sleepy-hyacinth

coloured hair, I care. a lot.

[sleepy-hyacinth]

hello?

*it echoes into the void*

[sleepy-hyacinth]

visited bf for a week. it was good. spending all day every day around each other is something to get used to. I’m back home now and we both feel super blah today, now that we’re out of school there’s no routine to throw ourselves into ha ha... (speaking of school I’m graduating with distinctions or whatever. wow.)

moving date got pushed back, but in a month we’ll be reunited for good.

[sleepy-hyacinth]

the only thing that would make an impromptu movie marathon better is if we were in the same room. also popcorn.

[sleepy-hyacinth]

y’all hi I’m stressed. I’m moving in October (date tbd) to be closer to my bf and I have no clue what the plan is. I was planning on moving with like 2 suitcases and renting a room and slowly moving my things whenever I visited family or something. take the first job I can get and work on my portfolio in my spare time until I can get a better job in my field..

last night bf asked me to look after his cat when I move (or he might have to give her away! I can’t let that happen! I love her) so I’m considering other options. can I afford my own place that allows pets? idk maybe for a few months. enough time to find work... I do have some money saved. do I still move with next to nothing? do I rent a container and ship it? do I ask a friend or family member to road trip it and pay for their gas? (I can’t drive). idk idk

[gharibajameel]

food is THE love language. let me bake you some fucking bread.

[berryraindropp]

been spinning merino recently.

[officialaudreykitching-deactiva]

‪Start becoming more aware of what revitalizes you and what drains you. This includes people, places, things, music, food, hobbies and how you spend your time. What felt right yesterday may no longer be in alignment. We are accelerating so quickly now. Everything is in flux.‬

[chubbycattumbling]

[vorpalsys]

HE MAKE AN BIG STEPPY

[i-am-a-fish]

CALLOUT POST @ ALL WRITERS

write

[void-mother]

no

[sleepy-hyacinth]

so, 

um, back in september I realized that I have a problem that I need to address and change. I’m not formally diagnosed. I haven’t talked to any professionals. I’m worried about being judged because I’m not “that bad.”

I have reason to believe that I have an eating disorder, that I’ve had it for years. I won’t go into detail because that’s not what this is about. I’m just saying I’m working on it. holding myself accountable. I had a really hard couple of weeks after a triggering incident, but I believe I’m capable of being better. I can be strong. I have an amazing boyfriend who is very patient and tries his best to understand and help. I told my mum. I got some books. I hope to one day see a professional.

haha why am I nervous about posting this? anyway, if you know of any resources hmu. looking for all the help I can get.

[medusagirlfriend-blog]

whenever i spend my day outside when the weather is good i’m like wow i’ve finally unlocked the secret to inner peace

[sleepbby]

god… the romance of sitting in a room with the person you love, each of you doing your own thing like reading a book or playing a game…. silent but full of love and warmth

[sleepy-hyacinth]

went out with friends yesterday. good break from school stuff.  we went to the aquarium, got ramen, walked around a bit, and went to a punk show. was wonderful to see them (hadn’t seen them since august). the bands were good and enthusiastic. overall good experience.

only weird thing was a dude tried to tell me how he saw me on the bus earlier in the day, something about my hair and smile and someone’s friends. he kept touching and poking my arm... I couldn’t hear what he was saying cuz it was during a set. my friend got me away from him cuz they saw I was uncomfortable. probably harmless, just a tad creepy in execution. idk I’m certain I’ve never been hit on, but my friend assured me it’s probably happened but I just never noticed it before. who knows.

anyway, this is an annual thing the headlining band does, so maybe I’ll get to go again with friends and bf? that would be cool.

[mondobrains]

[pyrlspite]

tumblr is like wading through everyone else’s garbage until you find something good and go “ah. this is good” and take it and display it in your own garbage pile

[trukingofskeletonhell]

Goblin Market

[sleepy-hyacinth]

hi. 

bf and I had a good talk last night. he wants to do right by his morals, so we’re slowing down, and lingering in the moment. 

honestly, I didn’t know I needed this. I was trying to be more sexual than I am, I think we both were. eyy ace spec. I’ve had trouble valuing myself in the past and I think this will help my self-esteem, really hit home that I’m more than my body, y’know?. I feel warm and fuzzy. so happy.

i’m gonna see him again in april :)

[kadtherine]

maeve + ball outfit