Tired Bitch Gone Bitch

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Okay now I’m going to sleep because honestly I should just leave all of this alone and let people write crazy made up stories about me since they this dehydrated.

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stay hydrated ❤️💦

Not that it’s anyone’s business but since some dehydrated people refuse to drink their water and only thrive on misinformation I’ll just come out and say it.

I was suicidal in December of 2025. I am not saying I attempted to self delete. I am saying I was thinking of ways to self delete it’s called passive ideation. Simply put several factors led up to the chemical imbalance and I was slowly descending into a really bad place mentally. This narrowed my world view and perspectives and honestly made me very less aware of what other people were dealing with. I simply didn’t have the mental bandwidth for other people’s emotions or situations. I couldn’t mentally keep up. It’s still not an excuse, I should have taken better care of myself and I should have expressed myself better to the people in my life. But I was afraid I’d be a burden to my loved ones and tried to “fix” it myself.

I failed a friend, someone I very much cared about. My friend needed me and truthfully I needed them too. But I didn’t know how to tell them what it was that I needed and when I finally tried to it was too late. We both misunderstood each other and we both miscommunicated so badly that it caused a rift. And that happens by the way. What we went through is actually quite normal to have happen between an adult friendship. Friends fight, friends misunderstand each other, friends hurt and heal each other.

I misunderstood my friend and left social media (especially tumblr) to take care of my mental health. I also didn’t want to air out what happened between us out of respect for our friendship. I didn’t want strangers coming around like vultures, picking apart at us.

Things happened that were not in my control and misinformation slipped out.

my friend and I discussed everything that went down. I realized I had horribly misunderstood them multiple times. They realized they also misunderstood me multiple times. One day we’ll both most likely laugh at the whole thing together when we’re healed. We’ve been rebuilding our friendship and both of us have grown since then. I take full accountability that I didn’t act well back in December.

I’m bringing this up because it’s been brought to my attention that “I’m a shitty person who deserves bad things” according to one dehydrated flat veined girly out there who fully decided that justifies her actions against me. She’s welcome to believe that arguments don’t have more than one side to it, but fully assuming a situation that didn’t involve her is wild to me.

Do me a favor, grab a Stanley cup, fill it with water and drink it. You need some H2O.

and if you wanna really spice it up, grab some Propel and pour that in for some electrolytes. ❤️

really and truly I didn’t think this was anybody’s business and I wasn’t going to share it at all but I guess some people are creative when they’re thirsty.

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I’ll just stress this:

if you don’t drink enough water the bullshit levels in your blood will not be cleaned out properly. Drink your water, get some electrolytes and take care of yourself. ❤️

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“I’m disappointed in you” for what? Not backing you up?

oh no cry me a river. Maybe it’ll make you more interesting to me.

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drink your water!!!!

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To help you learn how to spell

It’s not Scrape goat

it’s Scapegoat

Grammar is important even when you’re a dehydrated bitch. ^.^ drink your water.

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Just popping over to say this:

If anyone in anons claims to be me or claims a blog is me. Unless I hop onto this blog and say that, only then should it be taken as truth.

This is the only blog I have access to and I’m not in a hurry to change that. I don’t keep tumblr on my phone very much anymore. I’ve been busy with school and work, I don’t have the mental bandwidth for much else.

So if an anon says something weird and you message me on here but there’s no answer, assume I’m not online, haven’t been online and fully believe I wouldn’t hide in anons like a coward while I have this blog.

This is my Ted Talk

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Now, I’m going to bed, I have some big plans this week and won’t be online at all. Try not to start any wars or write more fan fiction.

See ya’ll in 6 months or never idk when and idc.

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Anyways if anyone is looking for Esme’s side of things sorry loves it’s quite boring.

I left for school, put a no contact order against some other psychopath who deserved it (won’t disclose that sorry) and got busy with life. Sorry it’s not as interesting as the lies people tell.

