mali.

[slavic-slut]

i rlly need to stop hitting a vape in the morning before i eat anything and right after i take my vyvanse because then i start doing things and then get hangry because i forgot to eat and suddenly it’s 3pm

[slavic-slut]

there has to be more to life than this

[slavic-slut]

this hits hard when ur single on valentine’s day

[em0tions]

This story and writer talks about being human in this book. We are focused on the myth of Sisyphus. In the original Greek mythology, Sisyphus gets punished by the Gods and has to roll a boulder up a hill for all eternity. This, in a way, is the reality of life. The idea of “ad infinitum” doing things over and over again in the same way. Camus expresses that life doesn’t have to feel this way, and that we can embrace life instead of dreading it.

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People think a man suffers because the person he loves will one day die. But his true suffering isn't so trivial. His true suffering is noticing that not even sorrow lasts. That even grief loses its meaning.

Albert Camus, Caligula and Three Other Plays: A New Translation by Ryan Bloom

https://bookshop.org/a/12010/9780593311271

[slavic-slut]

most nights i unwind by reading before bed. some nights i play deftones and take my vibrator and vape (the same one i’ve had for 6 months) out of my dresser drawer. virtues and vices.

[slavic-slut]

[slavic-slut]

there was only one person i wanted to share these with

[slavic-slut]

mixtape cd kinda girl fr

[slavic-slut]

walking around in the dark smoking a cig blasting this in my headphones and missing the club and missing m and missing my friends

[slavic-slut]

life doesn’t even feel real anymore

[slavic-slut]

i literally cannot stand this existence anymore

[icarusgirl]

I’m a camus girl

[slavic-slut]

he was the reason i kept going. he was my reason for trying my best. he was my reason for wanting to be successful. he was the reason for everything. so now what? what reason do i have for anything?

[slavic-slut]

i don’t think i’ll ever get that part of me back

[slavic-slut]

part of me died with him while i held his hand as i watched him take his last breath

[slavic-slut]

i am so burnt out