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good job idiot

#you reached out and got pushed away again #after u PROMISED yourself!!!#idiot!!!#ur not special to them anymore #stop reaching out!!#it freaks people out!#no one wants to spend that much time around u!

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#now THAT is a white cat

don’t play the ignore game with me I’ll delete u from my life easy

#got let down again so extracted my energy as I do #and damn #not a word from him for two whole days #sounds dumb but that’s very unusual for us #but he’s definitely unbothered #just playing fuckin rocket league or whatever for hours

so tempted to delete all social media but the only thing holding me back is the record/archive of my photos and life events that I have on there

#wouldn’t be able to restore it if I came back

gotta channel The Hermit

he doesn’t care he hasn’t even noticed

#he’s got all his friends to stay distracted #I wonder how long #if I just dropped from his life would he not care out of spite?#if I just dropped off the face of the earth I rly don’t think anyone would notice

trying not to fall down the hole again

#I’ll be alone all weekend and I don’t do well alone #especially after being let down for the nth time this month #i have to fight against myself bc I rly need to just not talk to anybody #my big ass mouth won’t shut up but I keep getting embarrassed and rejected when I reach out so I need to teach myself to be quiet #I changed the contact names in my phone #I would like to Disappear #I feel awful being alone but it’s necessary #gotta teach myself a lesson

feeling,,Not Worth It

what’s it like to have grown up with secure friendships

#what’s it like to be such a likable person that ppl wanna be around you

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to lovely humans who were excluded from invitations, left behind when they tied their shoes, forced to walk in the grass when the sidewalk was full, spoken over when you tried to contribute, whispered about or laughed at, given the side eye when you tried to fit in... you are so worthy of love and I’m sorry people have convinced you otherwise. I promise that your people are out there - people who will see the side of you others ignore, people who share weird inside jokes with you, give you affectionate nicknames and go to museums or roadtrips with you and fulfil whatever idea of friendship you’ve always fantasized about. even if you feel like an empty shell of your former self because you’ve hidden yourself away due to shame, this exterior will melt when you accept yourself or let people in and you’ll realize there was nothing wrong with you all along. you have interesting things to say, you deserve new chances and beginnings, your heart is probably made of gold because you know what it’s like to be left out in the cold, and you have so much to give. you are so worthy and someone’s idea of a friend too, and I hope you receive lots of hugs in the future from yourself and others because you’re so lovable.

gonna have to go thru this account and revamp sometime

#not rn tho #that’s for another time #as in the next time good ol hyper focus rolls up at 3am

the feeling that I used to have as a child before Things Went Bad is coming back and my heart feels so big

hellooo I am alive and new and old at the same time....it’s amazing what having the space to grow can do

#I have new and better goals now #and I’ve learned so much #about myself and what I truly want #and about the world #so excited to someday live in the forest with only my loved ones and cats and plants #life is so beautiful #especially when you have wonderful people in your life #finally #it’s been a good year for the ol mental health #I’m so excited to be outside in the sun again #the winter was hard but better days are coming

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no but really wouldn’t it be great to look in the mirror and feel absolutely nothing? to have no reaction to what you’re seeing? i’m beautiful, i’m ugly, i’m this and that like what if you just looked in the mirror and thought ‘’this is what i look like. okay, now i’m gonna go brush my teeth, get dressed up and do my errands’’ like imagine that being your life 24/7. i would give the entire world for that amount of indifference. that’s freedom to me honestly

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