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hi im back bc twitter sucks
im blue!
idk
woah i went from 130 followers to 90, i hope its bc ppl were deleted and not bc they unfollowed me bc thatd be sad (even tho i literally havent even opened tumblr in weeks oops)
did everyone just disappear off tumblr or is it just me
like, half the ed accounts i follow just disappeared??
im so bloated rn this sucks. i literally barely ate today but i had some coffee w milk (coffee came w the milk) and a hershey kiss and i recently figured out im lactose intolerant and along w (1) piece of bread, im so fucking bloated its painful, im also having stabbing pains in my stomach but i think that’s unrelated
i didnt eat much today, i had a 246 cal muffin, a slice of pizza, and a banana
tmrw i start the diet thingy
HAHA I JUST REALIZED I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF THE DAY BEFORE NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION DAY (sept 10) LMAOOO THATS WILD
today was my first day of schoolllllll😁
i skipped breakfast, had a box of raisins and a clementine for lunch, and a mini pack of fruit snacks after school, right before band
and i looked so good in my outfit today, i never rly hd a style in the past but this year i got a whole bunch of new clothes and im trying makeup and honestly, i love my whole vibe, everyone was complimenting me on my eyeliner or my hair and it just felt so good knowing i looked good
today was so long lmao, i had a 100 cal poptart and toast for breakfast and then a bunch of oreos, forgot to eat lunch (thats a legit first lmao) and had 2 chicken tenders and some fries and ice cream for dinner,,i wasnt able to finish my ice cream which was great, and i could only eat 2 of the 4 chicken
looking back i actually didnt eat as much as i thought i did, im mot too upset abt today
i also did some walking since i went to the playground w my friends, then walked back to my house, then back to the playground and home again
I swear school is going to make it easier to have an eating disorder I don't eat breakfast I don't eat lunch at school and I don't eat much after school
this is why im so excited for school lmao, literally no other reason
i feel like its kinda sad but what do i care
R E B L O G IF ______________
I can randomly pop in your dms
I can go to your ask and ask random af questions
I can vent to you
I can potentially help you (i.e, Self Harm/Suicidal Tendencies, Personal issue at school, and weight loss.)
I can Send you cute songs to help you smile
I can Send funny ass memes to make you smile
I can be your friend through the hard times and even forever
this goes for anyone, im open to being friends😊
i bough a whole bunch of new sharpeners the other day, my old blades are over a year old and even tho i sharpen them theyre not rly good anymore, im kinda excited but also a bit scared to use the new ones
theyre so sharp i can reach styro so easily, barely even trying compared to my old blades
i bough a whole bunch of new sharpeners the other day, my old blades are over a year old and even tho i sharpen them theyre not rly good anymore, im kinda excited but also a bit scared to use the new ones
what if i killed myself in the middle of suicide prevention month?
“im not gonna do it girl, i was just thinkin abt it”
lolololololol ok but actually what if
dw its only sept 1 i still got a few weeks to think it over
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
THIS
ok so im starting this diet monday. i start school this thursday, so it should be easy to keep up w the water and steps requirement, and to avoid eating as much, since i wont be home. however, we all know im absolute shit at sticking to diets so we’ll see how this goes
hehe….hehehe…..he
**for legal reasons this is a joke**
i was planning on skipping breakfast and lunch bc tonight is rosh hashanah dinner and theres gonna be a shit ton of food but my parents literally took ne out to breakfast at a diner😭i tried eating the lowest cal option, just eggs and toast, but im gonna skip lunch so that i can hopefully just enjoy the holiday w out needing to worry too much abt calories.
if you’ve just binged, read this
(this is information i have taken from a forum!)
so you just binged and you’re probably feeling devastated right now but i’m here to shed a little light on the situation in hopes to make you feel a little bit better about what happened!
(little disclaimer, i’m no expert so feel free to add anything on or let me know about anything)
~ first things first, weighing in the same day/day after there’s a few things you should know ~
– you probably know what water weight is and know that it’s extra water retained in cells and it’s most definitely not equal to weight from fat but i think it’s helpful to know the actual extent to which water weight can actually affect what the scale says after a binge so i’m gonna break it down.
∙ water weight from carbs – i know when i binge, i hit bread, pastas, and anything sweet + made with flour hard (pancakes are a true weakness) your body needs 3-4 grams of water to process each gram of carb that you eat. to give you an example of how much this can add up, let’s say during your binge you ate 2 cups of oatmeal (54 carbs), one large cookie (in my example i’m going to use a Lenny and Larry’s), (34 carbs), one hersheys chocolate bar (26 carbs) and 3 slices of 14” pizza (110 carbs), that’s 224 grams of carbs. 224 grams of carbs x 3 grams of water per carb (i like to go on the lower end just to be safe) = 672 grams of water weight. this translates to about 1.5 pounds / .67 kilograms of water weight just from carbs. this will usually effect you the day of and the day after.
