Gargoylin'

Danny-Daniel/28/Irl italian gargoyle.he/they transmasc + gray aroace 18+ please PFP by CARBOAR/THEBODORE

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🪦*Introduction/Dni*🪦 Hey, my name is Danny. I'm 28, I use he/they pronouns, I'm gray aroace and I'm still kinda accepting that I'm transmasc. I have AuDHD and I relate to gargoyles a lot. I do mixed media collage art which you can find under my #dannys art corner tag!

I do have a straw page I just rarely ever use it/don't get to update it that much. you can find that here I also post art on tiktok user @ gargoylez27 I have a side blog relating to catacombs and ossuary's(?) etc @ iuxta-mortem

Some interests right now! (changes periodically here and there):

►Gargoyles (in general) ►Creature From The Black Lagoon ►Grunge Music/Post Grunge/Nu Metal/Hardcore ► Catacombs/Ossuary's(?)/Catacomb Saints

DNI

►transphobic/homophobic/fatphobic/etc ► zoophiles/fat fetish people ► feeder kinks/ddlg kink/incest(INCLUDES DUDECEST BTW) etc ► nazi/extremist/pro-israel ► true crime community/TCC ►TERFS/MAPS/PROSHIP/AI SLOP ► helluva boss/hazbin hotel/mindless self indulgence/stone temple pilots ► Leland Coyle in any way shape or form from the Outlast Trials

[64mpg]

[deathgasmic]

who else is up permanently feeling like they did something Wrong

[sidetable-drawer]

Frustrated Blue Friday

[fluffysheeps]

Lil lizards 🦎

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11:41 PM

You've been on my mind so much lately for some reason. I wish I could tell you how much I miss you. I know I shouldn't, but you were the best thing that ever happened to me at the time. I'd do anything to have one more day with you. To laugh, to play the sims 4, to talk about postal again. My biggest regret was hurting you and disrespecting you and If I could go back and fix things, I would but I don't think I would've learned the lessons I've learned now. I hope writing this down can finally help me have some full closure from it all. I know it's been forever it's just...hard for me to let go of those moments for some reason. I hope with going to my new therapist that I can work through this.

[666chainz]

wish I lived in a monastery with torches on the walls and statues that loom over me

[berryinnit]

t-shirt with the words “high-functioning corpse” printed on it

[ruhrohrexia]

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

i think there is something fundamentally wrong with me but that's okay

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mini update:supposedly going to be released tomorrow. I contracted lyme disease and it was fucking my blood up and i was having a severe reaction to it. I'm on antibiotics and I'm slowly getting better but the infection is really lingering so far which sucks.

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ya boys off to the hospital again 😊/sarcasm

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so uh minor update. me and my mother are getting kicked out of the house and I have no funds for an apartment nor to sustain myself right now I'm freaking the fuck out man

I'm probably gonna (unfortunately) have to set up a gofundme or something similar because I won't be able to pay my bills anymore or be able to take care of my dog or myself/my medications/my ongoing transition

I'm beyond devastated and I've gotten this news at work so I can't even say my side with anything

I'll update you guys as I figure out what to do

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I'm being kicked out with my mother as soon as me and her find a place where I can have a dog. aka ASAP or before the end of next month. I'm going to be viewing a trailer on saturday but I'm unsure if I'll be able to afford it. I'll have a gofundme or whatever up later. I'm still at work as all this news hits me and I'm very overwhelmed.

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update to this cause a couple people asked: my narcissistic grandma and my enabler uncle have calmed down a bit but they still believe they are in the right. That said, both know we are currently searching/trying to come up with a living solution with my first time home buyers thing that can do up to 150,000$ but i would need to pay for closing costs and an attourney as well as manufactured home fees and that's not even mentioning cable internet hot water food appliances etc. If I get a smaller prefab home (if i have to settle) the amount id need in cash is about 30-35 grand estimated with taxes ofc. I'm looking into my 401k and saving up to the side so I will be foregoing my vacation and ren faire outfit stuff for the time being and only go out to my local shows that are like 15 bucks at most because i do need to be stimulated/do things for myself from time to time. For now the storm has settled but it's still rocky and unpredictable but I'm trying to power through it.

As for my friends, I am sorry that I left without much word but mental state has been very finicky and I do not wish to hurt anyone. I have an apt with my new therapist on friday and I'm hoping that as I go to them, I'll be able to manage myself again.

That and I'm in a lot of physical body pain from cleaning up my grandmother's severely overgrown yard and going to a concert where I got COMPLETELY BODIED to hell and back.

Miss all of you and best wishes for a brighter future -Danny

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Since the cat's out of the bag here's what I was working on/gave to @ Symposia (the band).my first time trying some new mixed media things so I'm happy the end result was loved so much!

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I may not have got a place to live but I still have my little gill-man and right now that's all that matters

(he/they)

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I'm not religious but I do have some weird faith in the virgin mary (probably catholic guilt mixed with desperation) and was looking for a statuette for her and I'm laughing why does it look like I need to collect the damn chaos emeralds over here

[abyssalaquarist00]

commission for @sleeping-gargoyles darkest dungeon OC, Kosiv!

commission info in pinned, i will be looking for work to help recover from losing all my groceries, moving and reducing debt 🙏