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Cool man. I don't do free art requests so please don't ask. Also DO NOT REPOST OR USE MY ART WITHOUT PERMISSION. "my art" is my art tag, if you wanna see my art! Click for my art. Click for my photos. Yo! I am mainly posting my art here. Other stuff like photos can be found here too. I don't post that often but I'm still active on tumblr. Warnings: Some of my posts may have dark humour and/or dirty humour. (But I don't post downright offensive stuff or nsfw stuff) Also, I post about various things, so if you follow me for just one thing in particular, you will likely be disappointed or something. "pisipisi" is my "about", more info there.

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This drawing looks like something that was inspired by the last episode of TADC, but it actually mostly wasn't, I got the idea to add Ribbit and the bow on Jax' head from it, but this was in my mind for months before I finally drew it recently, I wanted draw it before the last episode came out but it turned out it was beneficial to delay it. (Also, the same can be said about most things I drew and posted this year, I've been drawing art ideas that I got months before actually drawing them, I don't like how I've been taking that long to get to drawing my ideas but that's the result of having a bunch of ideas and avoiding overworking myself.)

These TADC characters have something comforting to me about them (not the only ones, but these made it into the group pic). For example, Kinger said some things that... made me feel seen and understood. (I don't feel like explaining the rest, oops.)

Jax' bow is there as a 4 rabbit ears joke, but I know it's not that funny probably. I watched the finale a month before it officially came out on YouTube (it was leaked). Also, I actually don't even like the finale (my dissatisfaction was big enough to make me keep brainstorming an alternative one when I first watched it even), but good for you if you like/love it! Despite that, this show still has its place in my heart. I'm still sleeping with my Pomni plush these days.

The Amazing Digital Circus (c) Gooseworx

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Zooming in to see and read properly would help like usual. After having been hurt by others so much and losing so much, the healthiest and safest option left is isolation. No longer making friends. Also going through involuntary mental changes, such as becoming detached and colder. The lesson I learned wasn't that just because I went through many very awful things doesn't mean I can't find wonderful connections, it was that people suck, I'm an outcast and I should give up. Boohoo... I don't like how some people mistakenly think this song is about being an introvert, that really isn't what this song actually is about, and it is a song that perfectly encapsulates my state and experiences. A song that really understands one of my biggest pains (if not the biggest), I love it.

I've been spending very nice times outside on December, they're some of the best times of my years, places become extra chill and sweet with the Christmas decorations and vibes, I tried to show these in this comic. Unlike many, I've been enjoying myself without hanging out with others around Christmas though, I just sightsee, dine out, chill in nice environments, etc. I love winter and Christmas time, but it's not a time in which I unite with family members (I don't have a close relationship with any of my relatives) or celebrate love and unity or anything like these. And I really did decide to no longer make new friends in September 2024 after suffering so much for over a decade and no longer being in a mental state in which I can befriend new people, I lost hope and really shouldn't risk getting hurt anymore. (People I was friends with wouldn't be "new people" and I'd love to reconcile with friends I had in the past, it is even one of the things that would help me the most at this point, but I don't feel much hope about that sort of thing anymore either, it failed a lot and I simply know how unlikely that is.) Other than distrusting people, I also almost completely lost my ability to feel love, investment, etc at this point because of way too much friendship related suffering and trauma, I just can't anymore. I'm ok with interacting with people, but keep in mind interaction and friendship aren't the same. I seem friendless in this comic, I'm not actually friendless, but I admit I kind of feel like I am because of how distant my remaining few friends are, and becoming completely friendless eventually sadly sounds realistic even if I don't want that.

The 9th and 8th panels show someone who seems innocent interacting with me in a friendly way, but me seeing that person as a threat. The jar with fish (yes, I have that jar in reality too) in the 19. panel is both referring to keeping a lot hidden/bottled up and there being "plenty of fish in the sea". But I dislike that saying, because people are irreplaceable to me, and that saying dismisses that. I was a bit hesitant to draw myself naked and drawing myself pissing on a grave but I couldn't even think of better alternatives. (I don't consider chest stuff inappropriate and I even agree with "free the nipple" but I'm not comfortable with showing mine, so my arm covers that area from sight.) If you think you relate to this comic because of your life going downhill due to you having been gross and stupid and you doing bad things to others, no you absolutely don't, this comic is about someone who was screwed over very extremely horribly by other people. The character that represents people like you isn't me.

