⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆maxx⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

#lowlife

[slaughtermyguts]

Intro ✮

im maxx (duh)

he/him; I’m a guy

I’ve been many accounts

I post $ħ, 3ď (stats below), necro bs & ahs scene & emo :p

please js block if you’re offended by my posts.

#lowlife4life

sw: 148Ibs / 67kg

cw: 124Ibs / 56kg

gw: 115Ibs / 52kg

ugw: 90Ibs / 41kg

height: 5’6 / 168cm

[slaughtermyguts]

guys sorry if I ethel post frequently the fixation MAY be coming back

[tankhall]

i miss my vibrator

[asher-is-gross-2]

@slaughtermyguts This is Ethel Cain's Tumblr btw lol

[slaughtermyguts]

is it bad I forgot to follow her😭 thank uuu

[overdoseparty]

I wonder where this pic from

[slaughtermyguts]

currently 5am, suffering thru nausea, and sitting in my bathtub in pitch darkness with ptolemaea raping my ears.

[deaddeerbody]

[ichhasseliebedich]

[sadharlot]

[slaughtermyguts]

I think of Kai and Winter when I listen to inbred by Ethel Cain and I have nothing else to say about it.

[idkbtch6666]

I will cut you and let you bleed out in my bathtub, so i can take a bath with your intestines.

I love you baby.

[slaughtermyguts]

I don’t think I’ve seen a lot of people talk about this and I feel safe enough to talk about it here. 4na & ⭐️🪽mention btw.

I am a lot skinnier than my lovely bf, which I genuinely don’t care about. I think he looks handsome no matter how much he weighs, he’s always perfect to me. But, as someone who has the mindset of 4na, I often say things that sound almost backhanded, or disrespectful. My issue is that, I will always hate how I look, and I will always have issues with believing I need to be sk!nnier, or eat in different ways due to my past struggles with an e4t!ng d!s0rd3r. I will never ever have that mindset towards another person. My struggles or my own, and I will always promote and support body positivity.

With that being said, I feel like it’s hard for me to talk about my feelings and struggles because I know it comes off beyond disgusting to him. I don’t ever want him to think that he is gross because of his w3ight due to how terrified I am of mine despite being pounds and pounds sk!nnier. I’m not sure how to go about this and I guess I just needed an outlet to discuss it. I’m worried since I’m starting to have the urges to ⭐️ve again and do many of my past behaviors. I don’t want to hide it from him, but I don’t want to make him feel more insecure than I know he already is. someone help😭😭

[retardgirlvomit]

[slaughtermyguts]

this 5am lack of sleep is really starting to sound like relapsing.

[deaddeerbody]

[retardgirlvomit]

[openingthegraves]

Traces of Death

[citywidespecialll]

anyway does anyone want to come slap me in the face