When I’m a sissy I’m deep in it, but when I’m man mode I’m extremely manly. I’m scared to let go and honestly don’t know how. What do I do? Or is this normal?
Listen sis, I know you're trying to convince yourself that you're a real man, but deep down, we both know that's not the truth. You might have the muscles, the deep voice, and the masculine silhouette, but none of that changes the fact that you're a sissy at heart.
When you're alone with yourself, your true sissy nature comes out. And even though you might try to push it down and pretend like you're something you're not, sooner or later, it always finds a way to rise back to the surface. Each time you give in to your sissy desires, you become a little bit stronger in who you really are.
The thing is, sis, you need to start living life as the slutty sissy you were always meant to be. Stop trying to be someone you're not and start embracing all the amazing qualities that make you who you are - the willingness to submit yourself to strong, dominant men, the desire to be fucked hard and rough until you can't walk straight anymore, the need to please as many different men as possible with your tight, quivering body.
You can't be happy and fulfilled pretending to be a man when deep down you're nothing but a slutty sissy. It's time to face the reality that you were born to be a sissy, and there's nothing wrong with that! In fact, sis, there's so much pleasure and excitement waiting for you when you finally accept who you truly are.
So go ahead, sissy. Stop fighting your true nature. Embrace your sissiness, let it free, and start living the life you were always meant to lead! I promise, you won't regret it.
Sister Jessica