This will be scrambled I'm feeling a lot of things,,, So it looks like you hurt yourself again,,, I wish I remembered to take that knife downstairs with me after we ate I know you would have found other ways but maybe it would have been less tempting I can tell when you're hurt and sad from how you type and speak, my little ball of energy doesn't just quiet down for nothing if not his own mind. But Im proud, very proud of you. What was that, 13 days??? Like whoa that's rly rly good and I'm so so so so so so so so proud of u no matter what has happened,,,, I'm proud of the fact you're alive and breathing and here I'm so proud. I believe in you, don't lose faith in yourself I love you