I know the stuff I said are "edgy" and sad, but I also know about my life and my needs better than you do, so please don't try to talk to me out of anything. I'd disable comments if I could for the same reasons as the previous two D comics. With this, I finished 4/8 of the "D" comics I have in mind. They're definitely connected. The rest of the meanings, including deeper meanings, in the comic and its panels are up to you to figure out, I don't feel like explaining more than I already did.

I'm disappointed in myself for taking so long to finish this. I actually started working on this on May 18. I could have finished this in less than 2 weeks if I tried harder. Took a month because I procrastinated so much. It's like an unfunny joke feeling the need to draw vent art and being genuinely interested, yet not being able to do it as fast as I'd like to because of it being kind of distressing to work on, and even delaying doing other stuff because of wanting to get to them after finishing this. I hope I won't procrastinate this much again. Put so much into something not much people will give a fuck about like usual.

All the texts/lyrics in the panels, in case anyone is having difficulty reading (you can skip this paragraph); A winter's day, in a deep and dark December, I am alone. Gazing from my window to the streets below, on a freshly fallen, silent shroud of snow. I am a rock, I am an island. I've built walls. A fortress, steep and mighty... that none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship, friendship causes pain. It's laughter and it's loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island. Don't talk of love. Well, I've heard the word before... It's sleeping in my memory. I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. If I never loved, I never would have cried. I am a rock, I am an island. I have my books and my poetry to protect me. I am shielded in my armor. Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. I touch no one and no one touches me. I am a rock, I am an island. And a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries.

Based on the song “I Am a Rock” by Simon & Garfunkel. Another one of my fav music groups, yeah I have many, I'm a big music lover. The D is for "defense" in this one.

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This doesn't feel like something I'd draw in the current day/year, because it kind of isn't, but I drew it anyway, there is a story behind this. Back when I was a child, I don't remember the exact year/age, I drew a picture of Bubbles, Boomer and Brat, I used pastel crayons, it looked like this, I mailed it to the Cartoon Network magazine series address (that was ongoing at the time, and I still have those magazines), hoping they would showcase the drawing in an upcoming issue (yeah, they did that with some drawings by others). That never happened. Essentially all I did was throwing away a nice drawing I made. I was a disappointed, regretful and sad little boy. I drew this both to recreate one of my lost artworks and to showcase the drawing by my own terms, in spite of what happened. That happened over a decade ago, but yeah, I still remember a lot of details of the drawing, I tried to make it close to the original but also made some details better. I'm sad about losing some drawings, even comics, I made when I was a kid, I got back one of them by drawing this. Drawing on paper sucks for me tbh, I quit traditional art in like 2018, digital art is so much easier to find and preserve, unlike traditional art, and I just prefer doing many things digitally in general. Bubbles from the Powerpuff Girls, Boomer from the Rowdyruff Boys, Brat from the Powerpunk Girls. I know these characters aren't friends, I liked the idea of them being friends when I was a kid. If it looks like there are sizing errors in the drawing, no there aren't, those are just perspective stuff. The background, or even the pic in general, may look kind of odd, but that's partly because this is a recreation of a similar pic. I don't know if it shows, but my heart wasn't fully in it when drawing this, I still tried to make it look good though. Being in a PPG Discord server encouraged me to make more PPG fanart (people didn't encourage me, I just got the feeling by myself after seeing people posting their PPG fanart happily and safely), I wasn't expecting to make and post more than 1 PPG fanart this year lol. The Powerpuff Girls (c) Craig McCracken

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Content warning; violence, torture, disturbingly hateful text. Can't be properly seen and read without zooming in, sorry about that but this was the best way to make this.

Yeah, I drew myself killing someone very brutally. I don't like that this can look cringey or funny, this is meant to be serious and deeply personal, with a lot of thought and effort put into it too. I didn't draw this because of thinking like "haha being edgy and violent is cool" or anything like that. This is about unresolved trauma from horrible treatment, chronic invalidation and a desperate need for acknowledgment, highlighting the fact that a genuine apology is a main component to healing. To be honest, apologies (definitely including ones from people I had not talked to in years) have been the actual thing that helps me, not "time". Countless people really hurt me before, but I always felt better and healed much more whenever I got real apologies and closures. And the fact not everyone who horribly wronged me properly apologised to me still lingers, to say the least. Years of specific same severely traumatic pains being stuck to me led me to make this.

