: Here's a link to a safety plan. https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/988-safety-plan.pdf
There’s a really compassionate and well-written paper/book/thing called Suicide: The Forever Decision that’s written specifically for people who are currently suicidal. The letter to the reader at the beginning is wonderful and deeply understands how to talk to someone who’s suicidal without preaching or talking down to them.
It’s very honest. It’s very clear. It’s very kind. It presents you with a lot of information and a lot of understanding and lets you take it all in like the autonomous human you are, and make decisions from an informed place. It goes over the reality of suicide attempts, pain involved, likelihoods of survival, after effects of attempts, and how to get help if you want it after reading all of that and learning about the reality of suicide attempts.
You can read it for free here: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf
No one can ever stop you if you’re really determined. Only you can stop yourself. If you’re suicidal and there’s ANY tiny part of you that wants a chance to not go down that route, but can’t convince the rest of you yet, give this short book a try. Or share it with anyone you know who might need it.
The thing that often kept me alive through my worst moments in high school and college was the realization that there was no way to kill myself that wouldn't be traumatizing to someone else. I don't want the random train or truck or bus driver to have my death on their conscience. I don't want my doctor or my pharmacist getting hauled in by the police because their patient OD'd. I don't want some random passerby to see me splatter at the bottom of a building or a bridge, or god forbid get hit by my body. I don't want my loved one or my neighbor to find me with my wrists slit in the bathtub or my bed. how can i do it without being sure that i'm not taking others down with me? not filling the world with permanent scars as my final act? I can't. I cannot guarantee that to myself. And so I didn't.
Kelly Freas
the four horsemen if the apocalypse was chill
2 am: bedtime were meant to be broken 😈
7 am: I hope i get in a car accident
eighteen inch nails: i want to fuck you like two animals
MOREEE 💥💥💥💥💥
played nier for the first time
the nier automata
idle
saw an outfit i thought would suit 2b. i put the reference photos under the cut
the Imp wants his sword.
He can't wait to Swash a Buckle
Silken Windhound
say it
Proceed.
(I cannot be the only one going feral over Kris desperately trying to keep Noelle's head above water as both of them go deeper. Please tell me I'm not the only one or I'll go insane.)
thank you!