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My mom literally bought me muffins today just because for no fucking reason. I guess that means we fight all the time somehow lmfao

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For the record

My mom and I are super close and get along. She was the passenger princess during my road trip last year. I love my mother. My whole family and I get along tbh and idk what this weird “witch bitch lore” is people are trying to drop. It’s weird. It’s giving “pathological liar vibes”.

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Not sure how I “back stabbed” Dareka if all I did was not support her lies. Sorry girl but for 5 months you were lying saying me and my bestie were backing your actions 100% and then you were blaming all the harassment YOU did to Rose on me to keep the blame off of you. So how is me not allowing you to use me as a scape goat “stabbing you in the back”? It sounds like you’re not the victim and that you’re absolutely obsessed with harassing and provoking Rose and you’ll do it by any means necessary even if it requires you to use my name and my friend’s name to keep your name “clean”.

If you can’t find what’s wrong with of any of that then by all means, stay out of our lives. ❤️

Also what is your addiction to provoking Rose? I had my reasons for arguing with her in the past, sure, but bygones are bygones. But I heard that for three months more or less, she has had no real beef with you and was genuinely quiet. And the truth is you wouldn’t have gotten caught all these times for lying had you not been provoking Rose this past time too.

I get it if she came at you first and said/did something to encourage your wrath. But if you’re just provoking, baiting, harassing and picking on her for no reason that says more about you than about everyone else. And tbh that’s exactly what it looks like from the outside. Right now it looks like you go out of your way to ruin her day just because you have access to tumblr on your phone.

At this point the best thing anyone can do in this situation is get away from you as possible. Delete tumblr from phone, abandon your blog a bit, exist literally on any other platform and pre block Dareka on everything. And whatever you do, DO NOT announce how to find you, don’t tell anyone publicly you’re leaving for x y and z platforms and do not tell Dareka or tease her. Simply disappear. I give it 6 months for Dareka to lose complete interest. So then if you come back to tumblr, make a new blog, one no one would suspect would be you, do not advertise the blog anywhere. Do not use that blog for snooping. And just quietly and peacefully exist.

Don’t tell me that doesn’t work because that worked for my friends and was working for me.

You’ll feel so much mentally better not constantly around people who like to provoke you every minute of every day.

And Dareka, I hope one day you get some help and find a healthier hobby. I’m really disappointed in you. Not mad, not hateful, just disappointed. I thought you had changed and I thought you were a better person than this.

sorry Rose for dropping your name throughout this one.

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Had to make this blog rq becaue I lost access to my old one.

I haven’t been around since December and I haven’t spoken to anyone or posted about anyone since December. It’s been brought to my attention that a lot of shit has been said that it’s my doing which is crazy. Even when I leave I get no peace.

I have 0 beefs although I think I’m owed an apology for being lied on all this time and being forced to be a scapegoat for somebody. But really I don’t want to be involved anymore. Please leave me out of the circus. Stay safe folks!

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I was cool with Dareka up until she started using me and my friend as part of a lie to use against people. Who tf does that? Oh that’s right, she does apparently. I had no idea up until now what has been going on and I’m really disappointed in her. Because up until these last few days I was on her side thinking she was just being attacked for no reason. Because I saw Rose say some things and was like “damn poor Dareka” but then I saw the rest of it and now I’m like “tf Dari girl what were you thinking would happen?” Her provoking Rose, baiting Rose and purposely doing everything in her power to get Rose to raise hell IS bullying and it’s not okay.

My friends and I used to have a code where we said “do not attack people. Let them flip out on their own for no fucking reason, then come at them. Don’t be the reason.” Well I guess Dareka never got the memo even though we told her to not be the reason. She went on unchecked this whole time thinking no one would find out. Someone messaged us and we found out. Like huh?

Listen, we have our past issues, absolutely, but I haven’t had an issue with Rose personally since December of 2025. I have no beef with Rose. And honestly if Dareka stopped lying for five seconds and left Rose tf alone and I’d also have no issues with her as well.