This comic wasn't made with just one person who hurt me in mind, it was multiple, but some still in mind more strongly. Also, if you think you apologised to me but later did something else that's extremely deeply traumatising to me and then acted like the blank character in the comic, no you never actually apologised to me. You'll never be truly good enough this way, no matter how good you are to others, I still exist, you're still a poor excuse for a person if you would rather ignore how much pain and suffering you gave me instead of having the heart to apologise. You didn't hurt me any less than you hurt anyone else, I'm severely traumatised by what you did to me and how you treated me, especially after all I gave you. All I wanted from you was honesty and friendship... (I was shivering in anger when writing this part...)

This isn't meant to justify anything, this is a neutral illustration of how these things can affect someone. The murder in this is also kind of a reference to the idiom "getting away with murder", which means getting away with doing bad things. Whenever someone treated me horribly enough to traumatise me, it was like they were getting away with murder in a way, though the power role is obviously switched in this. This isn't about me killing a yellow emoji person, that's a blank character whose actual identity is left hidden. That has 3 reasons, it would take away from the comic's meaning and depth if I drew a random person, to make it so that the other character can be imagined as anyone (including you), it reflects that the other character is seen as a symbol of hatred and suffering by me, and them being a living being with their own point of view isn't something that gives me a reason to have mercy on them. No, people who are being petty don't relate to this comic, this comic is about someone (me) getting worse and worse mentally due to things that really are awful enough to be severely traumatising.

Like the other D comics, the panels have deeper meanings in this one too, even multiple meanings. I don't feel like explaining much this time, oops. I'll point out just these... I look like a menacing shadowy figure in the 1st panel but in the 2nd panel it's shown that I'm actually... really wrecked, and not a threat at all. I'm aware the size of the scissors is inconsistent, that was intentional. And the last panel can mean multiple things, that was my intention. Other than deep stuff, there are also some other details that people may not understand just by looking. The blank character has an IV drip attached to them, because being in a lot of physical pain can make people unconscious, and... that's to prevent that. The 27th panel is me splashing the blank character with bile from their own gallbladder, yes, it is possible for bile to squirt like that if you tear or squeeze a gallbladder. Me having disturbingly big pupils is fight or flight response, anger and hatred can make pupils dilate. The blank character keeps being avoidant, but I forcefully make them finally look at me in the 13th panel.

Back in 2020 when I came across this song... I found a special comfort in it. I know more socially acceptable ways to draw about this kind of unresolved trauma would be stuff that don't involve morbid revenge, but I don't give a fuck about that, this was the best way to make this, it has all the points, depth and meanings I wanted to convey, and it is accurate to me (these comics are vent art with accuracy to me and my life). This being made and being this way is the best for my mental health. I paid attention to the facial expressions I make when thinking of or doing certain things, which helped with this. I'm using my own physical strength and scissors as weapons in this, the usage of scissors is inspired by the uneasy feeling I get whenever I'm trimming my toenails. The strawberry shirt is a dark joke about the blood being strawberry juice. The stripped shirt in the 28th panel is literally what I'm wearing right now (all the clothes and stuff in drawings are things I really have). I know literally killing someone would get me locked up, but that won't happen to me in the comic, because I'm so insignificant in society that not even the police will suspect me about the disappearance of that person. And I hope it is obvious I didn't do this in reality, or else I wouldn't even be here and posting this LOL, that's not what I mean with "accuracy".

Please apologise if you've done horrible stuff to someone (including me). I've done things I'm not proud of, but I was never like the blank character in this comic (doing things horrible enough to seriously traumatise someone and then being uncaring and avoidant), I'm sorry for anything wrong I did.

I started working on this on April 16, I was aiming to finish this before May, I failed. Because I suck at doing many things fast, almost everyday I ended up making less progress than I planned because of focusing on other stuff, and working on this was kind of hurting me both mentally and physically even if I really wanted to draw this (it was reminding me harder of certain hurtful things and the hurt and anger within me gave me a headache). I feel at least a bit better after finishing this. Tyler Joseph's advice about using my own suffering to be productive instead of doing any type of harm to myself really works. I'd disable comments because I don't want to risk getting unwanted types of comments, but tumblr lacks that feature. I already know this won't get much positivity or exposure. Thanks if you took a look at this comic and liked it.

