Moments Of Shane

[old-friends-senior-dog-sanctuary]

I just want to get dicked down again =/

[hollanderthoughts]

yknow i actually considered jumping through the window of that hotel room when you knocked for the first time. for just like a few seconds. arent we both so glad i faced my fear of desire :)

[ceruleanheaven]

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

[brackishwaterr]

now that you mention it, it’s dawned on me suddenly and for no obvious reason that i can’t go on living as i am

[micromontage]

when it wasn't meant to be 🤣🤣 but the potential of possibility still plagues you 🤔

[hollanderthoughts]

“What are you waiting for” there has to be a perfect moment where the door is open and my real life is on the other side waiting for me and if I wait long enough for just the right moment then maybe just maybe no one will hate me for going through that door. Maybe they’d even understand why had to do what I did to get there.

[hollanderthoughts]

I think I finally failed whatever secret test my mom was giving me all these years :/

[hollanderthoughts]

What they don’t tell you about your worst nightmare coming true and the last thing you wanted to happen happening is that life literally does just go on. like I really still have to eat my dads fucking pasta instead of drowning myself.

[hollanderthoughts]

Take my hand. The world is ending.

[hollanderthoughts]

All we’ve ever had is each other.

[hollanderthoughts]

Take my hand. The world is ending.

[hollanderthoughts]

What if we stayed in this moment forever. You and me in love by the lake behind my cottage. Where no one in the world could ever find us.

[7bitter]

nobody even knows how normal i am on account of my being obviously crazy

[hollanderthoughts]

Oh so now I’m the weird pervert because I asked if the phone call blowjob counted as cucking Hayden. My bad.

[hollanderthoughts]

It’s so awesome that Scott hunter came out so I could go from casual secret gay sex to highly intimate secret gay sex maybe in ten years or so we could start building a life together or something

[hollanderthoughts]

I had forgotten what it felt like to be in the sun for so long… I really didn’t know it could be so warm here. It feels like everything is right where it needs to be. Do you feel it too? Are you right where you need to be, standing with me here by the lake?

[hollanderthoughts]

Okay so the fantasy is I’m a (helpless, naive) bellboy and you’re a (strong, confident) guest at the hotel I work at and you get so horribly turned on by my (waifish, vulnerable) nature that you (sure of yourself, knows better than I do) have no choice but to take advantage of me even if I say no. this is what I came up with after having you here for less than 10 minutes though give me more time and we can do even more fun stuff that I come up with.

[hollanderthoughts]

“I can carry my own bags” he said… Well if I can’t carry your baby and the heir to our combined hockey legacies who is also the next generations hockey superstar then I might as well carry your god damn bag.