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new here. been a lurker.

tw for just. all of me.

adhd, depression, anxiety, insomnia, ed, bpd, npd, ocd, ptsd. s/h. s/a. bi, ace, aro. american. infj-t. ♊,♍⤴️,♉↔️,♓⤵️,♏⬇️. element is earth, secondary fire, third water, last air. metalhead. nontheistic, agnostic. druid. bad vegetarian. not a minor. ummm. i'm a fucking mess. also very stupid.

i think that's all. hi?

noah-wyles

all i want for 2026 is that gigantic rancid AI bubble to finally burst in such a catastrophic way that the consequences will be so good and i'll never have to see another AI generated image ever again

fluoritegalaxy

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

Ironic that I was born in pride month

#howling-wolf #there is nothing not queer about me

Getting real tired of this constant pain thing

#howling-wolf #pain meds arent enough i need to remove my whole spine #i hate how all my negative shit is chronic #doomed from the start

hollanderthoughts

"your life is yours to mold" oh nooooooooo oh no oh my god. oh fuck me. no. oh my god. oh im so fucked dude.

All this depression hunching is killing my back

#howling-wolf #all i do is stare at the wall #im so numb #im hollowed out like a nesting doll but all my outer layers are fake

maxxie-or-smth

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

narckadee

@funnier-with-narcpd

"Hey man, you okay?"

Bro who eats a chocolate chip waffle with zero sugar syrup at eleven p.m. if they're okay

#howling-wolf #how can a person be so empty after laughing for six hours straight #its like a fucking switch gets flipped #oh thats right I have depression and wanna kms

Offered to make waffles for game night cuz buddy and his girl are having hell to fly back into town.

Forgot I was gonna liquid fast today

#howling-wolf #shit i do to myself #now im gonna have to make all this for everyone and not have any #i make really good waffles #fuck me

I feel really bad for having candy yesterday and today but I've also been able to stick to omad both days with very little cravings or hunger. What works for the body fucks with the mind, and what works for the mind also fucks with the mind. Think my mind just hates everything I do.

#howling-wolf #i guess i gotta take what i can get but #fuck me #why cant anything ever be okay #im not asking for good or even for easy #just okay

Stress, anxiety, and high acid production burned through my stomach a while back and I've been on meds to balance the acid since, but I think the stress and anxiety are starting to win out over the meds. I have secondary meds, but those basically just do minor damage control.

Sure hope it works. I have no backup.

#howling-wolf #mind over matter #my brain is going to kill me #even if its not intentional #thats called cruel irony

For someone all fucked up and daydreaming about suicide, talking someone else down from it sure feels hypocritical. I don't understand how it worked

#howling-wolf #hes staying for me #why #im not worth this #why do people get so devoted to me