All the texts/lyrics in the panels, in case anyone is having difficulty reading (you can skip this paragraph);panels 1-8; It is you, reasonably so you that I want to annihilate. To be the one to erase your self-centered smile. Hey you over there, there are things weighing on my mind that I need to be known. I tried to sort this out civilly, you did not listen. It is time someone should show you how serious earning resentment is. Clearly to you it is so trivial that it is not worth the tiniest particle of thought. But the hurt you inflict can stick and stay even if years and decades pass. "I am so sorry" can you ever say it?panels 9-22: It is you, reasonably so you that I want to annihilate. To make it so you no longer have that undeserved self-centered smile. Now you are all restrained and have no other choice than to face me. Tell, what does it feel like? With cuts and strikes from head to toe, I will ensure you feel various pains from various angles. Pray to be elsewhere if you want, but you already know more and more are to pile up until it over. Tell, how grateful were you to be alive yesterday? "I am so sorry" can you ever say it? "I am so sorry" can you ever mean it? You who turned out to be this kind of poor excuse for a person, with my hands alone you will meet the consequences of your actions.panels 23-32: It is you, reasonably so you that I want to annihilate. To replace your self-centered smile with a decaying frown. You are not as great as you think you are, which is why you did not realise the price ahead was ending up stuck here whining and howling. Hahahahaha. The freedom has always been yours... to tell me that you are so sorry, with that sloppy pathetic face. But while you had all that time to really atone, you threw it all away. Because it is you.

Based on the song "Can you say you're sorry?" (aka "I wonder if you'll say you're sorry") by Machigerita, a song with a Machigerita-vocals version and a Gumi/Megpoid Vocaloid version. I love Vocaloid music but the version with Machigerita's own vocals is my fav lol. The original lyrics of the song is not the same as the version used in this comic, this is an English version I came up with, it is significantly different, and is more detailed and more disturbing. Even if the original song isn't mine, all those sentences came from my own immensely hurt and infuriated mind. The 17th panel is inspired by the song's picture (close-up of an eye) but other than that the comic is really not inspired by anything else than my own pain. This was like an untimely Halloween special, the next comic (hopefully coming this month) will be like an untimely Christmas special instead. Oops, sorry for the longness... The D is for "deterioration" in this one.

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I've been wanting to draw HH fanart since a long time, finally made my first one on the 420 day. I don't know how believeable this sounds, but it turned out Hellaverse art style is easy for me to draw, Angel Dust's lines took only an hour to draw, if not less (I mean just those, not the whole picture), and it was just easy to get it right for me.

A cute drawing of Angel Dust with hearts and sparkles popped to my mind, I felt like I should draw it as soon as possible.

Posting HH fanart makes me think both like "please don't boycott me over this please" and "whatever, if I lose supporters over this, it will only be the right people, your senseless hatred only fuels my erection" (people who act like it is wrong to like HH are some of the most insufferable people I've seen. There is something seriously wrong with you if seeing a cute and pink cartoon art bothers you enough to negatively impact your view on me.) Maybe this bit sounded unnecessary, but I was semi-closeted about loving HH until I stopped caring at some point in 2025, it was a bit hurtful feeling like I have an opinion that is unsafe for me to have, but it's ok now since I stopped giving a fuck like I said.

Hazbin Hotel (c) Vivienne Medrano / Vivziepop

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Group pic of all Powerpuffs from the official source. I hope this is good enough, I couldn't think of a better way to make this and was too worn out mentally for more detail. Please don't say stuff like "Where is Bell/Bliss?" Bell is a fan-character that is based on the Perfect Little Girl and Bliss is from a non-canon cash-grab greedy corporate slop (I mostly ignore the 2016 reboot and PPGD, I honestly don't like them or want to think much about them.) I know Princess Morbucks isn't an actual Powerpuff Girl but you can't deny that she is still the closest there is to an official yellow Powerpuff.

