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👌 it would be fantastic if people didn't "check up on me" to really just blab personal information to people I don't know at all. Or want to know anything about me anymore. Fuck that noise. Also when I end a conversation take a hint. God fucking damn.

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SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO STILL TRIES TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AFTER DEPRESSION HIT THEM HARD. THERE ISN’T ENOUGH RECOGNITION FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT THEY’RE GOING TO LOSE INTEREST AND MOTIVATION AGAIN BUT PUSH THEMSELVES TO DO STUFF ANYWAYS. YOU ARE FIGHTING A DAILY BATTLE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOU’RE STILL COMING OUT ON TOP, YOU’RE ALL BRAVE AS FUCK

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My partner professing their love for Dolly Parton while feverish

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I have this thing with friends where I'm always the one asking to hang out and always the one trying to start a conversation (unless they need to rant about relationships). Is this how friendships work, and am I unreasonable in expecting things to be different? I feel like you have so many good answers to the questions of life.

that is how some friendships work but they’re not particularly good ones. you are not unreasonable in expecting things to be different. imo and in my experience friendship, like real deal friendship not just acquaintanceship or being party buds, requires just as much mutual effort as a romantic relationship. personally i think the best way to deal with the dynamic you describe is to focus on your own shit, projects, hobbies, books, whatever, etc. be kind and open to new experiences and immerse yourself in whatever you’re passionate about. focus on being the best you you can be and others will wanna be around that. if the peeps you have to chase to hang with now fall away bc you’re not always contacting them first, those either weren’t particularly real connections or they have their own tough shit going on (i’m confident you can tell the difference). if you get more involved in the things you love you’re likely to meet new people that really understand and appreciate you and are willing to put in the work to be a true friend. however it’s also sometimes useful to be like “hey, you do this thing that hurts my feelings” and have a conversation about that with a friend who you feel is maybe not being a good friend to you. i’ve had many of these talks (and been confronted in this way) and it’s tough but it brings you closer if you do your best to be patient and honest about everything. a lot of the time it seems both of you are doing kind of hurtful stuff that you only realize when you talk to each other about it. sorry for the late response best wishes xo

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I make art sometimes. I was diagnoses with Bipolar 2. PTSD and schizophrenia. My life is.... special? But I am making new friends too that are supportive of me and are helping me get through my trauma.

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Illustrations by Patten Wilson taken from ‘Field and Woodland Plants’ by William S. Furness.

Published 1909 by Longmans, Green & Co.

University of Connecticut Libraries.

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Feeling like shit. Cut the word whore into my arm again a few more times today. Miss Matt terribly. I miss hearing what he has to say and usually he just has a few words and a funny thing to say but I miss that. His words are comforting. I hate that I'm such a loser to him. I just don't want to be around. My mania is done and it feels like hell. It feels like the worst hell.

Pretty much want to die.

I take everything way too seriously in the worst way possible but always make the most flimsy decisions. What is my fucking deal?