Dreaming Out

Raw unfiltered truth I live my life how I want 20

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I am cursed living within my flesh

[defaultsadgirl]

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Summer is soo close, I am really excited :P

Planning on trying to do some cool things since I haven’t really done anything the last 4 years xD

[shamster]

Can we stop acting like two people deeply loving each other has to mean they have something romantic or sexual going on? Can we stop talking as if platonic love just can't be that deep? Because that's not true. Platonic love can be just as deep, and sometimes even deeper, than romantic love. What I'm saying is, we need to stop putting romance on this pedestal and act like every other form of love is less important.

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Sometimes I wonder if this feeling will ever go away, if some day I will suddenly stop thinking about my body and calories

But then I realise that I am 20 and I’ve been like this for the last 9 years. It’s funny how this disorder is the only thing that I know and also the only thing that consoles me

[magpiegirlforever]

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I turned 20 and not even my parents remembered

I spent my 20th birthday in the hospital intubated getting my heart checked

And i genuinely wouldn’t want it any other way (?) I genuinely think my disorder is the only thing that keeps me alive

[matchagirl]

anja rubik for vogue france

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*Not me*

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Do I like being lonely or have I just convinced myself that I do, it’s just impossible for me to make friends, I am so afraid that I am wasting all my good years sleeping in my room and walking the same route every single day

[geryone]

I'm Always So Serious, Karisma Price

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just got another pair of hunter boots im so excited for sweater weather :P i will wear them with jean shorts so i can show my thigh gap (only good thing about my body tho)

[undeadredemption-blog-blog]

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Yayyyy four years on this account !!!

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I am back after a week, I reconnected with some old friends and gained 0.5kg, I am so sad about it, I genuinely want to dig myself into a whole and never come back, I don’t need friends.

This is exactly why I end up ghosting everyone, idc about friendships I care about my weight and my face, thats it

[skinnydialect]

Good morning again -0.4kg life is good

Should I go for a walk ? My ex friend just arrived back to the city and I am afraid I will run into her

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There’s nothing that I hate more than maintaining when I thought I was going to lose weight