Left to right; Bubbles, Blossom, Buttercup, Bullet, Bunny, Princess Morbucks, the Perfect Little Girl (Yeah she doesn't canonically exist but was included because the pilot shorts are made by Craig.)

The Powerpuff Girls (c) Craig McCracken

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Can't be properly seen and read without zooming in, sorry about that but this was the best way to make this. I'm proud of this and put so much effort into it. I already know this won't get much positivity or exposure so thanks if you actually paid attention to this. Especially thanks a lot if you like it. This, along with 1 other comic idea, has been in my mind for months, got to start working on it on March 5 but finished it only today, I'm not good at doing/finishing things fast... (I'll start working on the other one in April, it isn't depressing unlike the first two D comics I made but it is dark and more disturbing. Or maybe it is a different kind of depressing.)

About depression, loneliness, mistreatment, being in such grim circumstances social, career and general success wise. I don't like how this song is associated with teenage angst, I think it fits unfortunate grown adults more, and that is what this is about, the protagonist of this comic is in the 2nd half of his 20s, who is me. I found this song relatable even as a teen, but things got worse, even more fucked up things happened, even if I'm free from some problems I had as a teen, I still feel like I was more privileged in some ways, especially socially. I had a good year when I was 20, but my life kept bringing horrible pain and misery every year after that. Even if I included some other subjects, pain from losing too much people, awful mistreatment and being an outcast was the biggest factor that led me to create this. I'm not being dismissive of the positive stuff about my life (and I really feel bad about kind of unintentionally doing that on some level when I was younger due to depression intoxicating my judgement, but I already fixed that about myself and my negative emotions don't intoxicate my judgement and thinking anymore even if it is late), but the positives about my life don't erase the negatives and the pain.

All panels have deeper meanings that people may not realise. I will explain some of them (not all). The 4th panel shows a hostile character and a friendly character sharing the same speech bubble, it means others don't get me or are there for me, no matter if their view on me is positive or negative. The 7th panel shows hiding suffering to function better in others' sight. The 9th panel shows a blue puzzle piece that's not connected to the rest, that represents me. The 10th panel, in front of the computer, that's how one can get various information and also get many things done. The 15th and 16th panels, I thought I was safe and fortunate, I was wrong. The 22th planel, outside and around some beautiful flowers, but even pleasant stuff like these aren't the solution to everything. The 25th panel, went through a maze to find candy, but no matter which direction I took, the maze wasn't meant to lead me to the candy at all, all the directions I walked towards were in vain. The last panel, no one was there to pull me up when the ground was splitting and I was about to fall, I fell and my broke my head, that's a methapor for horrible things happening damaging mental health, killing one inside.

All the other characters than me are random characters I came up with, I didn't purposefully draw people I know/knew, that would be really stupid to do, I'm smart enough to not do that. Though the character in the 17th and 18th panel is supposed to have parallels with my appearance, the character that is closer to the view in the 27th panel too but in a different way. I like non-human characters the most, but everyone is human in this comic series because this comic series is supposed to be about my life and me, reality. I know stuff mentioned in this are things many people can relate to, like being lied to or stabbed in the back, but the point is that some incidents are significantly much worse than the others even if they can be described with the same words. In some panels, I'm not wearing that mauve bowtie despite wearing the other clothes I wore along with it in other panels, it is because in those panels I don't even feel like making myself look fancier is worth it or matters. If you think you relate to this comic because of your life going downhill due to you having been gross and stupid and you doing bad things to others, no you absolutely don't, this comic is about someone who was screwed over very extremely horribly by other people and other unfortunate life circumstances. The character that represents people like you isn't me.

Even if I like getting comments and usually don't even get comments, I'd disable comments for this one if I could, because I know a picture like this has the risk to attract unwanted types of comments if any, and I seriously don't want to deal with them, not on something so deeply personal. I can explain; 1. Toxic positivity and empty advice. I don't need or want to hear those stuff, they only make me feel worse. 2. Stupid and cruel underestimations and false assumptions. You don't know about my life better than I do, you have no right to act like "it's not that bad" or invaldate me, fuck off. 3. Others lumping stuff about themselves. Not being rude but this isn't about you, this is about me, someone else's vent post isn't an appropriate place for venting or talking about your own stuff, there are other places that are suitable for it. Also, I honestly don't want to hear it or talk about it. But sadly tumblr doesn't have the option to turn off comments for individual posts, stupid and unfair...

