Death has Returned

Death - Old as Balls - he/him

[jaybird-todds]

It's 90° in my house and I have no food that doesn't take the oven or stovetop.

If someone could send some money for food, I would greatly appreciate y'all. All I need is, like, $40-60 to get some delivery for my spouse and I.

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Some grief stuff below the cut.

Got the call from the place that is cremating my mom. She's finally coming back to me on the 6th at the latest. I cried. It hits a little harder now. I haven't cried that much yet. I'm still dealing with my sister calling me and telling me she wants to off herself... I'm so tired.

[jaybird-todds]

I still have about $300 left to pay the funeral home cremating my mom so they can actually do that. They say I have until the 14th or they will start adding an extra $50 every day she's there after. It's not their fault, I understand that's how it has to be, storing a body is expensive and the longer she's just there like that, the less space they have for others.

Please consider donating if you can.

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[jaybird-todds]

Only 100 to go. Thank y'all for the help 😭

[jaybird-todds]

Back up to $150. It's every week, not everyday. I misunderstood the mortician. And then $35 to send her to me. So 190 total. God I'm tired.

[jaybird-todds]

I still have about $300 left to pay the funeral home cremating my mom so they can actually do that. They say I have until the 14th or they will start adding an extra $50 every day she's there after. It's not their fault, I understand that's how it has to be, storing a body is expensive and the longer she's just there like that, the less space they have for others.

Please consider donating if you can.

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Cat tax:

[jaybird-todds]

I still need about $250 and it's due to them by the end of the day today. Please share. I really just want my mom back and my family can't help.

[jaybird-todds]

I still have about $300 left to pay the funeral home cremating my mom so they can actually do that. They say I have until the 14th or they will start adding an extra $50 every day she's there after. It's not their fault, I understand that's how it has to be, storing a body is expensive and the longer she's just there like that, the less space they have for others.

Please consider donating if you can.

Venmo • PayPal • CashApp

Cat tax:

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

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I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

I have a definitive $350 cost to get my momma cremated and shipped to me. That's all now. I'm very much glad for the support I've gotten so far and I really appreciate y'all. The urns for family are on their way now.

Shipping everything out is gonna cost a lot but I hope my Uncles will way for that.

Just me kinda yapping under the cut.

Ugh. Still haven't really just...grieved yet. Like, yeah, I cried really hard when it happened but it's just... not real Tommy brain. My stepdad is drinking himself to death and my aunt finally thanked me for taking it all on and that nearly made me break down. I think I'll finally feel it when my mom comes home.

I'm tired. Also wasn't a great week to start prozac.

[jaybird-todds]

$300 left. I really appreciate everyone helping and sharing this post. It's hard to do this alone and I really love the community outpouring of love.

[jaybird-todds]

Still at about $275 needed. Please share this. I'm sorry to keep on this but jobs haven't been giving call backs and my family is still no help at all.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

Venmo - CashApp - PayPal

I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

I have a definitive $350 cost to get my momma cremated and shipped to me. That's all now. I'm very much glad for the support I've gotten so far and I really appreciate y'all. The urns for family are on their way now.

Shipping everything out is gonna cost a lot but I hope my Uncles will way for that.

Just me kinda yapping under the cut.

Ugh. Still haven't really just...grieved yet. Like, yeah, I cried really hard when it happened but it's just... not real Tommy brain. My stepdad is drinking himself to death and my aunt finally thanked me for taking it all on and that nearly made me break down. I think I'll finally feel it when my mom comes home.

I'm tired. Also wasn't a great week to start prozac.

[jaybird-todds]

$300 left. I really appreciate everyone helping and sharing this post. It's hard to do this alone and I really love the community outpouring of love.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

Venmo - CashApp - PayPal

I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

I have a definitive $350 cost to get my momma cremated and shipped to me. That's all now. I'm very much glad for the support I've gotten so far and I really appreciate y'all. The urns for family are on their way now.

Shipping everything out is gonna cost a lot but I hope my Uncles will way for that.

Just me kinda yapping under the cut.

Ugh. Still haven't really just...grieved yet. Like, yeah, I cried really hard when it happened but it's just... not real Tommy brain. My stepdad is drinking himself to death and my aunt finally thanked me for taking it all on and that nearly made me break down. I think I'll finally feel it when my mom comes home.

I'm tired. Also wasn't a great week to start prozac.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

Venmo - CashApp - PayPal

I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

Thank you to everyone who was able to contribute. I received about $150 USD. I was able to help my step-dad pay a bill that was usually covered by my mother's disability check. Any more that comes in will be used for arraignments for her memorial service, cremation (which is already mostly covered by my uncles, I just have to come up with the other $600),nmini urns for her siblings and my step-dad and my sister for now (I'll worry about myself later, I'll be the one receiving her when she's cremated and the 5 urns are already $125)... ugh. She was only 59 and had no life insurance that I know of.

[jaybird-todds]

I now only need about $300 to get her cremated and I got the urns ordered. I really really appreciate all of you.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

Venmo - CashApp - PayPal

I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

Thank you to everyone who was able to contribute. I received about $150 USD. I was able to help my step-dad pay a bill that was usually covered by my mother's disability check. Any more that comes in will be used for arraignments for her memorial service, cremation (which is already mostly covered by my uncles, I just have to come up with the other $600),nmini urns for her siblings and my step-dad and my sister for now (I'll worry about myself later, I'll be the one receiving her when she's cremated and the 5 urns are already $125)... ugh. She was only 59 and had no life insurance that I know of.

[jaybird-todds]

I now only need about $300 to get her cremated and I got the urns ordered. I really really appreciate all of you.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

Venmo - CashApp - PayPal

I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[jaybird-todds]

Thank you to everyone who was able to contribute. I received about $150 USD. I was able to help my step-dad pay a bill that was usually covered by my mother's disability check. Any more that comes in will be used for arraignments for her memorial service, cremation (which is already mostly covered by my uncles, I just have to come up with the other $600),nmini urns for her siblings and my step-dad and my sister for now (I'll worry about myself later, I'll be the one receiving her when she's cremated and the 5 urns are already $125)... ugh. She was only 59 and had no life insurance that I know of.

[jaybird-todds]

My mom died and I'm the one who is taking care of everything while my sister does fuck all with her new boyfriend and leaving her kids with my grieving step-dad.

I have to play the funeral and her cremation and pay for mini urns for her brothers and my stepdad and my nieces and my aunt and stepdad and sister--

I need some support to get the funeral shit done because I'm apparently the only one who can do it and I have no help,,,

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I'm tired. I haven't even cried yet.

[ridingdinosaurs]

# give slade A Break 2019

(Do not repost, reblog okay <3)

[roipecheur]

#no breaks for Slade he doesn’t deserve them

[jaybird-todds]

Hey guys, I made a goal on Kofi to get some bills paid. Please consider checking it and my Kofi shop out?

Here's the link!

Plus some Jaydick for the soul~

Do not repost or trace my art. All of my art is protected under copyright! Fuck around and find out :)

[carrotssss]

[gammasquad]

Why did i think this was a good idea.

[excerpto]

I'd also like to share Respawn's thighs

[sladick]

[jaybird-todds]

Just got another job hunt rejection letter 😭

If anyone can help me pay my wifi ($150), please help

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So tired of the job market.