∙ sodium weight – another effect carbs can have on your water weight if the sodium they carry with them many times. your body reacts to sodium by storing excess water throughout the body to help handle it. this translate to extra weight on top of the carb weight.
∙ periods – ayone who gets a period knows the havoc it can cause on your body and your weight is no exception. not only do you gain water weight/excess weight (gas, bloating etc.) while on your period, you can gain 2-10 pounds / .9-4.5 kilos of water weight the week leading up to your period before it starts as well.
∙ muscle recovery – your muscles use a lot of water to repair and recover themselves, and this is especially true when you get back into strenuous exercise after a period of time off. if you’re feeling sore after a workout and are up in weight, you can probably attribute at least some to your muscles recovering.
additionally, water weight isn’t invisible on the body. many times when you carry excessive amounts of water weight (like after a binge) all around your body and it’s usually most noticeable in places like your ankles, wrists and hands. so if you measure yourself after a binge, you should take into account swelling from water weight.
– water weight is definitely not the only source of non-fat weight gain after a binge. other sources can include:
∙ food weight – the food you ate weighs something, the weight can’t disappear. however much the food weighed from your binge adds to the number on the scale and will remain there until you have a BM.
∙ BMs / Your Bladder – as i mentioned in my last point, the weight from the food has to go somewhere. take into consideration the last time you had a BM and make sure to empty your bladder before you weigh yourself, this can (grossly enough) add up weight very quickly.
~ calorie math ~
– if you’re unaware of how basic calorie math (usually) breaks down, you need to burn 3500 calories to lose a pound (1 lb = .45 kilos). the same goes for gaining weight. you need to eat 3500 calories more than you burn (if you don’t know yours, it’s super helpful to know, you can find out here) to gain 1 lb / .45 kilos. this means your RMR + your daily activities + any exercise you do + 3500 calories to gain 1 lb / .45 kilos in a day. granted there are some exceptions to this like i said. if your metabolism is damaged or you’re coming of off a longer fast, your body will put on weight much easier than a healthy metabolism. additionally, calorie math gets tricky around mono dieting and fasting where factors such as ketosis and muscle mass are involved, but i’m just going to stick to the basics. to give you an example of how this would look, my RMR is about 1400, i burn about 450 calories walking around the house and doing my daily activities, burn about 500 when i go to the gym and about 100 walking my dog. so 1400 + 450 + 600 = 2,450 calories burned. 2,450 + 3500 = 5,950. i would need to eat almost 6,000 calories to gain one pound of fat in a day when my metabolism is doing well.
∙ on top of this, it’s relatively easy to estimate how much weight you will lose/gain in one day. the formula looks like this:
(# of calories burned - # of calories eaten) / 3500 calories = weight gain/loss for the day.
i find this to be super helpful when i freak out over eating 500 calories over my maintenance because i realize 500 calories over translates to just .14 pounds / .06 kilos. even a larger binge, say 1,000 over how much i burn is just .29 pounds / .13 kilos.
another disclaimer that i should just mention again: this is assuming you have a healthy average metabolism. some people have faster ones, some slower and binging after fasting, monoing definitely effects this.
~ to close this out i just want to mention 2 things i tell myself that are actually positives of binges ~
∙ revs up your metabolism – after eating too little for too long, your metabolism will eventually slow down to protect your body. when you binge, it says to your body, “hey, you’re getting enough/more than enough, speed that metabolism back up we’re good to go!” and once you go back to restricting/fasting/etc. your reinvigorated metabolism will help you lose weight faster.
∙ muscle recovery/building – to build muscle, your body needs nutrients, you need protein and calories to get toned up / get muscle. this is why professional body builders do what are called bulks. they eat an excess amount of calories for a period of time which causes their muscles to grow exponentially. now while i think very few of us on this on this site are aiming to look like body builders, binging the day of or after an intense strength training session contributes to muscle recovery and growth. this does not mean getting big muscles, it’s not that easy, don’t worry, you won’t look bulky. what it does mean is that you’ll, 1. improve your performance as an athlete 2. look just that extra bit more toned and skinny once you lose weight again.
so take a deep breath in, tomorrow is a new day, a new chance, focus on that and forgive yourself. hope this helped y’all 🖤
i did not expect to see my post from my old blog here- i’m so emotional rn