All the texts/lyrics in the panels, in case anyone is having difficulty reading (you can skip this paragraph); panels 1-10: Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you. Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on, turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming? Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over? panels 11-19: Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies while deep inside you're bleeding. No one ever lied straight to your face. And no one ever stabbed you in the back. You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay. Everybody always gave you what you wanted. You never had to work, it was always there. No, you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like to be like me. panels 20-32: To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you. No, you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life.

Based on the song “Welcome To My Life” by Simple Plan. Another one of my most fav music groups. The D is for "depression" in this one.

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I made fanart of multiple RPG Maker/Pixel horror games in the past, The Crooked Man is another one of my favs but I hadn't made fanart of this one before, I wanted to fix that. It has an emotional, touching, meaningful and inspiring story, I love it.

The colouring techniques I used hopefully aren't bad. I made this during a break from a bigger project (that should be finished very soon), which is ironic because this picture has the opposite vibe as that.

David Hoover by Duke MacGahan's grave, he put a cigar box next to gravestone. I hate cigar smokes but they're both smokers, gotta draw things the way they are. I kind of came up with David's shoes.

Not hard to read for me at all but here are what the texts say if anyone is having difficulty reading; "...While trying to console him, I realized. The things I said to him were what I wanted someone to have said to me..." "Don't focus on the sad things... and I'm sure you'll notice... all the happiness hiding around you." "You know what I think...? The crooked man had a crooked body and only crooked things... But I'm sure he was happy living in his crooked house." all are in the game's dialogue.

The Crooked Man (c) Uri

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These 2 are my favs from this show. I hope the colouring is good enough, I haven't done these types of shading and lighting since a long time.

Smiling Friends (c) Zach Hadel and Michael Cusack

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Me again, because I want to keep showing how much of a tumblr sexyman I am. Joking but drawing myself grew on me. By now I feel like I really got the hang of it when it comes to drawing myself. I think 2026 will be the year of drawing myself. The body hairs are half-intentionally funny looking, my art style is like this. I wanted to make the background more detailed but I love how that dark blue aesthetic I made looks so I didn't want to ruin it lol. Unlike the previous one, this wasn't a pain to work on, it felt easy, partly because I let it take 3 days instead of forcing myself to finish in one day.

Swimming in some nice water. I'm not a type of person who would show my body parts to strangers so yeah, my swimming set is like this. Happy bear hoodie is funny and Finncore, I like it, also that green cup is one of my fav cups. Enjoying eating pizza. Holding a flashlight to my face and looking silly, connected to that comic I made some days ago. Got soaked with expired strawberry juice while wearing a strawberry shirt and holding my once gold-coloured scissors... how peculiar, but don't worry about it! That one is connected to a comic too, one of those 2 long comics featuring myself I need to make that I mentioned before. (I may end up making more than 2 more, depends on how I feel in the future.)

A cute and funny sweater with balls I have, a life-long friend made it for me. My flowery bathrobe. Simplified version of a nice light brown sweater. Sleeping and not having a dream. Weird face I think I can make but feels uncomfortable when I do. Also, my mom being so negative about it when my hair gets puffy or sticks up encouraged me to draw myself like those even more (I mean in real life, she doesn't mind and likes my drawings). If you read this yapfest then thanks!

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Some photos of my cats from this month because why not? (Also, those clothes are my mom's, not mine (except the black pants at top left, that's mine), the bed is mine though (the Flintstones sheets, yeah lol)). May post more pet photos later, depends... Yeah, I love my fluffy pals.

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Sonozaki twins, so close yet so far. I really like how this turned out. Definitely will make more WTCC (Higurashi) fanart later. Finally going back to posting recent art after showing a lot of non-recent ones. Finished this hours ago. This is the 4th cool pic I made this month, which is really unusual compared to how I've been in the latest past years, the increased productivity has both positive reasons and negative reasons behind it, but still glad to make more art. Higurashi no naku koro ni (when the cicadas cry) (c) ryukishi07

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I wanted to upload these for Valentine's Day even if I actually don't like Valentine's Day, I wanted to use the opportunity. These are 2 of my countless OCs, Karen and Deren (they're a calendar and a magnifying glass), they're a couple. (Friendship terms are fitting/ok for them too, I worded the 1st comic that way both because of that and to make it sound inclusive.) If you recognise them, congratz. The 1st comic is drawn in a simplistic style (it feels like a cute and quick alternative sometimes, like chibi), the actual/full appearances of them are in the 2nd comic. Titled "gwg comic 49" and "gwg comic 45", I drew countless comics with my OCs but I don't feel ok with posting a lot of them publicly. Maybe some more non-recent OC art will be public later but idk, still cool that these 2 ended up being public today, I actually drew them in 2022. I posted a lot of non-recent art lately but I'm gonna change that soon by making more new art and posting them. I guess these can be misleading about Deren and how their relationship is like, but Deren isn't meant to be evil, Karen just really doesn't like "negative" stuff, these comics focused on only a few specific things about them. The reason I don't like Valentine's Day is bc I'm too hurt & lonely to. Since today is about love, I'd like to say that I love when people are interested in my art in general & my original characters, they make up a big part of me & my life. Thanks so much to ones who are into my stuff.💙💝 group walkthrough guide © me / bluelight439

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Some Mother series fanart from 2017-2018. And a silly one of Ness being rude to Parappa, I don't remember the details but an ex-friend inspired me to draw that as a joke, I thought it was funny so I included it, maybe it was about how Ness attacks animals. (I like Parappa series even if I currently haven't drawn good enough fanart of it much...) And that weird one is main characters of Mother 2 falsely thinking Dosei-san/Mr Saturn are fucking but it's just one of them getting on top of the other (I had/have a weird humour ok), they pile up like that sometimes as you can see in the game. And the 3rd one is characters wearing clothes with sexuality pride flag colours (hetero, pan, aroace, bi, gay). I felt like these weren't good or normal enough to post earlier but meh I changed my mind.

Mother (c) Shigesato Itoi Parappa the Rapper (c) Rodney Greenblat

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Wow, a fuckton of Undertale fanart from 2015-2016 that I never posted publicly until now for silly reasons. From that time Undertale turned my brain into mush. I posted some more of them already years ago. Yeah, some of these maybe didn't age well. The ones drawn on paper were drawn from memory. That blue parrot is an OC by a friend I had who abandoned me, I named her Rappot when we were friends. One of the drawings is Gravity Falls wheel parody. One of the memes is incomplete because I got lazy and couldn't think of anything good (If I ever finished it one day I'd put the updated version but Idk if I will). Undertale (c) Toby Fox

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Airy and relatives. The 1st pic was taken at my grandma's home last month and the 2nd one just now at my home. Gas lamps and trawler lanterns aren't the same but some look similar haha. Lights and light based objects are some of my countless niche likes. Sorry that my camera quality is ass like usual. My Airy plush wears that choker because I think it is funny. Also my mom's drawing of Arlene and Garfield photobombed.

ONE (c) Cheesy Hfj / Isaac Hall

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A sad abstract comic that can describe various contexts I suppose, but what I mainly had in mind was me trying to save a friendship but not succeeding. (Unfortunately, this sort of thing happened with countless people, this isn't about just a specific person or a few people I knew.)

Also, I was pleasantly surprised to see that drawing of myself get more attention and positivity than I expected! Yeah, that's me with clothes and stuff I have for real again, including that flashlight but I haven't seen it in a long time. I don't know how easy to take seriously this comic looks, but it was intended to be a completely serious thing, I tried to execute/portray the idea the best way I could. But I can't help that my face looks funny or weird sometimes, both an art style and a me issue.

I mentioned wanting to make 2 comics featuring myself earlier but this isn't one of them, those 2 are long unlike this one. I don't know when they'll be out but I need to make them. Hopefully soon enough but I don't expect from my next upload to be one of them. I made this one first because 1. I wanted to make something short to practice and prepare myself before getting to those, 2. I realised I needed to make this as well. I know this is really unhappy, but those 2 I have in mind are much "worse", and they're different subjects from eachother.

Texts; I light a light in my lighthouse, buddy, and I shine it in your face. But you're already gone. I scream my slippery slogans, buddy, and they echo way up high. But you're already gone. Bye... Based on the song "Bye" by The Ocean Blue. One of my most fav music groups! The D is for "despair" in this one.